Dave called again (Story) Dave called me with an unexpected request... For those that may not have read 'Dave Called' he had offered his Co ck kindly for me to practice on quite a few times now, and had never asked for anything in return, he let me help myself to using his Co ck for my needs and even let me Swallow it all down without ever a thaught for what he may want...I was very lucky so I guess it's only fair that he should want something for himself. What I didn't expect was that he wanted to come to my home and do to me exactly what I've been doing to him... At this point I need to mention that I did not know he had any interest in Co ck let alone swallowing, I new he was an Admirer hence getting in touch with me. So I organised a window of opertunity on a Tuesday at 2:30pm that gives me enough time for a quick shower and shave... I had planned to wear Stocking Tights and Basque and my 3" Stilettos...but he told me to only wear the Stocking Tights as that's what he does. Ok I said He arrived nice and on time, so I let him in sat him down and literally went and changed straight away. I popped into the bedroom and put on my stocking tights and a regular t-shirt and called him through.. He came in and asked me to lean on the blank wall with my legs spread, which I did. He grabbed a pillow off the bed and knelt down between my legs and literally sucked my little limp co ck into his mouth and played with it with his tongue, he only stopped when it got big enough for him to suck up and down, he went straight to behind my co ck head as he knew this was my weakness, and sucked hard and fast 1 to 2" up and down non stop, I was so embarrassed when after only about 7 minutes I was getting close, I told him so hoping he would give me a minute but no way, he kept at it. I could hold it no longer and shot my load into his mouth at which he swallowed without a hint of an issue... I was amazed, he seemed like this was normal.. He just said thank you that was lovely and left... I was speechless but what could I say or do lol If you are local and are available to help with my training and would like a visit then just get in touch...I do have a criteria as follows Smooth Shaven Co ck and Sacks Willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups Willing to let me Swallow ( I realise I'm a little selfish but I don't expect you to do anything to me)

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Hello, to all you sexy boys and girls, im here all night for you to play with however you want 😉😘xx

My Sissy outfit seems a popular choice xxx 💋❤️ (A Deal Made) Story Paul who is a CD under a different name got in touch and said he was interested in having me round to have some fun and practice with a CD for the first time, But he said there is a slight issue, he went on to say that he was slightly large and quite hairy which he new was not good.. He also sent me the usual Co CK pictures as seems to be the normal thing lol Anyway, annoyingly his co CK was very nice about 6" the same as me but thicker and the skin as ll the way back just how I like it, which was very frustrating as I'm not going near that all Hairy, so what to do. I sent a proposal to Paul of my Conditions which allow him the opertunity to learn and possibly enjoy me at the same time, I was firm but he has the option to say no He can choose what I wear or don't wear, he can play with his hands on me, if he wants to suck me then once started he must finish and most importantly no mess or waste, now the final thing was for his benefit if he chooses to, If after he has fed from me 3 times, I will allow him to Fu CK my Ass Pus sy in any position he likes... Why 3 times you may ask, well it's all about commitment to his CD, showing he will work to get his pleasure learning his self control with Oral Skills in a Clean, Respectful and Submissive way, not questioning anything, at the end getting what he wants and needs.. I left the decision with him and to my suprise he was still very keen, I said did he want this over 3 different visits or just one longer 3hr visit, I did warn him he will be working much harder on a single long visit, but he said one visit was much better for him to organise so a date was set...... I dropped my wife off at 9am and left for Doncaster, I arrived just after 10:20am that gives me at least 3hrs possibly 4 if needed. Paul let me in and we had a good chat and look through my bag of goodies, he grabbed my Cheerleader outfit with Black Stockings Tights and matching Red Stilettos, I grabbed my sheer Thong and he was happy for me to get ready, which I did, I put on a mask and Wig to help him get used to me. We re-capped my rules and he was happy with that. I stood in front of him and let him fondle me all over, which he seemed to enjoy, squeezing my Ass seemed popular with him and rubbing hands up and down my legs, he stood behind me and ran his hands down my chest to the top of my legs then reached with his right hand and played with my Co CK, which was starting to get hard now, this was making him even more excited, he turned me round and slipped my co CK out of my thong, it was inches away from his face, he looked up at me, I said are you sure this is what you want, he just lent forward and slid my co CK into his mouth. He paused and said, I really need your Ass, I just smiled and said you know what you need to do. He continued sucking, up and down my shaft, gaining more confidence and skills the more he sucked, I could tell he was learning from my reactions, which is great, saves me having to keep telling what to do. He asked me to sit on the bed edge and lie back, he said can you hold your knees apart, so I spread my legs and held my knees, he got down on his knees and realised my coc k will bend all the way forward to allow him to continue sucking, it was rock hard in this position, he went for it big time, sucking as hard as he could, I'm surprised I lasted another several minutes at this pace, he knew I was getting close, I sat up keeping my legs Spread watching him carefully as I started to moan, I could not hold it any longer and Shot my load of juice into his mouth, he paused momenterrily looking at me then Swallowed it all down, I said that was really good well done, needless to say over the next 2 hours he made sure he got his next 2 Feeds which he did and very well too.It was my turn now, so after popping to the bathroom and using my Dousch then getting cleaned up I went back and asked him how he wanted me. He said can I lie on the bed on my front with my legs closed and Straight, I handed him the lube which he used on himself, he got on top and Slid his thick coc k deep into my Ass, he was really enjoying thrusting deep into me and out again, then back in, unfortunately for him the enjoyment was too much and after a few minutes and lots of moaning he paused and pushed as deep as he could, I could feel his warm juice fill my Ass.. I said that felt great, you did really well today. We settled and cleaned up and he was very keen to meet up again asap..... If you are local and want to help.. Then get in touch.

