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- Sleep — Little Star
Verse 1
I don’t sleep well contained in these four walls.
I want peace.
I want to feel calm
I want to feel safe
From ghosts of this past
As the night falls
Verse 2
I don’t sleep well contained in these four walls.
The dark makes shapes.
The body believes.
The shadows move closer,
the memory deceives.
Verse 3
I don’t sleep well contained in these four walls.
Another night lost.
Another dawn waits.
A body that trembles,
a mind that stalls.
Sleep — Little Star Verse 1 I don’t sleep well contained in these four walls. I want peace. I want to feel calm I want to feel safe From ghosts of this past As the night falls Verse 2 I don’t sleep well contained in these four walls. The dark makes shapes. The body believes. The shadows move closer, the memory deceives. Verse 3 I don’t sleep well contained in these four walls. Another night lost. Another dawn waits. A body that trembles, a mind that stalls.
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- I got stood up tonight. I shaved my whole body smooth, got very fem, then my date failed to show and ghosted me. I'm lonely and sad right now. Cheer me up?
Kisses.
Chrissy
#crossdresser #crossdressing #sissy #sissyboy #shemale #ladyboy #femboy #tgirl #gurl #trans #transwoman #transgirl #transgender #nsfw #panty #panties #pantybulge #pantymodel #underwear #underwearmodel #underwearbulge #model #meninpantiesI got stood up tonight. I shaved my whole body smooth, got very fem, then my date failed to show and ghosted me. I'm lonely and sad right now. Cheer me up? Kisses. Chrissy #crossdresser #crossdressing #sissy #sissyboy #shemale #ladyboy #femboy #tgirl #gurl #trans #transwoman #transgirl #transgender #nsfw #panty #panties #pantybulge #pantymodel #underwear #underwearmodel #underwearbulge #model #meninpanties2 Comments 0 Shares 5457 Views 2
- Hmmm, curious - a couple of posts regarding "mistressLorraine12" i put up have mysteriosly disappeared... See whether this one does!
She gets very tetchy if people (real ones) laugh at her, and descends into hostility and insults, mistaking that for being "Dominant", perhaps?
Hmmm, curious - a couple of posts regarding "mistressLorraine12" i put up have mysteriosly disappeared... See whether this one does! She gets very tetchy if people (real ones) laugh at her, and descends into hostility and insults, mistaking that for being "Dominant", perhaps?13 Comments 0 Shares 2090 Views2 - Maria, Temu, and the Erotics of Sovereignty
Desire doesn’t vanish when you come out of the closet. Sometimes it intensifies. For many of us, the first place we allowed ourselves to explore softness wasn’t a mirror but a shopping cart.
Late at night, scrolling through Temu, your fingers hovering over lace, satin, heels, wigs — you feel both shame and excitement. This is not just consumerism. It’s confession. It’s the nervous system reaching for a taste of the forbidden in the safest way it can.
The Temu Confessional
Apps like Temu make desire frictionless. A few taps, a few clicks, and a world of clothes appears. For a closeted cross-dresser, this can feel like oxygen: finally, a way to try on the self in secret. Packages arrive unmarked. The closet fills quietly.
But with the thrill often comes a hangover. You tear open the bag, hold the fabric to your face, feel the rush of dopamine. And then — shame. The ghost whispers. The mask tightens. The cycle begins again.
This is not moral failure. It is the nervous system trying to circulate energy in the only way it knows how.
From Consumption to Ritual
Maria reframes this. She does not shame the click, the purchase, the dress. She asks: What am I seeking? What am I feeding?
When you shift from impulse to intention, Temu stops being a guilty pleasure and becomes a ritual. Each purchase is a small act of sovereignty. Each garment a message: I exist. I am allowed to clothe this body in softness.
Instead of hiding the package like contraband, you open it with reverence. You let yourself breathe. You let Maria into the room.
The Erotic Current
Cross-dressing is always erotic at first because danger and desire are fused in the nervous system. The fabric is not just fabric; it is a current. Maria does not deny the eroticism; she integrates it.
When you wear the dress consciously, when you allow desire without shame, the chemistry changes. Dopamine is joined by oxytocin. The tremor softens. The erotic becomes energy, not just arousal. It becomes nourishment, not just loop.
