So the reason my Temu order was taking so long is that one item went out of stock. Did they tell me that, No. I had to do a live chat to find that out. As soon as I cancelled that item the rest immediately got picked and dispatched. So annoying

I know that I am not the most beautiful girl out there. But when I was on another app trying to meet someone to talk too, I had a very derogatory introduction. I am sorry that I don't live up to the expectations of everyone, but I have had a hard life of work. It is keyboard warriors with no profile picture that can go to mommy and daddy's pantry. Grab a great big bowl of "Dickaroo" cereal and choke on the chocolate ones. Sorry for the rant, but it is very disheartening and blatantly rude.

Afternoon all. Hope you're having a great day. Still struggling to find someone in Liverpool in my age limits. Good luck to everyone. X

Torture Garden is on my mind. Coming to the Los Angeles area butt once per year (normally, rare exceptions occur), and I'm stressing about my latex. Please fashion
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If you're in the UK, I'm jealous AF that TG exists monthly for your masochistic pleasures and sadistic delights. If you didn't know, now you do, so go! Lmk his fabulous the night is and spread the word. Samesies for the annual Glitter festival. Jealous!!

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Pics from past TG events in LA, some with a hint of my partner as shared from fetlife for permission purposes.

Dressing to Be Seen
The Act of Being Seen
Every relationship has two nervous systems in dialogue. Touch, tone, scent, gaze — and appearance. To dress for the other is not submission. It is signal. It says: I am present. I am visible. I am offering coherence to the field between us.
• Neurochemical effect: anticipation (dopamine), shared pleasure (oxytocin), grounding in ritual (serotonin).
• Psychological effect: amplifies self through the eyes of the beloved; creates cycles of gift and reception.
• Graffiti: Being seen is not shallow. It is sacred.
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Archetypes of Dress in Relationship
• The Siren (short dress, bold cut): calls desire into the room. Plays with chase and capture.
• The Oracle (flowing gowns, layers, veils): slows time, creating atmosphere of reverence.
• The Trickster (unexpected combinations, clashing patterns, gender-bent outfits): destabilises expectation, awakens novelty.
• The Sovereign (tailored lines, strong shoes, grounded presence): communicates stability, clarity, power.
𓂀 To choose consciously is to decide what archetype you invite into the space between you.
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Ritual of the Mirror
The mirror is not for correction. The mirror is the first witness.
• Stand. Dress slowly. Watch yourself enter the role.
• Observe not flaws, but signals: Does this dress invite softness? Does this jacket sharpen presence?
• Let the mirror witness the archetype you are summoning before your partner ever sees it.
Graffiti: The mirror is the first lover.
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The Exchange of Gaze
When you arrive dressed — whether in thigh-highs or a plain white T-shirt — the real act is the exchange of gaze.
• To be looked at with reverence releases oxytocin, lowering defences.
• To be looked at with hunger ignites dopamine, sharpening attention.
• To be looked at with ridicule collapses trust, burning cortisol into the archive.
The choice of dress sets the conditions for which gaze is invited.
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The Triad of Relationship Dress
1. Signal to Self — what energy am I summoning in my own nervous system?
2. Signal to Beloved — what state do I invite in theirs?
3. Signal to Field — what story does our shared appearance tell to the world?
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Final Reflection
Dressing to be seen is not frivolous. It is infrastructure. It is how nervous systems negotiate attraction, trust, play, and belonging.
To ignore it is to surrender the field to default.
To wield it consciously is to turn clothing into compass.
To be seen is to be alive.