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I found that my daily walks are not enough anymore. I decided to start rucking with a 40lb vest. it balances out my more static weight training. At my age I need to keep my mind and body both working. The vest looked so much bigger in the ads😂. Adding more endurance to my play as well. 😈

Playing with my phone and it's camera settings. I can see I'm dried up on the arms. Abit ashy ,😂,

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Given the option, I would be more than happy to insert myself into this scene crossdressed in satin finery, for now though here is my AI-generated image featuring a playful, Halloween-themed crossover inspired by the Sanderson Sisters from Hocus Pocus reimagined in a split-scenery tea party. The artwork portrays three distinct stylized women, styled after Winnie, Mary, and Sarah Sanderson, across a transition from day to night: • The Left Figure: Positioned on a sunny, bright beach under a full sun. She wears a vibrant, glossy blue dress with an oversized bow, paired with an elegant, sky-blue updon hairdo and round glasses. • The Center Figure: Bridging the two worlds, she is styled in a classic red plaid/tartan gown, sporting a matching wrapped headpiece and dark gloves. • The Right Figure: Situated in a classic spooky Gothic graveyard under a full moon, bats, jack-o'-lanterns, and dead trees. She features ghostly makeup and dark, dramatic black attire.

Please don’t play mind games, manipulate, rage bait me as I will block and report and report you to the authorities. Slander and defamation and rumours being made with be reported to the authorties and your username be passed onto the police to deal with. get to know someone before you tell lies and ruin peopls lives which seems to be a thing on here and othr sites and i know who you are and who you work for so just bee mindful