Temu as Training Ground
Temu and apps like it can be traps — endless scrolling, endless spending, endless hiding. But they can also be training grounds for sovereignty: a place to learn what you like, to name what you desire, to claim it as yours.
Maria does not throw away the app. She uses it as mirror. She asks: Does this purchase feed my ghost or my sovereignty? Does it deepen shame or open freedom?
The Love of Temu
There is nothing wrong with loving Temu if you know what you’re doing. Love the colors, the fabrics, the possibilities. Love the quiet thrill of seeing yourself reflected in an item you never thought you could own. But love it as a step, not a substitute. Love it as a doorway, not a cage.
When Maria loves Temu, she loves it as a tool of becoming, not a hiding place.
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Reflection: Turning Clicks into Sovereignty
1. Name Your Pattern
How do you use apps like Temu? As thrill? As escape? As quiet self-expression? Write it down honestly.
2. Reframe the Purchase
Take your next garment or accessory and treat it as ritual. Before opening it, breathe. Say: I welcome this as a piece of my wholeness.
3. Feel the Current
When you wear what you’ve bought, notice your body. Where is the tremor, the thrill, the shame, the relief? Write down what you feel.
4. Anchor the Energy
Ask yourself: What is one small way I can bring this softness into my life outside the closet — even without the garment? Write it as a commitment.
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Desire is not the enemy. Shopping is not sin. Temu is not shame. They are currents. When Maria steps in, the current becomes conscious. What was once a loop becomes a ritual. What was once a guilty pleasure becomes a small act of sovereignty.
Maria, Temu, and the Erotics of Sovereignty Desire doesn’t vanish when you come out of the closet. Sometimes it intensifies. For many of us, the first place we allowed ourselves to explore softness wasn’t a mirror but a shopping cart. Late at night, scrolling through Temu, your fingers hovering over lace, satin, heels, wigs — you feel both shame and excitement. This is not just consumerism. It’s confession. It’s the nervous system reaching for a taste of the forbidden in the safest way it can. The Temu Confessional Apps like Temu make desire frictionless. A few taps, a few clicks, and a world of clothes appears. For a closeted cross-dresser, this can feel like oxygen: finally, a way to try on the self in secret. Packages arrive unmarked. The closet fills quietly. But with the thrill often comes a hangover. You tear open the bag, hold the fabric to your face, feel the rush of dopamine. And then — shame. The ghost whispers. The mask tightens. The cycle begins again. This is not moral failure. It is the nervous system trying to circulate energy in the only way it knows how. From Consumption to Ritual Maria reframes this. She does not shame the click, the purchase, the dress. She asks: What am I seeking? What am I feeding? When you shift from impulse to intention, Temu stops being a guilty pleasure and becomes a ritual. Each purchase is a small act of sovereignty. Each garment a message: I exist. I am allowed to clothe this body in softness. Instead of hiding the package like contraband, you open it with reverence. You let yourself breathe. You let Maria into the room. The Erotic Current Cross-dressing is always erotic at first because danger and desire are fused in the nervous system. The fabric is not just fabric; it is a current. Maria does not deny the eroticism; she integrates it. When you wear the dress consciously, when you allow desire without shame, the chemistry changes. Dopamine is joined by oxytocin. The tremor softens. The erotic becomes energy, not just arousal. It becomes nourishment, not just loop. Temu as Training Ground Temu and apps like it can be traps — endless scrolling, endless spending, endless hiding. But they can also be training grounds for sovereignty: a place to learn what you like, to name what you desire, to claim it as yours. Maria does not throw away the app. She uses it as mirror. She asks: Does this purchase feed my ghost or my sovereignty? Does it deepen shame or open freedom? The Love of Temu There is nothing wrong with loving Temu if you know what you’re doing. Love the colors, the fabrics, the possibilities. Love the quiet thrill of seeing yourself reflected in an item you never thought you could own. But love it as a step, not a substitute. Love it as a doorway, not a cage. When Maria loves Temu, she loves it as a tool of becoming, not a hiding place. ________________________________________ Reflection: Turning Clicks into Sovereignty 1. Name Your Pattern How do you use apps like Temu? As thrill? As escape? As quiet self-expression? Write it down honestly. 2. Reframe the Purchase Take your next garment or accessory and treat it as ritual. Before opening it, breathe. Say: I welcome this as a piece of my wholeness. 3. Feel the Current When you wear what you’ve bought, notice your body. Where is the tremor, the thrill, the shame, the relief? Write down what you feel. 4. Anchor the Energy Ask yourself: What is one small way I can bring this softness into my life outside the closet — even without the garment? Write it as a commitment. ________________________________________ Desire is not the enemy. Shopping is not sin. Temu is not shame. They are currents. When Maria steps in, the current becomes conscious. What was once a loop becomes a ritual. What was once a guilty pleasure becomes a small act of sovereignty.0 Comments 0 Shares 7481 Views 6 - Purging and Relapse: The Closet Emptied, the Closet Filled
Every sissy knows the ritual of purging.
