That's all folks, off to bed now but thanks for all the lovely comments.

Hope you've all had a lovely weekend. One last chance to relax before the week starts
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Think its time i should hang up my wig after 42 years started at a young age of 13, i don't think i got it anymore at 55 yrs old

I have considered myself genderfluid for a while now, it kind of sums me up as who i am, as you know everyone is different, and i do dress more feminine now, i cant remember the last time I wore a pair of boxer shorts, and even at home I'm dressed femme, i.e ladies pjs

Been going out and about has megan for over two years now, and I've had a few compliments, a group of uni students complimented me and my friends clothes, the students wanted to know where we bought our clothes, also when i was out in Nottingham with three other friends a lady saw us and said "no one told me Atomic Kitten were in town tonight!", and i was once asked by a couple of young asian guys if i was gay?, and i told them i only like real men, so i must be doing something right

Dug out this mini skirt today, not sure if it suits me....

What a day in Chesterfield... (Story)
Jamie got in touch with an offer I could not turn down..
He said he lived in Chesterfield which was not exactly next door but in this case I didn't care.
He said he was 25 and worked from home 3 days a week, his partner was at work 9 till 5 every day.. He said that he was not interested in anything himself but was happy to help with my training if I was interested, he said he would put on some Holdups and was already smooth as was his partner... He said unfortunately I can't stop work but he can move the desk and put some pillows down for me, he said you can just help yourself for as long as you want, he said he often has to do multiple sittings, he said you can suck all day if you wanted, although he said 3pm may be a safe time to finish, he said once I had had enough I could just show myself out as he would still be working...
How could I say no to that offer, I new I dropped my Wife off at work at 9 so could be at Jamie's at 10ish giving me upto 5 hours training...How perfect is that..
I grabbed some snacks and a pack up and off I went to Chesterfield..
I got there a little after 10 which was annoying as the traffic was worse than usual.
He let me in and we briefly chatted again before he had to go back to work..
We had chatted extensively before hand anyway.
I noticed he was wearing a dressing gown so I was guessing he was ready...
He lead me into his study, a small spare room, where I noticed he had pulled his desk away from the wall, into the centre of the room, I could also see a selection of Pillows lining the floor under the desk.
He was already sat down and was adjusting his dressing gown, I could only see a plain black t-shirt under his gown from this position..
He said, Help yourself and continue when you like, he pointed out the kitchen and living room and Bathroom so I could take a break at any point..
I put my bag down and got down onto the floor under the desk, luckily a good sized desk, there were even led lamps on the floor either side of the desk creating loads of light under the desk, I got down under the desk for my first look...
OMG... There was a 6" soft very smooth full head showing co ck, hanging there, he was spread nice and wide with his Black Holdups on as he said he would, he had sat right on the edge of his chair.. I could not wait any longer.
I got as close as I could and leaned and slid his **** head straight into my mouth, wetting his head with my tongue, I leant even further and sucked his full shaft into my mouth then slowly wetting it all fully untill I could slide my head up and down his shaft fully...
After a very short time he slowly grew bigger and hard, I'm glad he was sat upright to there was minimal tension on his shaft, a smooth fresh looking shaft now about 7", I was in heaven, I sucked merrily on his shaft and every now and then switching to sucking on his co ck head alone, sometimes fast short sucks and other times full length sucks, also switching from tight grip to very gentle sensual sucking, I just had enough room to use my hand for a short but swift **** to give my mouth a brief rest....
I can't tell you how pleasurable this was, I could here him typing away at his work and here I am Servicing his co ck for as long as I liked... It was everything I could have wanted ..
He could last too, it took me about 35 minutes before I noticed a few twitches, he shifted slightly, I sucked just the head of his co ck, waiting for my first reward, for the first time his keyboard went quiet and I heard a faint yes yes, then suddenly a huge jet of juice shot out to the back of my throat, I had to swallow mid flow as a second huge load was filling my mouth faster then I could swallow, luckily the third load was much smaller allowing me to mop up every last drop...
Wow how amazing I thought, a huge meal and all this Training for free..all day..
I crawled out from under the table and glanced up at him, he gave me a smile and nod of approval then was back on his keyboard.....
Look out for What a day in Chesterfield Part 2...
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If you are local to Derby and can help with my Practice and Training like above then please get in touch.
I don't expect anything else in return as you are already letting me use your co ck.
All I ask is that you are Smooth Shaven with full head showing and are willing to wear Holdups Tights or Stockings. ( Which I could supply)
Oh and if you don't mind will you let me Swallow please... It's part of the training.
If you married or with someone I will keep it all quiet and as stated no Mess or Waste and of course No Evidence....