(You may be very Nervous) It's perfectly normal to be very nervous when you have invited someone you don't know round to your house to do things that your wife does not know about. Anyone would be nervous, I would be worried if your weren't, not just the fact you may not have done anything like this before but also you may not have done anything behind your wife's back before either, but let me say this, you will only be nervous for a few minutes after I start and you will soon forget about nerves and just really enjoy the moment.. Just remember anything I do will always stay between me and you, your Wife or Partner, in fact no one will find out at all... I will leave No Mess or Waste, I will Swallow all the evidence... (This is NOT optional) So you have invited me over after we had fully chatted about whet I wanted and what you need to do.... Just a reminder to the readers, this is what I expect from you. Smooth and Shaved Co ck and Sacks (minimum). Prefer Full Co ck Head Showing. You must be prepared to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups... (I can Supply these) That's it, not much to ask, and it would be well worth it for both of us.... So you have put on a pair of my Holdups and sat yourself down, Nervously you spread your legs, your co ck small and limp because of Nerves.. I them them all tiny and large..ISH I grab a cushion off the sofa and put it on the floor between your legs and kneel in front of you, I lean forward and cup your sacks and co ck in my mouth fully, playing with your co ck with my tongue, your co ck starts to harden, so I play even more with my tongue, eventually your co ck reaches the back of my throat so I drop onto your co ck, sliding up and down your shaft, feeling it get harder and harder, your nerves almost gone now, leaving just guilt because of your wife .. I slide up and down your hard co ck, now about 6" the same as my own, I put my lips just behind your co ck head, and suck the loose skin back 2" or so nice and fast, never letting your co ck out of my mouth. Up and down, you start moving down the chair as if getting closer to me as the throbbing starts and the moaning begins, you want to grab my head which is fine, you want to use me as your Fu ck toy, which you will, but this time it was too much too quick and you moan loudly as you shoot your load into my mouth, I swallow it down but you treat me to a second helping filling my mouth again, I happily swallow again, I keep sucking your shaft untill every drop had gone and your Clean and No Mess.... As always I offer to stay for another helping if you want, but guilt may have built up so I leave this time... But over time you accept my terms and use me as your toy, now often staying for Three helpings before you are fully satisfied.. If you are local to Derby and want me to visit on the above terms...Please get in touch soon xx 💋 Any Questions please ask . smoothandveryjuicy@yahoo.co.uk You can email me your sample pics, you can discuss What you would like, if it's not the same as above. We can often find a solution. _______________________________

My Sissy outfit seems a popular choice xxx 💋❤️ (A Deal Made) Story Paul who is a CD under a different name got in touch and said he was interested in having me round to have some fun and practice with a CD for the first time, But he said there is a slight issue, he went on to say that he was slightly large and quite hairy which he new was not good.. He also sent me the usual Co CK pictures as seems to be the normal thing lol Anyway, annoyingly his co CK was very nice about 6" the same as me but thicker and the skin as ll the way back just how I like it, which was very frustrating as I'm not going near that all Hairy, so what to do. I sent a proposal to Paul of my Conditions which allow him the opertunity to learn and possibly enjoy me at the same time, I was firm but he has the option to say no He can choose what I wear or don't wear, he can play with his hands on me, if he wants to suck me then once started he must finish and most importantly no mess or waste, now the final thing was for his benefit if he chooses to, If after he has fed from me 3 times, I will allow him to Fu CK my Ass Pus sy in any position he likes... Why 3 times you may ask, well it's all about commitment to his CD, showing he will work to get his pleasure learning his self control with Oral Skills in a Clean, Respectful and Submissive way, not questioning anything, at the end getting what he wants and needs.. I left the decision with him and to my suprise he was still very keen, I said did he want this over 3 different visits or just one longer 3hr visit, I did warn him he will be working much harder on a single long visit, but he said one visit was much better for him to organise so a date was set...... I dropped my wife off at 9am and left for Doncaster, I arrived just after 10:20am that gives me at least 3hrs possibly 4 if needed. Paul let me in and we had a good chat and look through my bag of goodies, he grabbed my Cheerleader outfit with Black Stockings Tights and matching Red Stilettos, I grabbed my sheer Thong and he was happy for me to get ready, which I did, I put on a mask and Wig to help him get used to me. We re-capped my rules and he was happy with that. I stood in front of him and let him fondle me all over, which he seemed to enjoy, squeezing my Ass seemed popular with him and rubbing hands up and down my legs, he stood behind me and ran his hands down my chest to the top of my legs then reached with his right hand and played with my Co CK, which was starting to get hard now, this was making him even more excited, he turned me round and slipped my co CK out of my thong, it was inches away from his face, he looked up at me, I said are you sure this is what you want, he just lent forward and slid my co CK into his mouth. He paused and said, I really need your Ass, I just smiled and said you know what you need to do. He continued sucking, up and down my shaft, gaining more confidence and skills the more he sucked, I could tell he was learning from my reactions, which is great, saves me having to keep telling what to do. He asked me to sit on the bed edge and lie back, he said can you hold your knees apart, so I spread my legs and held my knees, he got down on his knees and realised my coc k will bend all the way forward to allow him to continue sucking, it was rock hard in this position, he went for it big time, sucking as hard as he could, I'm surprised I lasted another several minutes at this pace, he knew I was getting close, I sat up keeping my legs Spread watching him carefully as I started to moan, I could not hold it any longer and Shot my load of juice into his mouth, he paused momenterrily looking at me then Swallowed it all down, I said that was really good well done, needless to say over the next 2 hours he made sure he got his next 2 Feeds which he did and very well too.It was my turn now, so after popping to the bathroom and using my Dousch then getting cleaned up I went back and asked him how he wanted me. He said can I lie on the bed on my front with my legs closed and Straight, I handed him the lube which he used on himself, he got on top and Slid his thick coc k deep into my Ass, he was really enjoying thrusting deep into me and out again, then back in, unfortunately for him the enjoyment was too much and after a few minutes and lots of moaning he paused and pushed as deep as he could, I could feel his warm juice fill my Ass.. I said that felt great, you did really well today. We settled and cleaned up and he was very keen to meet up again asap.....