The drawer emptied into a trash bag. The bag hidden under other garbage so no one will know. The silent vow: Never again.
The relief is immediate. Shame is gone — for a day, a week, a month. But then the ache returns. The scroll begins. Another package arrives. The drawer fills again.
Relapse feels like failure. But it is not failure. It is the nervous system struggling to hold contradictions too heavy to carry.
Why We Purge
Purging is an attempt at control. The body surges with guilt, cortisol spikes, and the mind seeks a way out. If the clothes are gone, the ghost is gone. If Maria is erased, the shame will end.
But Maria is not in the drawer. She is in the soil of your body. Throwing away fabric cannot silence her. The purge never removes her; it only resets the cycle.
The False Relief
The moment after purging feels like freedom. But it is not freedom — it is emptiness. What you feel is not sovereignty but sedation. The closet is not healed; it is hollow.
Soon the body remembers. Desire stirs. The loop rebuilds. And you are back where you began, only now with more shame: Why did I waste money? Why can’t I stop?
Maria’s Perspective
Maria does not condemn the purge. She understands it. She knows you were not trying to destroy her; you were trying to silence the unbearable tension between ghost and mask.
But she whispers: What if, this time, you don’t throw me away? What if you let me stay — not as secret, not as shame, but as part of you?
From Purge to Integration
The way forward is not in the trash bag. It is in integration. Instead of purging, you begin to curate. Instead of relapse, you begin to allow.
One dress left in the drawer. One garment worn without rushing to climax. One name whispered aloud without apology. Small acts of sovereignty that soften the nervous system, teaching it that Maria does not need to be hidden or destroyed.
The End of Relapse
Relapse ends not when desire disappears but when shame does. When Maria is allowed to live in the open, the cycle breaks. You no longer swing between indulgence and destruction. You live in continuity, not collapse.
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Reflection: From Purge to Presence
1. Your Last Purge
Recall the last time you threw everything away. What drove you to it? Write down the fear in detail.
2. The Relief
How long did the relief last before the ache returned? Write the number of days or weeks.
3. Maria’s Drawer
Imagine one item you could keep — not hidden in shame, not thrown away, but kept as Maria’s presence. Write: This piece reminds me that Maria is real.
4. Breaking the Cycle
Write one sentence beginning: Next time I feel the urge to purge, I will… (breathe, call a friend, remind myself Maria cannot be thrown away).