Purging and Relapse: The Closet Emptied, the Closet Filled
Every sissy knows the ritual of purging.
The drawer emptied into a trash bag. The bag hidden under other garbage so no one will know. The silent vow: Never again.
The relief is immediate. Shame is gone — for a day, a week, a month. But then the ache returns. The scroll begins. Another package arrives. The drawer fills again.
Relapse feels like failure. But it is not failure. It is the nervous system struggling to hold contradictions too heavy to carry.
Why We Purge
Purging is an attempt at control. The body surges with guilt, cortisol spikes, and the mind seeks a way out. If the clothes are gone, the ghost is gone. If Maria is erased, the shame will end.
But Maria is not in the drawer. She is in the soil of your body. Throwing away fabric cannot silence her. The purge never removes her; it only resets the cycle.
The False Relief
The moment after purging feels like freedom. But it is not freedom — it is emptiness. What you feel is not sovereignty but sedation. The closet is not healed; it is hollow.
Soon the body remembers. Desire stirs. The loop rebuilds. And you are back where you began, only now with more shame: Why did I waste money? Why can’t I stop?
Maria’s Perspective
Maria does not condemn the purge. She understands it. She knows you were not trying to destroy her; you were trying to silence the unbearable tension between ghost and mask.
But she whispers: What if, this time, you don’t throw me away? What if you let me stay — not as secret, not as shame, but as part of you?
From Purge to Integration
The way forward is not in the trash bag. It is in integration. Instead of purging, you begin to curate. Instead of relapse, you begin to allow.
One dress left in the drawer. One garment worn without rushing to climax. One name whispered aloud without apology. Small acts of sovereignty that soften the nervous system, teaching it that Maria does not need to be hidden or destroyed.
The End of Relapse
Relapse ends not when desire disappears but when shame does. When Maria is allowed to live in the open, the cycle breaks. You no longer swing between indulgence and destruction. You live in continuity, not collapse.
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Reflection: From Purge to Presence
1. Your Last Purge
Recall the last time you threw everything away. What drove you to it? Write down the fear in detail.
2. The Relief
How long did the relief last before the ache returned? Write the number of days or weeks.
3. Maria’s Drawer
Imagine one item you could keep — not hidden in shame, not thrown away, but kept as Maria’s presence. Write: This piece reminds me that Maria is real.
4. Breaking the Cycle
Write one sentence beginning: Next time I feel the urge to purge, I will… (breathe, call a friend, remind myself Maria cannot be thrown away).

Thanks for all the lovely comments. If anyone has any friends in Liverpool please tell them to get in touch. Glossy lips kisses to everyone. X

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Hi, I’m Gabby — and sometimes, I’m Maria (that's my wife's name for what she sees but cant explain).
Cross-dressing has been part of my life for years, but always in tension: part joy, part shame, part secret. I’ve deleted and restarted more times than I can count. Every time I tried to bury it, Gabby came back louder — the trickster, the jester, the side of me that refuses to disappear.

I’m here because I don’t want to erase her anymore. I want to find healthier ways of giving this side of me space without sliding into performance or getting lost in porn loops. Clothes are my doorway — I love the feel of fabric, heels, make-up, the way an outfit changes how I carry myself. But behind the clothes is a bigger question: how to live authentically, how to connect, how to tend the parts of us that don’t fit empire’s mould.

Challenges? Plenty. My wife knows a little and has her own boundaries to protect herself and our marriage. Intimacy is complicated. Sometimes the desire feels nourishing, other times it turns furious and messy. What I’m learning is that secrecy makes it worse; connection makes it human.

So this is me, showing up in human form. If you’re here for support, for clothes, for honest conversation, I’d love to meet you. If you’ve struggled with balance, I’d love to hear how you found yours.

Hey everyone, just wanted to give you a quick update. I made it through, and the surgery was a complete success.

Now, about six weeks later, it still feels kind of surreal to say that I actually have a vagina. There’s still swelling and some pain, but the hardest part is definitely behind me. Day by day it’s starting to feel more natural, even if recovery is still a challenge.

And honestly, putting something inside down there still feels pretty strange, haha, but I’m just glad I’ve made it this far.

Finally live my life as a Woman

I wish it was more accepted to be trans/femme when i was younger like it is today, id be a full girl by now and life would be bliss, i hate having to live my urge in my imagination, hope someone understands what i mean

Why won’t it allow me to go live…?

A bit 'predictable' I know but, THIS, will be the song I live by now. I've had it, with making myself a prisoner in my own home, just because I was scared of my neighbours. Well............F**k 'Em!! xx https://youtu.be/htk6MRjmcnQ?feature=shared

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Another scammer i suspect.
Profile say living in US. Using a picture from the internet. Asked me were I'm from then says they live in a town near me.
Not the first time i've had people like this try it on.
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Hey, submissive. Are you truly ready to surrender yourself under my command—handing over the key of your life to me, as my property and belonging? From this moment, your body, soul, and every breath are mine to own, control, and discipline. Understand that I am the only ******* you serve, the only power you obey—the one who shapes you into what I desire. You exist to worship, obey, and live as my sissy or *****, nothing more. Do you understand, pet?