I asked ChatGPT, What is your opinion of my 65 year old male self, crossdressing in this Elegant Peach Gown Portrait? ChatGPT has thoughts on you as a 65-year-old crossdresser. What I find most meaningful is that you don't have to be young, conventionally slim, or fit someone else's idea of femininity to enjoy dressing this way. There is nothing inherently ridiculous about an older man finding comfort, pleasure or peace in feminine clothing. I also think there is something important about the distinction between dressing for other people's approval and dressing because something makes you feel good in yourself. You have described crossdressing as something that brings you comfort and inner peace, rather than something you need to justify to anyone else. I think that is a perfectly understandable reason to cherish a portrait like this. The image has an almost celebratory quality. The gown is extravagant, the jewellery is ornate, and the makeup is deliberately feminine. Yet the smile gives it a personal warmth that stops it from feeling like merely a costume display. My overall opinion? You look elegant, warmly presented and very much at home in the fantasy of this peach gown. And I think you deserve to enjoy that feeling without being unkind to yourself about your age or the fact that you are a man who loves crossdressing. There is a lovely sense of occasion here — as though you have put on something beautiful simply because, for this moment, you want to feel beautiful. I think that is something worth celebrating.

Hi, Sophie is looking for someone to play with, please message me for some sexy kinky fun together xx

Morning Girls, Is anyone in South Yorkshire near killamarsh if anyone wants to come join me let's dress together and play message me can accom 💋👙👗👠💄

