I have been crossdressing for as long as I can remember - been through so many phases - but although I harboured and interest in the Sissy ABDL scene, I never really considered it for a few reasons - one being that I thought I'd look and feel rediculous. However, the desire to embrace my "inner child" has recently become much stronger so I have decided to take the plunge, assembling a small (for the time being, at least!) wardrobe of suitable clothing and accessories - which all came together for the first time yesterday, when I dressed as Jessica Bethany for the very first time. I see myself - in both dressing and behaviour as a six year old girl. I'm hoping to be regressed to suit my chosen age and would love to chat to anyone that has similar thoughts or more than a passing interest in this particular scene. I still feel a little embarrassed in my chosen lifestyle but I know that it's right for me now.