Purging and Relapse: The Closet Emptied, the Closet Filled Every sissy knows the ritual of purging. The drawer emptied into a trash bag. The bag hidden under other garbage so no one will know. The silent vow: Never again. The relief is immediate. Shame is gone — for a day, a week, a month. But then the ache returns. The scroll begins. Another package arrives. The drawer fills again. Relapse feels like failure. But it is not failure. It is the nervous system struggling to hold contradictions too heavy to carry. Why We Purge Purging is an attempt at control. The body surges with guilt, cortisol spikes, and the mind seeks a way out. If the clothes are gone, the ghost is gone. If Maria is erased, the shame will end. But Maria is not in the drawer. She is in the soil of your body. Throwing away fabric cannot silence her. The purge never removes her; it only resets the cycle. The False Relief The moment after purging feels like freedom. But it is not freedom — it is emptiness. What you feel is not sovereignty but sedation. The closet is not healed; it is hollow. Soon the body remembers. Desire stirs. The loop rebuilds. And you are back where you began, only now with more shame: Why did I waste money? Why can’t I stop? Maria’s Perspective Maria does not condemn the purge. She understands it. She knows you were not trying to destroy her; you were trying to silence the unbearable tension between ghost and mask. But she whispers: What if, this time, you don’t throw me away? What if you let me stay — not as secret, not as shame, but as part of you? From Purge to Integration The way forward is not in the trash bag. It is in integration. Instead of purging, you begin to curate. Instead of relapse, you begin to allow. One dress left in the drawer. One garment worn without rushing to climax. One name whispered aloud without apology. Small acts of sovereignty that soften the nervous system, teaching it that Maria does not need to be hidden or destroyed. The End of Relapse Relapse ends not when desire disappears but when shame does. When Maria is allowed to live in the open, the cycle breaks. You no longer swing between indulgence and destruction. You live in continuity, not collapse. ________________________________________ Reflection: From Purge to Presence 1. Your Last Purge Recall the last time you threw everything away. What drove you to it? Write down the fear in detail. 2. The Relief How long did the relief last before the ache returned? Write the number of days or weeks. 3. Maria’s Drawer Imagine one item you could keep — not hidden in shame, not thrown away, but kept as Maria’s presence. Write: This piece reminds me that Maria is real. 4. Breaking the Cycle Write one sentence beginning: Next time I feel the urge to purge, I will… (breathe, call a friend, remind myself Maria cannot be thrown away).6 Comments 0 Shares 5256 Views 8 - All the hairy cocktail-sausage wavers, you'll get an angry face and reported, but why? - well, because this isn't a porn site, it's a social site for crossdressers and trans women, and because of pictures like you post it's been put on a porn site blacklist, so mobile users can't access it, and in the near future the Online Safety Act will make everyone who uses it register with government ID and leave them trackable and traceable, at a time when there's plenty of hostility from those in governement against the trans and cd community - basically you're fucking things up for everyone who wants to use the site in a civilised fashion, and acting like a selfish creep - you can go use a porn site, and not cause us problems. Does that explain?
read the rules.
All the hairy cocktail-sausage wavers, you'll get an angry face and reported, but why? - well, because this isn't a porn site, it's a social site for crossdressers and trans women, and because of pictures like you post it's been put on a porn site blacklist, so mobile users can't access it, and in the near future the Online Safety Act will make everyone who uses it register with government ID and leave them trackable and traceable, at a time when there's plenty of hostility from those in governement against the trans and cd community - basically you're fucking things up for everyone who wants to use the site in a civilised fashion, and acting like a selfish creep - you can go use a porn site, and not cause us problems. Does that explain? read the rules.6 Comments 0 Shares 6832 Views 20 - Are there any other bookworms on here? as you can see i like hardback books, and they have to have a certain look about them, I love gothic stories, ghost stories, folk horror, this is just a small selection of my booksAre there any other bookworms on here? as you can see i like hardback books, and they have to have a certain look about them, I love gothic stories, ghost stories, folk horror, this is just a small selection of my books 📚3 Comments 0 Shares 2147 Views2
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- after having made certain things clear here now I continually find people who come to the profile twice each time now I wonder if they will come out of simple curiosity or will they come to report en masse because no one accepts the truth that I have said and will never accept it and this it made them burn inside no one in these months that I have been here has managed to prove to me that everyone here is as friendly as they say they are because I have only received hostility simply for having been labeled even before knowing me if there is anyone capable of proving me that I am wrong and that such intelligent people exist, not of those who only throw digs, I would be happy to have a constructive dialogue, the question is: do they exist? and above all, is this trend that everyone suddenly comes to look at my profile randomly after in my previous post I explained to a couple of users how this app really became?after having made certain things clear here now I continually find people who come to the profile twice each time now I wonder if they will come out of simple curiosity or will they come to report en masse because no one accepts the truth that I have said and will never accept it and this it made them burn inside no one in these months that I have been here has managed to prove to me that everyone here is as friendly as they say they are because I have only received hostility simply for having been labeled even before knowing me if there is anyone capable of proving me that I am wrong and that such intelligent people exist, not of those who only throw digs, I would be happy to have a constructive dialogue, the question is: do they exist? and above all, is this trend that everyone suddenly comes to look at my profile randomly after in my previous post I explained to a couple of users how this app really became?0 Comments 0 Shares 5468 Views1
- (Cum Dump)
I received a message from a new member that was fairly local, only 7 miles away from me here in Derby, he said that he thaught that I would be perfect for his needs, I was a little sarcastic and said really what makes you think that, he went on to say he was Tall and Slim, Very Smooth and wears Stockings or Holdups and Stilettos..