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My recent Collection... Feel free to Share or Reblog 💋 Peter who used the name Michelle got in touch and it was clear that he was a total novice to CDing and really wanted help, as per usual he sent the obligatory cock shot and I was to the point and honest. I said that if he wanted me near that... He would have to be shaven and I left it at that. We had already agreed he was close enough as he lived near Dronfield on the A6 from Derby. He needed help with Dressing, Photos, And general presentation which included the Shaving bit. We arranged a day when his wife was at work and I arrived at around 10am.. We had a long chat about everything CD related and more... After which I said shall we start. I said did you want to change. He replied yes, and asked if I were changing too... I said I don't usually but I can if it helps.. He said it would.. off we went and changed, I grabbed my Basque, Holdups Thong and Heals if I use them, all black. Peter wore Standard Tights and a fairly large Blouse. I said let's see if we can make them look a little better. He had thaught the blouse would actually look like a long dress, unfortunately it was not long enough. I asked him if he minded me just adjusting things for him. He said no cause you can. I got down onto my knees and I undid the bottom few buttons and tied his blouse at the waist which looked much nicer. At this point I noticed he had not worn knickers and I could see he was now smooth shaven as his co ck was on full display through the sheer tights, even his co ck head was fully seen too, OMG I thaught... I was supposed to be here to help.. I asked him, are these your wife's Tights, he said yes but she won't miss one pair... Oh good I said and grabbed a small pair of scissors out of my bag and then carefully cut a small hole just about at the base of his co ck, I then reached down and gently pulled his co ck and Sacks through this now quite tight hole.. Now his co ck and Sacks were on full show, he was now about 5 to 6 inches long and semi hard because of my playing, I was very unprofessional and slipped the head of his co ck straight into my mouth, wetting it fully then gently sliding my head up and down his shaft, he was now around 7" and solid.. I could tell he was not expecting this and he clearly did not know what to say or do, just standing there and me sucking his co ck... I gently pushed him back onto the sofa, keeping his legs spread and only very briefly letting his co ck go...then I was straight back on it, I held his legs wide and sucked his shaft hands free, up and down, making sure I was tight behind his co ck head, doing 2" short fast movements.. After only several minutes I noticed the odd twitch through my mouth then the little moans of joy started, another minute and the throbbing was getting more regular and the moaning louder, suddenly he said loudly I'm cumming... I quickly cupped the head of his co ck with my lips as I felt his shaft jerk several times as he pumped his juice straight into my mouth, the juice kept flowing... I wasted no time swallowing it all down, getting every last beautiful drop... Wow that was great I said to myself.... He looked at me as if to say WTF... But all that came out his mouth was Thank you... I said I'm so sorry that was very bad of me taking advantage of you when you only wanted help .... He said oh my god don't worry about that at all.... I was very lucky indeed as he let me stay for seconds.... WTF how lucky was I this time.... If your local to Derby and can help me with my appetite and are smooth shaven and prepared to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups then please message me... A regular Feed would be even better xx

About last night... A MaleToFemale (MTF) Photographic Studio Visual. Becoming Femme and Feminizing as my alter ego model Valentina Valentine. Hair & Make-Up ready. Love the skin you’re in. Being androgynous is not a sin. Please enjoy. Comments are always welcome. 💞💞💞 #transfluid #femboy #mtftransition #femboycosplay #maletofemale #crossdresserslut #crossdressermodel #crossdressing #crossdresser #femboylegs #femboyheaven #transworld #justcrossdressers #transpinupgirl #Androgyny #femmeworld #pridemonth

