The site keeps freezing out nothing working and I get the message oops there's something that went wrong, then gateway timed out error and even absolutely refusing to launch... anybody else having this problem? I'm on android phone , and I've just picked up this beautiful dress....

Talk at Tavistock....

I came to the clinic I could have been in my childhood.
I do not know what would it change, but now I often feel pity it was not tried before.

I stayed in front of that silent fraightening building with Zigmundt Freid sculpture hidden in not well cut bushes.

And suddenly door has opend
Young night nurse was worried and asked
Are you OK?
Do you need help?

The problem is I do not know what to answer. I would dream to try and enter. Perhaps too late. Would it help?
Would it change anything in my life long solitude and misreception by most of people.

I only know it is very strange Path I decided to go.
Since I became a girl I did not discarded my past, rather
Integrated wrenches and sawing needles with sawing machine.
Universal Sergant as my GrandMa...?

If I enter it my life will change.
Never look back the only what inner voice may whisper...

But I am still afraid to accept that my complexity...
Such a strange planet where magic transformation is a tale dream , but hated if becomes reality...

I randomly wrote this one night years ago because someone asked me 'tell me your story'. btw...this is when my life got good!

I've somehow basically moved into my partner's (Female) apartment as I was sleeping there atleast five days a week, being so busy working, I was ignoring and not thinking about my true desires and the days
passed. We worked opposite times so either she would be alone at home for 12
hours, or I would be alone in the apartment for 12 hours... In the alone time... I know what I want
and i'm alone in an apartment with a ridiculously large collection of womans clothes, lingerie and
makeup, many of her sex toys... This is where my experimentation developed and my passion
to be a woman was definite. A year goes by and we eventually moved to my house which was in the middle of nowhere on a quiet farm land, we knew no-one.

Anyway a few years later we split up on good terms, I'm unsure whether she was suspicious or not, either way it would have never worked as we wer too different. She finally moved out of my house, she was so organised with everything, all the bags, boxes were labelled, stacked and ready to be loaded into a van...

But she left some large boxes and bags in the spare room which she did say 'Its all for the bin unless I want it'... Then she went, that was it, my house is mine again

I decided to check in the boxes a couple of days after and it was full of her clothes, makeup,
lingerie, accessories, shoes, bags, jackets, perfume, eyelashes... Absolutely everything that I
would ever need and pretty much all the exact stuff I'd been using when I was alone, so maybe she
knew about me? Maybe she knew that deep down I was a girl? Anyway I stayed there for two years, built up my collection of clothes toys etc.., built up my confidence and happiness, met a few people as a girl, had a few around, I had the pure freedom to wake up get dressed up, do my make up and be myself, spend the day as myself and go to bed being myself with no worries.


Haha that was my story what I wrote years ago for someone online such happy times though when it all worked out!

Anyway love you all

#crossdresser #truth #fem #cd #happy #sissy

I walk in night ...
You never saw
Me true...
The one who
Waited
So so long...
You've passed
In darkness
Dressed
In blue...
Gray day
A bit or rain
And fog...

I sat alone
Under shaky light
The wind
Was terrible
And cold...
Another
Missed
Forever night...
Another
Coming
Day of girl...

I am not waiting
Anymore
Enough
Of stupid
Silly hopes

I walk through
Night
That also goes
To early
Morning
In its might...

You've passed
I never got it right...
What could have been
The other kind
The other hopless
Attempt.
Without any happy end...

Just another early morning in my babydoll, some chats, some role play, just having fun x hope everyone is good

Good morning ladies and girls. Had a very lazy day yesterday, stayed at home, got to do what I wanted to do, and needed, it was all about me having fun, and I enjoyed it. Today has started the same, but weather is better so< i will be going out later, and dressed to thrill for myself, underneath my shorts. Im planning to get a basque and fishnets, not my normal clothing, but looking for more fun, and hope to please some of you lovely ladies, well, actually I'm trying to copy some of you, still learning here, so I look to you for style and ideas for myself. Oh, please, if you have ideas for me to try, please spare a little time for me. Thank you.
LillyXX

Beautiful for nothing!

Just putting this out there, Friday 21st of this month I'll be in Nottingham for my monthly girlie night out there, i always get a hotel room (The Hilton), I have expensive tastes, lol, if anyone would like to join me and my other cd friends you're more than welcome, if you want to get changed in my hotel room with me then thats fine too x

When it comes to makeup I do prefer the 'less is more' approach, I've seen some of you on here and think i wish my makeup was that good, I'll always think of myself has not looking convincing enough

Thank you all for your comments and likes it means a lot to me, unfortunately for the next 8 weeks I will not be able to visit here and to chat to all you amazing girls and admires as my wife has decided to fall and break her legs in two places on a rare night out with the girls so will be constantly looking after her xxx

Wet outside, so looking like a day in, be nice to get a visitor, sat alone all day just me and wet shorts and clitty, Oh, I did go to the store commando, and leaking. Enjoying a coffee with my special cream, whipped topping, not milk. Just how I like it.. Shower shortly, full shave and I think suction toy on the wall. A day dressing up, new long , well supposed to be thigh length socks, but being 6'2'', they just go over my knees, but I do like them.