Some more of the same photo set..." Quite a lot more actually lolol" I hope they meet the high standards demanded by the girls on here lolol no I'm not using AI....... this is raw me with hardly any makeup on as well lolol shocking..... hope you all have an amazing absolutely beautiful day.. love you all my beautiful family 🩷

If anybody outside asked me what I had been doing this morning, I would go blood red in the face, but here I can just say it. I have been naughty as well. AND I LOVED IT And now in the mood for dressing like a tart. And behaving like one. Now I'm having a coffee before I decide what to do this afternoon, too wet to go out. so .
Is it fun or maybe picture taking time, oh the decisions.

I did have Home alone fun yesterday, and a session I so enjoyed. Multiple toys, so much time with my biggest, even tried to get my can of Lynx spray to fit, but it was just a bit too big, for now, so I ordered a larger very ribbed dildo and big plug to make improvements, oh and 2 bottles of Lub. Well, a girl has to be kept occupied now winter is almost upon us. Going to be back in leggings and tights again soon as well. Winter does have is good points. I love to be out in my thick tights all the time when its cold, and Im walking in the mountains alone.

Hello everyone, in general which app are you using? I also want to come and show my photos. What are your thoughts? For ex kik telegram exc

I love singlets ^,^

Omg I swear the ads are getting bigger and more invasive.... seems like the Devs don't actually give a shit about us....rant rant rant rant lololol.... I'm going to sleep now but I took some photos tonight.. I really hope you like them.. please try and leave comments because I absolutely love reading them...and it's really the only thing that gets some people talking to each other lolol honestly... I don't bite..." Or is that the problem?"....oooooer lolol.. goodnight/morning everyone..my beautiful family my gorgeous sister's I absolutely love you all you magnificent girls and admirers 🩷

Jardin de Luxembourg....

I come to be myself
To be alone
To feel the silence
Of old trees
To look on marbles
And to leave
Unrecognised
Unwished
Unknown
And disappear
Among streets
Jardin
Is silent
With first sun
I will return again
And run
Away to my exile
Under sky
Jardin de Luxemburg
With yellow leaves
To fly...

And some photos because I'm out today lol I'll get some more photos done later and post them probably tonight or early hours. Love you all massively and I absolutely love your comments.. I look forward to reading them all..they just make sense of what I do and it's comforting and making my dressing up absolutely worth it... laters gorgeous sisters and handsome admirers

A bit of a fun video... I absolutely love this dress it's so clingy and soft... hope you like it, have fun today sisters... love you absolutely to bits

Just a few shots to try and attract some bees to the honey…

Moon lights

Moon lights
On tights
Moon light's
In minds
I do not know
Why
In nights
I go out
To regain
To be myself
To sleep all day...
To hide myself
To ask the owl
Old Lady Owl,
What is goal?
She looked around
Change few branches
To say so strangely
"No matches..."

No match for me?
Just lighter in my beg?
I come again
Another night
She's back

And answered
More kindly
That my Love
Is sky in
Night
With stars and
Moon above

Since than
I am so happy
Always come
For Dates
In night
With Moon
By old brick wall
By Gates

Morning ladies. Hope you have a nice weekend. Out at mt sisters later for a few sherberts so will be slightly drunk. Shame i won't be dressed.

Between two sits

Dressed from the sublime to the ridiculous. The Flip Side Of The Rainbow.
Up above the streets and houses
Rainbow climbing high (Rainbow)
Everyone can see it smiling
(Rainbow) Over the sky. Paint the whole world with a rainbow.

Haven't slid these latex boots over my calves in quite a while!

Sorry, no posts and pics just now. I will do some more and post them soon Vikkie

Here's the rest of the pics, there's a few more but basically the same boring thing lol, I'm off out shopping again so I might be on later tonight... love you all so much and absolutely look forward to your comments...brightens my whole day... love you all beautiful sisters and handsome admirers 🩷

Its fishnet friday again, need I say more than have a great friday everyone

Good morning. I'm plugged, I'm in over the knee socks, I have LA gym shorts on, a t shirt dress, and a coffee with my favourite topping. I probably look a mess, but I'm so happy and comfortable. I love Friday's.

Interview Failure...

Your suite's too short.
Why did not come in tights?
You are too old
You have no rights
Your bag's too big
Your trausers's too wide
You ride in tube
In nights
Your are not right...

Morning ladies. O to the M to the G. New minidress is very tight and short even though ordered Large. I did have it on back to front. Couldnt wait to just try it. Next weekend will be all dressed up in it on cam. G string and fishnets i think. Doesnt leave much to the imagination.xx

OH my goodness I fell asleep and missed everything... I think... didn't I ???... anyway I'm off to sleep again lol love you all sisters and admirers . your all so beautiful and you all mean the world to me... stay safe and warm and happy

I'm here and on-line, if anyone wants to play....