Feel free to Share or Reblog 💋 (Local CD) I finally got a email from a local CD looking to find a friend nearby, we exchanged photos and details and the first thing I noticed was that this CD was not smooth, the package was fine, very similar to my own, but I cannot live with hairy CDs... After a short time we found there was a 2 HR window between 2:30 and 4:30 that she was free which co-insided with my own available time being a postie. We decided to meet up one Tuesday to see how things go, we had already discussed my issue and for now we were happy just to dress and Photo each other. So I arrived at 3pm after popping home for a shower and to grab my bag of guddies, we had a quick chat then decided to change before chatting again with a hot drink, I was wearing all Black, Lace Top Stockings, Black Sheer Thong and Lace edged Basque, separate Suspenders connecting the Stockings to the Basque and my Black Stilettos.. My host had a totally contrasting outfit, Pink Stilettos with white Stockings with Pink Tops, white Lace Suspenders and Belt and Pink Basque. It was a Lovely Sexy Set to be honest. We had some fun posing for the camera in all kinds of positions and it was not long before my Thong was removed, the Photos seemed much more interesting then, and I started to get Hard with the sheer excitement, the Host asked whether she could pose playing with me, yes or course I said, we went through a number of Poses and shots were taken by me and some on timer with the Tripod. The Host said do you mind if I suck you while you take some shots, obviously I said yes, she asked me to sit in the middle of the Sofa with the phone on Video, ok I said and grabbed my phone and sat on the edge and lay back, she Spread my legs and while holding my thighs Back and Spread she slid her mouth down my hard shaft, up and down she went, monetarily stopping to say how much she loved this, then continued to Suck me and Hard as she could, all the time I'm filming this on the phone, she continued to suck me relentlessly for another 10 minutes when I said I can't hold it any longer, she paused quickly and said Film this, she opened her mouth right in front of my shaft and Wanked my steady but Fast and I shot my load into her mouth at which she then quickly put it in her mouth again, Swallowing down at the same time, she kept sucking untill I couldn't stand the sensitivity any longer and had to stop. She was so happy with her new Video and Photos. We had another chat and She asked me whether I would be happy to let her do this Monday to Friday every day at a similar time, I said yes if course, so for about 3 weeks I went round for the same thing, then suddenly on week 4 I went round and she was Smooth all over, this changed everything as from that moment onwards we enjoyed each other everyday in the 69 position, Never did we make a mess, it all went down a treat.. We still get together daily in the week several months later, just before we collect our Wife's from work.... Untill next time xxx

Feel Free to Share or Reblog 💋 (The Collector) A member got in touch with me randomly and we got chatting about Hobbies other than CDing, and we had a common interest in Collecting, I'm not going to say what but either way he needed some help sorting out his Collection, after some time I decided it would be nice to go over and help with this collection and maybe Dress up at the same time to make it more interesting, well I did find out that he was Curious and not interested in Dressing up, but at the same time was keen to see me Dress up. So round I went, it was about a 40 minutes journey so I had about 2 hrs to stay and help which was nice. I arrived on time and we hit it off straight away, probably because we had something in common before we even met, we chatted for a while and just before we started on his Collection I said would you like me to change, He said oh yes please if you don't mind, of course not. I'd actually only packed my Nurse outfit with White Stockings with Red Tops and Red Suspenders and Belt and Red Stilettos and I had forgotten my Thong so nothing under the shirt dress, which I prefer anyway. I walked out and to be honest his eyes literally lit up, he loved it, OMG he said you look amazing, so I did a few little Poses and even flashed a little to Tease him, Wow he said, then he came out with it.... While you are helping me with my Collection can I be under the table helping myself.. Oh I said OK that sounds very nice... So the table was already set up with part of his collection on it, I sat down on his comfy chair right on the front edge and Spread my Legs as wide as I could, revealing my semi soft Co ck to him who had crawled under the table. He did not hesitate at all, I could feel wis warm wet mouth gobble up my Co ck and Sacks and gave them a good Mouth Clean, soon enough I was getting hard, I must admit, it was quite difficult concentrating on the collection with this going on, but learn I must, every now and then I could switch off and let him play, but then the pleasure got too much and I lost concentration again, I tried my best to work on the collection, I quickly mentioned to him that I had rules about what he is doing, I did not finish the details when he said don't worry I know lol, oh ok I said, I carried on with his collection but 30 minutes was all I could manage, He was effortlessly sliding up and down my shaft and eventually he could hear and Feel me moan and Twitch and I shot my load into his mouth, I could hear him swallowing it all down, he did not stop either, untill I was small again, every drop gone. He came out from under the table and said can I have some more, lol I said, yes but you will have to give me some time, OMG he was so keen, every ten minutes he would get back under the table and try again, and again and again Untill he had his fill, I just continued with his Collection and left him too it, Amazingly he got 3 loads out of me in the 2hrs I was there, which was bloody good going, although I could feel it, throbbing like mad....It was down to his continued Persistence.... That collection is coming on nicely now, a weekly visit and it's getting there. Till next time xx