Well I said you do sound like my sort of CD, he then sent me a photo, well I must admit he was Tall and Slim, but the photo only showed him in a tight bodysuit and Stilettos, he looked really good, but did not see anything else.
He then said I want to see you this week, ok I said and told him Wednesday was my day off..
He said great be at this address at 10am and that was all he said....
Do I or don't I, shall I risk another false meeting, another letdown, or do I go just incase... Ok I thaught, what the hell.
Wednesday came and I grabbed my Bag of Goodies and headed over to the address in Nottingham, actually only 25 minutes away which may be great ... After some time trying to park I walked over to the address.
I was quite nervous as only seen the one picture clothed, The door opened and immediately I was stunned, a robed Gurl answered the door, all I could see was Dark Nylons of some sort, massive 6" Black Stilettos and then all robe and very long Black hair, the shocker was that she was at least 6'8" in these shoes, that makes her 15" taller than me..
I introduced myself and she asked me in, she walked like a pro in those shoes, she said you can get changed in there and showed me to the bathroom, I got changed into Sheer Black Stockings and Suspenders onto a Black Frilly Basque and my very basic 3" Stilettos oh and I actually put my Sheer Black Thong on too, I walked out where the host stood waiting, never said a word and led me into a small side room, this room was fitted with very thick Burgundy Carpet, with Burgundy patterned plush Wallpaper which I did not know still existed, there was a Tall single Chair, very ornate with Burgundy Velvet Seet Pad, Back and Arms, all the ornate woodwork was gold leaf, there were two Velvet covered Boxes to the left and Right of the chair, equal distance apart, Besides this the room was empty, all the ceiling spotlights point towards the chair..
There was a hook on the wall next to this Claire which I had not noticed till now, she removed her long Robe and OMG, I have never seen such a good body, she was toned all over with good slender muscle tone, Tanned Skin throughout and she turned and sat on the chair and put one of each extremely long legs onto each Velvet Box, she was very Flexible as she Spread very wide, she wore Long Black Sheer Holdups, these massive Stilettos and a simple Basque in Black, Her Clit hung there, skin Back ready, about 7" Soft, incredibly Hot. I burst out of my Thong and there was nothing I could do about it...
Still nothing was said till this moment, she just said, you know what to do....
I moved forward and got down on my knees, I gently lifted her large shaft and slid the head straight into my mouth, wetting her shaft full length, it was such a beautiful Shaft, so smooth and clean, young and beautiful at about 30 ish, I concentrated on short sucking strokes from the skin behind the head down a few inches and back, this seemed to have the desired affect, the shaft now about 8.5" and nice and hard, I held her sacks while sucking every now and then, sometimes I went and sucked them clean one at a time, then back to sucking, this hard work but incredibly satisfying went on for about 30 minutes when she finally spoke once more, You know the rule....
I continued to suck clenching my lips as tight as possible, sliding up and down when I noticed a silent twitch, I moved back so my lips were round the Head when suddenly I felt a pump of Juice flood out and practically fill my mouth in one, I frantically swallowed and couldn't believe she filled my mouth 4 times, this is a first for me, I managed every drop.
I stood up, she also got up and put her Robe back on, she said to get changed which I did, she then let me out and said be back in exactly an hour... FFS I thaught....ok I said...
An hour later, spent in a local cafe, I went back, she made me do exactly the same again, 3 times in total. Before she said see you next time..
It was worth every drop of Juice...