Witch in the night

Night Witshes...

Old Lady told Me
Are you Witch
Who steals men
In night...?
I smiled sadly
Ohh
I wish
I wish
I knоw
How..
To steal men?
Could I
Be so
Dishonest
In my choice?
To force
Somebody
Lie with me..?

She smiled
Sadly
Mon ami..
So
Many
Told
Until
Life made them
Doing pretty so.

You are a Witch
Just steal
Go Go
Witch otherwise
What for...

I have to say my breasts feel so wonderful and feminine tonight, just need , either girly company like ke me, or a good old intimate chat with you girls, so love my friends on here xx much love Millie xx

Just got back and I've got a new dress that I'm going to try on later.. I hope you're all having a beautiful day having beautiful thoughts about beautiful things and being beautiful because you're all beautiful . Laters my beautiful sisters and admirers

Moon Light

A wolfess
Calling in the night
Nor Love
And neither date
She meets the Moon,
Moon magic light
Makes everything
Remain...
The wolfess's
Getting
New true vibe
New passions...
But Love...
But Love she keeps
So deep inside
That could not
Find new Path...

Morning all
Well its time to go, its been emotional and there's some lovely people here.
Yes I've used AI on my profile pic and im not necessarily a proper crossdresser, some of the pics that pop up on my feed are disgusting, if i wanted that pic I'd ask for it.
So i wish you all happiness for the future, bye x.
(still cant delete the fecking account lol)

Mmmm tights and a thong. Love the feeling

What I struggle with…

Normal - what’s normal. Some of the behaviour and things I see on here, are just not normal. I know “normal” just isn’t a fair context, but come on… there are levels from ok to really really not ok.

Fetish - I’m ok if you have a fetish, just not sure we all need to see it on a public feed. I think people sometimes post for shock and maybe even negative reactions. If you see a post get 20 plus likes and you have none. I would safely assume it’s the context of the post that should probably be private.

Kinks- again. We all “like” “fantasise” about certain things but dm someone you think or appears to be into similar things. Or get to know people to find out.

AI - honestly don’t get me started. If it’s AI label the picture AI. And if you don’t then what’s the point of showing me a picture I can create on the internet in 5 seconds. It’s pointless. I like video game characters more than I do those pictures.
Now if you want to share how you “could” look if done right then fair enough. But be honest. In other words your not fooling anyone. And if you are then it’s nothing to be proud of.

Site Attraction - I think more people would descend on this site if the public wall/feed looked more inclusive. Instead it’s becoming a fetish/kink site and it’s gone beyond tasteful. I’m ok with lingerie (I have a few of those) but put some elegance, photographic flare to it.

I’m aware I can offend and most likely have but it’s freedom of speech and there’s not enough honest discussion on it.

Can we honestly say when we scroll the feed anything more than 10% is of interesting and inviting content.

Age range - For me I get sad I can’t see my 40 something comparable/relatable people. I get jealous there’s so many other generations on here that get to relate to each other. I want more people 30 - 40 to come on here. Come talk to me. We grew up in the same era. Saw the same shows/movies/music. I want to connect.
That doesn’t mean I don’t enjoy others to talk to of a different age group. I genuinely do. You know who you are.
It’s just your experiences most likely differ to certain extents.

Hope whoever reads this feels they can come have a chat with me.

Hope you like this xx-----

Derby UK Lingerie CD that loves Males and Females for Naughty fun
Im always looking to improve my Sucking skills with CDs or Males, so the more you can help the better. There is always room for improvement.
If your local to Derby and can help then please get in touch xxx just private msg me or ask for my email address xx

My preferences are as follows........

Smooth Shaven Co ck and Balls

Full Co ck Head Showing

Willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups ........... ( I could provide these )