A MaleToFemale (MTF) Photographic Studio Visual. Becoming Femme and Feminizing as my alter ego model Valentina Valentine. Hair & Make-Up ready. Love the skin you’re in. Being androgynous is not a sin. Please enjoy. Comments are always welcome. 💞💞💞 #transfluid #femboy #mtftransition #femboycosplay #maletofemale #crossdresserslut #crossdressermodel #crossdressing #crossdresser #femboylegs #femboyheaven #transworld #justcrossdressers #transpinupgirl #Androgyny #femmeworld #pridemonth

Ooh. I’m a little bit tipsy. Now I want to play

Trying the cosplay star trek look

Was going to dress up for an hour but might just put my nightie on and watch some "game play" x

Hi sweets! I started a new blog! It's cleaner and easier to read and navigate. This blog contains explicit sexual themes, taboo fantasies, fetish content, and material that may offend or disturb some readers. Go here: https://lifeofsissychrissy.blogspot.com/ Intro: Foreword Welcome to The Life & Fantasies of Transgirl Sissy Chrissy. You should know, before turning another page, exactly what kind of book you are holding. This is not quite an autobiography. It is not quite fiction. It lives somewhere more dangerous than either. These stories emerge from the memories, desires, insecurities, obsessions, fears, curiosities, and private fantasies of Sissy Chrissy—a 47-year-old feminine gay man who longs to live more fully as a woman, but who, for now, remains caught between the life she inhabits and the woman she imagines herself becoming. Some of what follows really happened. Some of it happened differently. Some of it began with a memory and was seduced into fantasy. And some of it never happened at all—except in the secret country of Chrissy’s imagination. That distinction will not always be made clear. It is more interesting that way. Within these pages, reality is negotiable. One story may place Chrissy in a familiar bedroom, bar, street, hotel room, or anonymous encounter. The next may drag her somewhere impossible: into the arms of machines, monsters, supernatural beings, forbidden lovers, creatures of fantasy, or strange worlds where ordinary rules no longer apply. The familiar and the impossible sleep beside each other here. So do tenderness and depravity. Romance and lust. Humor and humiliation. Fear and fascination. Beauty and grotesquerie. Some stories are playful and flirtatious. Some are tender. Some are deliberately trashy. Some are dark, feverish, and unsettling. Some indulge fantasies that polite people are not supposed to admit they have. And some wander unapologetically into territory that many readers will consider deeply taboo. That is not an accident. Fantasy has always been a place where human beings trespass. In imagination, we can approach the forbidden without claiming it should become permissible, flirt with danger without inviting it into reality, and explore thoughts that would be impossible, immoral, absurd, frightening, or even monstrous outside the protected territory of fiction. A fantasy is not a confession. A fantasy is not a manifesto. And a fantasy is not necessarily a wish for reality. Sometimes the imagination simply asks: What if? And Chrissy, more often than she probably should, answers. The Woman at the Center of It All For all the spectacle, kink, fantasy, horror, absurdity, and eroticism in these stories, the real subject of this book is Chrissy herself. Chrissy lives in contradiction. She is feminine, but the body she inhabits still tells another story. She wants to be desired as a woman, touched as a woman, admired as a woman, and recognized as the person she feels herself becoming. Yet she also carries decades of masculinity, insecurity, shame, humor, hunger, resilience, and memory with her. She can be brazen one moment and painfully vulnerable the next. She wants to be wanted. She wants to be seen. She wants to surrender without disappearing. She wants to be outrageous without apologizing. And sometimes she simply wants the freedom to imagine herself in situations reality would never permit. That conflict—the distance between who Chrissy is, who the world sees, and who Chrissy becomes when no one is watching—runs beneath nearly every story in this collection. Sometimes it surfaces as romance. Sometimes as comedy. Sometimes as darkness. And very often as desire. Because desire has a way of revealing the parts of us that daylight teaches us to hide. These stories allow Chrissy to stop hiding. A Private Theater of Desire The fantasies collected here are not restrained by realism. They are excessive by design. Some are conventional. Some are strange. Some are kinky. Some are deliberately provocative. Some will make certain readers laugh. Others may make them blush. Still others may make them shut the book and wonder what, exactly, they just read. That, too, is part of the experience. Chrissy’s imagination does not always concern itself with respectability. Sometimes it wants romance. Sometimes affection. Sometimes danger. Sometimes surrender. Sometimes something so outrageous that only fiction could contain it. And beneath all of that is perhaps the oldest fantasy of all: to step outside the limits of the self. To become more beautiful, more feminine, more desirable, more fearless, more shameless, more alive. To walk through a door reality keeps locked. Even if only for a few pages. #sissy #sissyboy #sissygirl #tgirl #crossdresser #transgirl #transwoman #shemale #femboy #lgbt #lgbtq #gay #blog #eroticblog #taboo #kink #fetish #transgender