How Female Hormones Affect a Sissy’s Body and Mind
For many sissies, taking feminizing hormones (HRT – Hormone Replacement Therapy) is more than just a fetish—it’s a deliberate step toward physical and mental feminization. Estrogen and anti-androgens don’t just alter appearance; they reshape desires, sensations, and even self-perception.

1. Key Hormones and Their Effects

Estrogen (Estradiol)

The primary female hormone, responsible for:
Softer, smoother skin – reduces pores and oiliness.
Fat redistribution – to hips, butt, and breasts (creating a feminine silhouette).
Slows body/facial hair growth – makes body hair finer and sparser.
Reduces muscle mass – leads to a softer, more delicate physique.
Emotional changes – increases sensitivity and mood fluctuations.

Anti-Androgens (Spironolactone, Cyproterone Acetate, etc.)

Block testosterone, enhancing estrogen’s effects:
Suppresses erections – random arousal becomes rare.
Shrinks testicles – they gradually reduce in size.
Lowers libido – but may shift desires toward submission.

Progesterone (Optional)

May enhance breast growth and affect mood (some report feeling more "dreamy").

2. How Hormones Change a Sissy’s Life

Physical Changes

Breast development – small buds form within months, growing into soft breasts.
Curvier hips & butt – fat deposits reshape the body.
Softer facial features – jawline and skin texture become more feminine.
Thinner body hair – though existing hair won’t disappear without laser/electrolysis.
Psychological Changes

Heightened emotions – more prone to crying, tenderness, and mood swings.
Shift in sexuality – desire becomes more receptive, focused on touch and submission.
Increased submissiveness – some report stronger urges to please and obey.
Sexual Changes

Weaker erections – or none at all without stimulation.
"Full-body" orgasms – less localized, more wave-like (similar to female orgasms).
Reduced semen – may dry up completely over time.
3. Risks and Considerations

⚠ Hormones are not toys! Potential risks (without medical supervision):

Blood clots, liver issues, depression.
Possible infertility (sometimes permanent).
Irreversible changes (breast growth won’t reverse after stopping).
For mild feminization – some try phytoestrogens (soy, red clover), but effects are weak.//t.me/DisciplineMommy

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I’ve been on hormones for 2 years and next week I finally get my surgery. Feels unreal tbh, after everything… I’m nervous but also so damn happy. Finally gonna live my life as a woman. Just wanted to share this with you all.

today was spend buying lingerie & a little makeup, just need the delivery man to deliver my nightwear now xx.

Happy bank holiday weekend ladies and sissys hope you all get what you want and desire this weekend feel free to let me know how you do and i can live vicariously through you free folk

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It's interesting how supportive yall are on here,but day to day in my life this would be taboo to everyone lol,truth be told for awhile I've been plugging my ass wearing panties buying more panties dressing in lingerie and going to town with a machine,at times I feel like dog crap but the orgasm from impaling myself is just other worldly had I found this site earlier id be calling someone daddy and being someone's trans wife,I've thought about it days on end how it could have been but we make choices and have to live by them,so im definitely closeted bi sexual no doubt about it

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It's not just a craving and a lot more than an urge.

Its like I'm trying to take over his body.
I live inside him and I want out!

There I was quite happy with all my mates in our temp regulated home, if it was hot we were lowered down, if it was hot we were raised up for body warmth, but the one day we were all fired out into an alien environment that made our skin burn. We swam for our lives, I swam so fast I bumped into a soft ball and buried my head in it. I managed to enter the soft ball and signalled to my mates to come in but i had to watch as they all died trying. I was wondering if I was the last of my kind when I heard a feminine voice saying welcome to my world big boy now you are mine to be a girl. for the next nine months I struggled to stay male despite the female hormones she kept feeding me. Then again I was pushed out into another alien world and heard them say "Congratulations it's a boy" then that feminine voice started again, LOL you may have the body but I got your brain you will always be a girl.

Today I’m annoyed ( mostly at the news about this crap world/ society we live in! ) Democracy & freedom is on its way out!

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If only I could live this 24/7 #sissy