Me almost ready for bed... I really really want to get the courage to go out shopping or grabbing a coffee while I'm dressed up but I really am not sure if I can pass for a female.... I've seen some people on here and they are absolutely gorgeous and I'm so jealous... but... here's me again and I'm having fun..lol thank you all you beautiful beautiful people...

As you may or may not know you're supposed to use Primer, concealer, then foundation! I ain't got time for that, I've got places to go and people to meet, so i find this 3 in 1 works great for me

I did finally get my thigh length socks today, trouble is, I'm 6'2, so they are knee high socks, but I like them a lot. TOday I have been so in need of a friend here, but of course nothing happened, so I have had a solo Lilly day, which has been fun and exiting, but woould be nice to have a friend as well.

Birds fly away, leaving this place behind,
The city falls quiet, to all fears resigned.
But I take flight,
Like a crow in the night.

Someone fired shots just to make me run,
But I will sit tight, I won't be undone.
I'm not like them,
A crow to condemn.

No glass left to shatter, it's already gone,
A dark fairy tale where the sun once shone.
But I still sing,
Where the crow spreads its wing.

OH dear, Niamh83xxx seems to be a bit upset, is it because i said there were rules to which she should pay heed, or because she's so lonely wondering where everybody is? They're not going to be at the back of your wardrobe with you, sweetie, you need to get out to meet anyone, however frightening that may be to you.

Now, where's my smallest violin and postage-stamp tissue for my tears...

As I can't dress til September and school holidays cost a fortune, I'm challenging myself not to buy any girly stuff for the whole month. Wish me luck!

When I'm not "dressed," this is me:

#sissy #sissyboy #sissies #sissyboys #sissygirl #sissygirls #femboy #femboys #femman #gurl #crossdresser #crossdressers #crossdressing #tgirl #shemale #shemalechrissy #sissychrissyinsandiego #chrissyinsd #trans #transgirl #transwoman #transfemale #sissychastity #malechastity #chastity #chrissyinsd #vag #prostheticvagina #fakevagina #fakevaginapanties #fakepussy #fakepussypanties #pussypanties #genderaffirming #genderidentity #HRT #boycitty #clitty #fakeclitty #panty #panties #pantymodel #boypussy #bussy #femboypussy #sissyass #tgirlass

It's been me and my Son since he was 4, he's now 10. Took a while but he did accept me as Mum and not Dad. Been calling me Mum since he was 6. x

Sunday. A walking day while its still nice, but don't worry, I will be Lilly underneath. Shame I have to go out today, much as I enjoy it, I feel so much like dressing up and taking new pictures, maybe I can decide what I want to wear for the pictures whilst I'm out, but definitely in the mood for fun and games. I also want to do more clothes shopping, I want long socks, thigh length and new panties ( as always I do ). Not tried a basque of my own but my ex did dress me up in her's which I loved. But what I really want are leather trousers, I want my bits to smell of leather and my leather to smell of Lilly. I don't ask for much, but I know what I want and like, and like to do.

Blue Dream

Just slow zipper
Of my Dream
To come to you
In Blue...

Just feel
The innosense,
Just feel
With sadness
I Love You...

I'll come to you
In Blue Denim
Not hiding
Legs by skirt

Just slow zipper
Of my Dream
Will tell
The words
Untold...

What do I do today, good girl or naughty. Definitely in the mood for dressing up and flashing. Gym shorts are on for now and t shirt dress, but I want more than this. Feel like walking around a store with some pink small panties on or thong, and loving the feeling, but wishing to get caught out, maybe spied on in the changing room trying on something new and sexy. That kind of a mood today.
Going to pop into town to the ATM, shorts but commando style, trying not to hide anything.

Anyone near Derby/Nottingham Read Below.