Must let me Swallow every drop, I don't want any evidence (Waste or Mess) left for yours or my Wife/Partner
Because you are kind enough to let me Suck and Swallow you down, I don't expect anything in return...
Most of my training is done where you put on some Holdups sit on the edge of the Sofa Spread your legs and watch TV while I do my Training, obviously once I've Swallowed you all down I will leave or if you need me to I can stay to Feed from you again until you are fully Satisfied...It's the absolute least I can do.
One Member that has helped me with my Mouth Training (as he put it) asked if there were anything else they could do to help even more...
I said actually there is if you feel up to it...
What I need you to do is just before you Cum, you need to get up and Make me swallow your entire load, not letting me move until every drop has gone....Now there are a number of ways you can do this...
You can hold my head with both hands and head Fu ck me untill you cum holding my head tight till you are fully empty.
You can make me lean with my head on the Wall so I'm pinned and do the same or
If you have a high bed or Sofa Edge or even on the Sofa, use the same method to pin me down.....
Alternatively get on top in the 69 position and fill me up that way....
In fact if you do the reverse 69 you can practically hold my head still, keeping your Co ck stuck in my mouth untill empty.
I met one male and he got me to lay on the floor straddling my chest, he then reached down and slipped his co ck into my mouth then held my head and pulled me back and forth up and down his shaft untill he filled my mouth with his juice, he held on until I had cleaned up every drop....not the most comfortable position but it made him happy with the arrangement so it was the least I could do.
I'm sure there are many more ways but this would really help with my training if you could please....
The only other help would be if time permitting you make me Feed from you Twice..
Booking me in for several visits a week can also help... If you feel up to it and don't mind me Swallowing every time... I understand fully if this is asking too much.... Xx
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If your local to Derby and can help in any way or maybe I can help you... Private msg me or e-mail me at
smoothandveryjuicy@yahoo.co.uk

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https://youtu.be/7iPE7KMVxR0?is=g8Y4vTSUpqkMhvoH

Hiya everyone I'm off out for the day so here's the lot of those pics....no AI like some people think I'm using.. these are the raw me completely unaltered and unfiltered... I hope you like them.. remember that I love you all, my sister's and admirers and I hope you all have a fantastic day today...lotsaluv

Good morning all x not been on for a while due to a major surgical procedure but on the mend now and looking to have some chats and adventures x Come say hello x

Autumn equinox everyone. Ooh I'm excited. Soon be back in more extensive lingerie and hosiery, even under my street clothes. Can't wait to use my new pettipants to line my trousers with satin xxx

My night
Is open
To dark skies
To windows
Lit of light
To arch
That leads
Me into
Life
Night life
Without
Mind.

I like
To feel
That solitude
That Love
Could not
Fill up
The space
Of Soul
In its wait
For answer
From
Above...

Any mature, verse, Essex, bi CDs on. Pm open for chats and fun x

A New Set Today - Hope you like it xx-----
Derby UK Lingerie CD that loves Males and Females for Naughty fun
Im always looking to improve my Sucking skills with CDs or Males, so the more you can help the better. There is always room for improvement.
If your local to Derby and can help then please get in touch xxx just private msg me or ask for my email address xx

My preferences are as follows........

Smooth Shaven Co ck and Balls

Full Co ck Head Showing

Willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups ........... ( I could provide these )

Must let me Swallow every drop, I don't want any evidence (Waste or Mess) left for yours or my Wife/Partner
Because you are kind enough to let me Suck and Swallow you down, I don't expect anything in return...
Most of my training is done where you put on some Holdups sit on the edge of the Sofa Spread your legs and watch TV while I do my Training, obviously once I've Swallowed you all down I will leave or if you need me to I can stay to Feed from you again until you are fully Satisfied...It's the absolute least I can do.
One Member that has helped me with my Mouth Training (as he put it) asked if there were anything else they could do to help even more...
I said actually there is if you feel up to it...
What I need you to do is just before you Cum, you need to get up and Make me swallow your entire load, not letting me move until every drop has gone....Now there are a number of ways you can do this...
You can hold my head with both hands and head Fu ck me untill you cum holding my head tight till you are fully empty.
You can make me lean with my head on the Wall so I'm pinned and do the same or
If you have a high bed or Sofa Edge or even on the Sofa, use the same method to pin me down.....
Alternatively get on top in the 69 position and fill me up that way....
In fact if you do the reverse 69 you can practically hold my head still, keeping your Co ck stuck in my mouth untill empty.
I met one male and he got me to lay on the floor straddling my chest, he then reached down and slipped his co ck into my mouth then held my head and pulled me back and forth up and down his shaft untill he filled my mouth with his juice, he held on until I had cleaned up every drop....not the most comfortable position but it made him happy with the arrangement so it was the least I could do.
I'm sure there are many more ways but this would really help with my training if you could please....
The only other help would be if time permitting you make me Feed from you Twice..
Booking me in for several visits a week can also help... If you feel up to it and don't mind me Swallowing every time... I understand fully if this is asking too much.... Xx
__________________________
If your local to Derby and can help in any way or maybe I can help you... Private msg me or e-mail me at
smoothandveryjuicy@yahoo.co.uk

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My sister asked me about fishnet tights, so i showed her what they look like over a pair of Denier 10 tights, my sister and i have white legs, and i find wearing tights under them makes putting the fishnets on easier

dressed for the office yesterday, do love heels and pencil skirts

I like pleated skirts x
#pleatedskirts