More Stories in the CD Stories Group(Cum Dump) I received a message from a new member that was fairly local, only 7 miles away from me here in Derby, he said that he thaught that I would be perfect for his needs, I was a little sarcastic and said really what makes you think that, he went on to say he was Tall and Slim, Very Smooth and wears Stockings or Holdups and Stilettos.. Well I said you do sound like my sort of CD, he then sent me a photo, well I must admit he was Tall and Slim, but the photo only showed him in a tight bodysuit and Stilettos, he looked really good, but did not see anything else. He then said I want to see you this week, ok I said and told him Wednesday was my day off.. He said great be at this address at 10am and that was all he said.... Do I or don't I, shall I risk another false meeting, another letdown, or do I go just incase... Ok I thaught, what the hell. Wednesday came and I grabbed my Bag of Goodies and headed over to the address in Nottingham, actually only 25 minutes away which may be great ... After some time trying to park I walked over to the address. I was quite nervous as only seen the one picture clothed, The door opened and immediately I was stunned, a robed Gurl answered the door, all I could see was Dark Nylons of some sort, massive 6" Black Stilettos and then all robe and very long Black hair, the shocker was that she was at least 6'8" in these shoes, that makes her 15" taller than me.. I introduced myself and she asked me in, she walked like a pro in those shoes, she said you can get changed in there and showed me to the bathroom, I got changed into Sheer Black Stockings and Suspenders onto a Black Frilly Basque and my very basic 3" Stilettos oh and I actually put my Sheer Black Thong on too, I walked out where the host stood waiting, never said a word and led me into a small side room, this room was fitted with very thick Burgundy Carpet, with Burgundy patterned plush Wallpaper which I did not know still existed, there was a Tall single Chair, very ornate with Burgundy Velvet Seet Pad, Back and Arms, all the ornate woodwork was gold leaf, there were two Velvet covered Boxes to the left and Right of the chair, equal distance apart, Besides this the room was empty, all the ceiling spotlights point towards the chair.. There was a hook on the wall next to this Claire which I had not noticed till now, she removed her long Robe and OMG, I have never seen such a good body, she was toned all over with good slender muscle tone, Tanned Skin throughout and she turned and sat on the chair and put one of each extremely long legs onto each Velvet Box, she was very Flexible as she Spread very wide, she wore Long Black Sheer Holdups, these massive Stilettos and a simple Basque in Black, Her Clit hung there, skin Back ready, about 7" Soft, incredibly Hot. I burst out of my Thong and there was nothing I could do about it... Still nothing was said till this moment, she just said, you know what to do.... I moved forward and got down on my knees, I gently lifted her large shaft and slid the head straight into my mouth, wetting her shaft full length, it was such a beautiful Shaft, so smooth and clean, young and beautiful at about 30 ish, I concentrated on short sucking strokes from the skin behind the head down a few inches and back, this seemed to have the desired affect, the shaft now about 8.5" and nice and hard, I held her sacks while sucking every now and then, sometimes I went and sucked them clean one at a time, then back to sucking, this hard work but incredibly satisfying went on for about 30 minutes when she finally spoke once more, You know the rule.... I continued to suck clenching my lips as tight as possible, sliding up and down when I noticed a silent twitch, I moved back so my lips were round the Head when suddenly I felt a pump of Juice flood out and practically fill my mouth in one, I frantically swallowed and couldn't believe she filled my mouth 4 times, this is a first for me, I managed every drop. I stood up, she also got up and put her Robe back on, she said to get changed which I did, she then let me out and said be back in exactly an hour... FFS I thaught....ok I said... An hour later, spent in a local cafe, I went back, she made me do exactly the same again, 3 times in total. Before she said see you next time.. It was worth every drop of Juice... More Stories in the CD Stories Group4 Comments 0 Shares 14359 Views2 - New outfits to wear, #hosting, #partygurl, back on dick:)New outfits to wear, #hosting, #partygurl, back on dick:)0 Comments 0 Shares 2534 Views6
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A couple of local CD Friends got in touch and said can we get together on a particular day for only an Hour as they had to be elsewhere the same day to be, I said yes ok.
This day came and off I went to Alfreton where one of the CDs lived, they let me in and we all went to the bathroom to prepare, the Dousch's came out and we all got cleared Out and Cleaned up, then a quick change into my Black Bodystocking as in my pictures, Stilettos and Skipped the thong as there was no time, the host CD had Black Holdups and Black Cammy top, and Black Stilettos and her CD friend had a Red Basque and Black Stockings but did not have shoes yet, I had not met this CD yet, we were all Smooth Shaven and at worst average build, the Host being slim.....