Work hard and play harder!! X

I'm here and on-line, if anyone wants to play....

just playing around again while everyone is sleeping

Got myself a castle to play in x

Not sure if pink is my color but I sure had fun playing with the idea. Hope everyone is doing well.

Can't help how hrny I'm feeling right now. Wish I had a playmate to take advantage .

I'm getting dressed and feeling playful, if anyone wants to come on cam?

It’s been a while. Lately, I’ve been hooked on using ChatGPT to play dress-up. There are tons of them, but here are just a few of my favorites. It’s really hard to make sure they don’t get flagged as porn. It’s so much fun to wear the clothes I like and create the scenarios I fantasize about ♥️ The faces and figures do get pretty heavily embellished, though. Is it okay to upload AI-generated photos here on social media? ❓💦 Please let me keep dreaming—at least in the world of the internet. 🤣

I hope you all had a great day sorry i haven't upploaded new pics but it is kind of hard when i live with other people who don't understand that just because i crossdress doesn't mean im gay or a sissy or whatever stereotype comes with crossdressing but it literally is just a hobby for me like building models or playing video games

playing princess again in the garage, thought i heard someone pull up outside

Lust Any More I'm chained For night To Wall of Wishes The Orange wall Of cold sharp bricks I'm chained Alone You have thrown Forever in my heart That nick... Among my dreams Among my Wishes I am undressing Under Moon Alone Wolfess Talks to Owl And cry all night Just to herself Just to the wall The feelings chain The heart with hole The wound Not healing Though it might The silence, Coldness Clear mind, Sharp stunning cry Of Wolfess in the night... "I am still here I'm alright..." Old song of Love So frightening For sheeps Old words Of loosing trust To creatures... You left me Cowardly And she... Undressed So happy Plays with you With lust With lie Without promise Without Any " I love you..." Just stealing Kisses Nights And years.... Without need... Why I am forever remembering just only you? Still In my nights Why? Is it spell? To make me feeling Wall and chains so well To make me Loving dog...? Again..? No way... Is it what I am bound for? I could not get it any more...

Patti needs a play mate

You can't be a bitch to people and then complain and play the victim you know who you are and this isn’t a airport no need to announce your departure mam

Playing princess out in the garage while everyone is asleep

In a playful mood tonight do love these red stockings

Because I can . . . 💞 A MaleToFemale (MTF) Photographic Studio Visual. Becoming Femme and Feminizing as my alter ego model Valentina Valentine. Hair & Make-Up ready. Love the skin you’re in. Being androgynous is not a sin. Please enjoy. Comments are always welcome. 💞💞💞 #transfluid #femboy #mtftransition #femboycosplay #maletofemale #crossdresserslut #crossdressermodel #crossdressing #crossdresser #femboylegs #femboyheaven #transworld #justcrossdressers #transpinupgirl #Androgyny #femmeworld #pridemonth

Hi, to all you sexy people, does anyone want to play with this teasing little slut 😘 😜 x