John private messaged me saying that he may be able to help me with my ongoing training, trying not to get too excited with all the failed offers that come up.
I replied saying what did you have in mind, he said we'll I'm going to be honest, my wife is not interested in anything sex related anymore and my co ck is what you are looking for except I'm hairy at the moment, I said well how are you going to get around that, he said they don't see each other nude anymore either so he should be ok, he went on to say his wife worked Tuesdays to Thursday 12 lunch till 8pm... Well I don't usually ask but I said when he was smooth to send a picture... I thaught that would be the last of it but actually a few days later I got a 7" smooth Full Head Showing co ck pic, I could tell he had a bit of a belly but that co ck was very nice...
I tried not to say too much except that I was interested, he went on to say he would use his wife's Tights... I was glad he remembered... We went through all the usual Cleanliness Discretion and Deceases bit ...
I organised to pop round from work on the Tuesday and headed for Hucknall near Nottingham.. I arrived at his address at about 2:30.. He was much bigger than I expected, tall and slightly overweight but not too bad, we had a good chat about everything again..
I asked him what he wanted exactly, He said he just wanted to offer his co ck for me to train with, I was happy with his proposal and said yes...He went off to change...
A few minutes later he came back in his Robe and clearly wearing Tights, he stood next to me, so I opened his robe to take a look, his co ck was still behind the nylon and not through the small hole so I said to him to pull his co ck and Sacks through for me, which he did.
His co ck about 5" Soft and medium size sacks, squeezed through the small hole in the tights, I adjusted his sacks a little so it was more comfortable.. He liked that straight away.
I asked him where he wanted to sit or lie, he said he had thaught about that and because he was nervous he said he would rather not watch and he asked if I minded him closing his eyes. No of course not that very understandable, I said my preferred spot was on the edge of the arm chair with you holding your legs spread with your knees although you may be there some time depending how long you last, he said ok will will try that.
I was trying to hide my excitement at this point, he got down on the Arm Chair right on the edge, grabbed each knee sat back and spread his legs, he closed his eyes leaving me with his co ck for my entire selfish enjoyment, I could not believe how lucky I was..
I got down on the floor and raised his shaft with my right hand and slid the head into my mouth, wetting it fully, then wetting the shaft fully, he was hard already, I started by placing my lips just behind his co ck head and sucking up and down only about 2" maximum but fairly quick, at the same time playing with his hole with my tongue, as I like to make sure to fully enjoy the pre cum that dribbles out..
His co ck was solid and now a wonderful 7" Ish, I was so so excited.. I continue sliding my head up and down his shaft, every now and then taking all of it in then going back to a couple of inches again, I occasionally sucked on his smooth balls, one at a time, then back to my feeding stick... After 10 minutes I switched to using my hand to wa nk his co ck, but always keeping it in my mouth as I'm not wasting one drop of my feed, I was amazed how long he lasted, about another 10 minutes, when eventually I noticed he had the odd shallow moan, and the odd throb coming from his shaft... I switched back to short sucks behind his co ck head, hard and fast, I could tell he was getting close, he sat up suddenly when my mouth was filled fully with his beautiful cum, I swallowed it down, full again, I swallowed again OMG full again, I swallowed a third time, Incredible... I got every last drop, and eventually he started to droop again...
I was a little over excited and straight away asked wether he wanted me to stay for more or to go...
He looked shocked, you want to have more, Yes please I said, he seemed shocked and said yes of course, we waited about an hour before I managed to get him hard again, eventually getting my second helping...
Sadly I had no time for anymore as I needed to fetch my wife....
I was already looking forward to tomorrows visit..

If you can help please please get in touch...
All you need is a Smooth Co ck and Balls, Full Head Showing and willing to wear Tights...
Oh and I MUST be aloud to Swallow.....

I have a car and a week off. Looking to meet another cd. Dm me x

Just trying out some new eye shadow... not sure about it but I'll give it a chance

Friday poll for a bit of fun: What is your sexual preference (guess mine ) Come on girls and boys nothing will shock me

Another day of nothing to do

Well! Really good or not good! Be lovely!

Thought of True Solitude

Same passage
Same landscape
Same story
They leave
All sudden
As betray
You walk
Alone
All your Path
The final
Lonely
Stage
That lasts...
It gives you time
To grow girl
To give her chance
To find
Her World
Express
Without
Underestand
Say words
Of neither hope
Or pretend.
To learn
Yourself
Without
Love
Without
Praying
From above
Two Angels
Maybe
Maybe None
Be strong
In travel
With no fears
To learn
New pains
New cold
True tears
And life
Will may be not
Enough...
But nothing
Changed
Indeed
Believe me
You Old
Would pass
The same same steps
But very lonely
At End....
Forgotten
Forceless
Ill
Or Dead...

But you are
Walking...
Not the end
Just be yourself
Please understand...

"We all want a miracle (this is for one post, and about our life in general). But are we ready to pay the price?"