We went into the Bedroom where I was asked to lie on the bed with my Ass right on the edge and legs at the moment on the wall keeping me still, The new CD climbed on top of me in the 69 position and Grabbed my legs and held them behind her arms and lowered herself down and started Sucking my Clit which in fairness was already Hard after seeing her wonderful Clit hanging above my mouth and stiffening quickly I wasted no time at all and started sucking up and down this wonderful shaft, meantime the Host had used a little Lube and slid her shaft into my Ass for a Good Fuc king, this wonderful time went on for about 10 minutes when the Host stopped, pulled out and got on the bed and Slid her shaft into the CD above me, after about 5 more minutes I started to feel close and was giving out a moan, at which she sucked harder and faster, The host CD was also starting to moan, and almost simultaneously I shot my load into the CDs mouth, my head was held back and mouth open when the Host shot all her juice in two lots pumped straight into my mouth, I did not waste a drop and swallowed it all down, by this time the host CD had drank all my juice down, I really went for it sucking the CD like mad, all the way in and after a minute or two I get a twitch or two and moaning and suddenly three loads of beautiful Juice pumped into my mouth, much more than I expected, I only just swallowed it all down......
This was so wonderful...We got cleaned up and dressed then said our goodbyes till next time.....
Please check out 'CD Stories' Group for loads more Erotic Stories.( A Quickie) A couple of local CD Friends got in touch and said can we get together on a particular day for only an Hour as they had to be elsewhere the same day to be, I said yes ok. This day came and off I went to Alfreton where one of the CDs lived, they let me in and we all went to the bathroom to prepare, the Dousch's came out and we all got cleared Out and Cleaned up, then a quick change into my Black Bodystocking as in my pictures, Stilettos and Skipped the thong as there was no time, the host CD had Black Holdups and Black Cammy top, and Black Stilettos and her CD friend had a Red Basque and Black Stockings but did not have shoes yet, I had not met this CD yet, we were all Smooth Shaven and at worst average build, the Host being slim..... We went into the Bedroom where I was asked to lie on the bed with my Ass right on the edge and legs at the moment on the wall keeping me still, The new CD climbed on top of me in the 69 position and Grabbed my legs and held them behind her arms and lowered herself down and started Sucking my Clit which in fairness was already Hard after seeing her wonderful Clit hanging above my mouth and stiffening quickly I wasted no time at all and started sucking up and down this wonderful shaft, meantime the Host had used a little Lube and slid her shaft into my Ass for a Good Fuc king, this wonderful time went on for about 10 minutes when the Host stopped, pulled out and got on the bed and Slid her shaft into the CD above me, after about 5 more minutes I started to feel close and was giving out a moan, at which she sucked harder and faster, The host CD was also starting to moan, and almost simultaneously I shot my load into the CDs mouth, my head was held back and mouth open when the Host shot all her juice in two lots pumped straight into my mouth, I did not waste a drop and swallowed it all down, by this time the host CD had drank all my juice down, I really went for it sucking the CD like mad, all the way in and after a minute or two I get a twitch or two and moaning and suddenly three loads of beautiful Juice pumped into my mouth, much more than I expected, I only just swallowed it all down...... This was so wonderful...We got cleaned up and dressed then said our goodbyes till next time..... Please check out 'CD Stories' Group for loads more Erotic Stories.7 Comments 0 Shares 3456 Views 5 - I really must learn to say no and step back more quickly when volunteers are asked for. After a great weekend in Eastbourne with 95 other girls, seems that the dreaded Covid reared it's head again. Many of the girls caught it, but I didn't, so had a maniic day yesterday trying to help with mailing orders for Transliving shop, then transporting the DJ to the monthly party night venue, then back to base to pick up other girls, acted as hostess for the girls that did turn up chatting and greeting them, then at the end took the girls home and back to venue to load and take the DJ and gear back to his, felt the strain today .I really must learn to say no and step back more quickly when volunteers are asked for. After a great weekend in Eastbourne with 95 other girls, seems that the dreaded Covid reared it's head again. Many of the girls caught it, but I didn't, so had a maniic day yesterday trying to help with mailing orders for Transliving shop, then transporting the DJ to the monthly party night venue, then back to base to pick up other girls, acted as hostess for the girls that did turn up chatting and greeting them, then at the end took the girls home and back to venue to load and take the DJ and gear back to his, felt the strain today .2 Comments 0 Shares 3745 Views 8