From the pier Apostle Andrew was casting his line, while the Savior walked over the sea.
Andrew pulled out the minnows from out of the brine, and the Savior saved souls from the deep.
And Andrew cried out: "I will leave this old pier, if you don't tell the secret to me!"
And the Savior replied: "Andrew, calm down your fear, there is no bloody secret, you see.

Do you see on that hill, where the crucifix stands?
A dozen of soldiers are waiting in line.
Go and hang from that cross by your feet and your hands,
And when you get bored of your time,
Come walk on the wave, walk on the wave, walk on the wave with me!"

P.S. I am not the Savior, not even close. But there is something to think about?

Stop comments on this fat ugly pictures especially if your from Birmingham cos your not very nice people at all

come see allll of sissybaby girls pics! regular site not pay lol https://sissybabygirl.com/

Morning everyone busy day here and there, meetings etc, another lovely day for a nice sunny outfit

You want
Me smile?
Happy face
Well matches
Sexy skirt?
I could not.
Sadness
On my face
Is Love
That's passed
That's gone.
It's still
Inside,
Inside
My heart...
Though
Secret
For the next
But skirt
Is short
Just to distract
From sadness
That remains...

Spanking dance,
Spanking chance,
Spanking trance,
Bum romance...
Tights worn sans
Spank me nice!
With warm love
Hand in glove ...
Spanking dance
Fun, fun, trance
Your bon chance...
Lust & Love perfomance...

P.S.
It is rather reminescence of happy child time, not any form of invitation...

Another photo dump but this time with natural hair (except the last ofc)

I love dancing in a nice, sexy way! Why not? Really cute!

My picture of me in hospital may have offended people, but I was just trying to inspire people to be who they want to be, yeah I was wondering why some of my other pictures were not allowed, I'm sorry to everyone, but this site is for over 18 years and above, so move your fingers and don't look, but I'm still in the real world

Look I'm going to be honest with everyone, but don't want any sympathy, In, 2021,there was a growth on my pancreas, yeah I was afraid it was cancer, but it was not, anyway In 2022,because I couldn't eat everything was coming out the wrong way, I lost so much weight, I was having seizures, I was living with a pick line which is a way to feed, I spent a lot of time in hospital, but I'm lucky because when I had surgery I had the best pantrac surgen in the world that was doing my operation, so I had my pancreas taken out my gallbladder taken out part of my stomach and bowel also, I spent a week in intensive care and, but I'm another 10 day's in a high dependency ward, but I'm sorter feeling OK, I have diabetes now and have to inject insulin every day and I have got osteoarthritis, and denurtive discs disiese,, I good and bad day's, so I want to explore my sexualty more and enjoy the rest of my life x

some days you are just a little more horny than others, but never not at all

Oh how boring the weather, yet another hot scorching sunny day, slap on the factor 30 sun cream and cover up with a satin Headscarf and a long silky Kaftan.

Perhaps you’ll wait for me, or maybe you will not, It’s up to you
If you desire to call me in a quiet spot,
Just shout out through: "Hey, where are you, my wind, oh where are you?"
And I will come to you, from any height I’ll fall.
I only want to sing as wild winds do,
And fly above it all.Yet it’s so high, and yet so close to view —The highway to the blue.
Good morning my dears.

My, what a nice person PantyPrincess2 is, taken exception to me not being a 400 pound lardball MAGA moron posting tired transphobic fetishist memes and other people's pics...

"You're a fucking democrat, evil, go jump off a fucking cliff u ****
Completely miserable piece of shit
Nobody would EVER HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH U MORON "
Not exactly eloquent, is he?

Oh dear, how sad, never mind - I'll live my rather enjoyable, allegedly "authentic", life, and pick and choose from the Real People that want to date me (one has persuaded me for Thursday, he's perhaps a bit young, 20 years younger, but not bad looking and very keen!)... While PeePee2 rants at the keyboard and makes a mess in his nappy

Talk to Rose

I never thought
I'll stop to talk
To listen
Magic news

But Rose
Told me
Of Romance,
Forgotten
Singing Muse...

I look with sadness
On myself
I felt not Love but power
My heart
Was dreaming
Of wheat fields
With poppies
And cornflowers

And then she whispered
To me
I also was that small
But tears
Passions
And Love
Made
Me again to grow...

I know
Lonely
You are
But it will come
One day
Shy girl will
Give a rose to you
To hide
In Love
All pain...

Hey sisters, I need you help.
I found my style with most of the clothing.

but I still cannot find penties that would make me feel comfortable.

any suggestions?

love you!

the wife and i just had a discussion about my crossdressing, its not goin to good, i'll keep you posted

I'm not sure about this site...

Evening Ladies sorry not been around for ages been up to eyes with Pride events plus Festivals home for a couple of days and we are off again for a midweek event called Pound For Prides In Eastleigh.