- Again, another lady ghost me tonight, right after I told her about me. I don't know why there ghosting me? It's not like I'm a bad person.Again, another lady ghost me tonight, right after I told her about me. I don't know why there ghosting me? It's not like I'm a bad person.0 Comments 0 Shares 3553 Views1
- Sorry I need a vent. I don't know what to do? I'm on these dating apps, And I just pay for a three day one. I put my profile on it, and I got a lot of responses, but when I updated my profile, to say I'm a crossdresser and I change the picture of me dress up. No One responseed. And no one talk to me all night and day. Intel I change my picture back. And then ladies start to talk to me again. I ask if they have seen my profile, so I didn't have to tell I'm a crossdresser and have them ghost me, and so I'm talking to this lady and I asked her if she seen my profile, she said no, I tell her she should, she said no, so I tell her, and we talk for about two words back and forth, and then she comes back and says she have to go . I don't understand stand?Sorry I need a vent. I don't know what to do? I'm on these dating apps, And I just pay for a three day one. I put my profile on it, and I got a lot of responses, but when I updated my profile, to say I'm a crossdresser and I change the picture of me dress up. No One responseed. And no one talk to me all night and day. Intel I change my picture back. And then ladies start to talk to me again. I ask if they have seen my profile, so I didn't have to tell I'm a crossdresser and have them ghost me, and so I'm talking to this lady and I asked her if she seen my profile, she said no, I tell her she should, she said no, so I tell her, and we talk for about two words back and forth, and then she comes back and says she have to go . 😂 🤣 I don't understand stand?2 Comments 0 Shares 3179 Views
- Hi everybody, I just want to vent.
What is with sum girls, i met a lady on line yesterday morning, we talked all day, and then last night i asking if we could do video chat, so we can see who we r talking too. But she said she didn't have wifi and a bill from 150 dollars. And she wanted me to pay for it, so we can chat. I said no i don't have money for you. And then she ghost me.Hi everybody, I just want to vent. What is with sum girls, i met a lady on line yesterday morning, we talked all day, and then last night i asking if we could do video chat, so we can see who we r talking too. But she said she didn't have wifi and a bill from 150 dollars. And she wanted me to pay for it, so we can chat. I said no i don't have money for you. And then she ghost me. 🥵7 Comments 0 Shares 2817 Views1 - So Question why are all these ladies always asking for money on these apps. And then you say no and they ghost you. The lady I'm talking to now just asked for money to get her wifi turn on so we can video chat. I said no but i have a feeling she won't text me back.So Question why are all these ladies always asking for money on these apps. And then you say no and they ghost you. The lady I'm talking to now just asked for money to get her wifi turn on so we can video chat. I said no but i have a feeling she won't text me back.5 Comments 0 Shares 2333 Views1
- Hello ladies, how's the day going? Question: I just started talking to this lady online. and I don't know how to not have her ghost me,, like the other 2 people the i tryed to talk too, on these apps.Hello ladies, how's the day going? Question: I just started talking to this lady online. and I don't know how to not have her ghost me,, like the other 2 people the i tryed to talk too, on these apps. 🙄0 Comments 0 Shares 2252 Views
- Question: what Do you do when you keep seeing the person on the Apps.
You go to, to meet people? We had talk and then she ghostdid me? But then I called her out on it she came back finally and says I don't ghost people and then she ghosted me again lol sorry I just needed to vent thank you love you all have a good nightQuestion: what Do you do when you keep seeing the person on the Apps. You go to, to meet people? We had talk and then she ghostdid me? But then I called her out on it she came back finally and says I don't ghost people and then she ghosted me again lol sorry I just needed to vent thank you love you all have a good night 😉 🙃 🙂3 Comments 0 Shares 1801 Views 2 - Here's the stage with our host and speaker Nikky... She put this together and gave all an opportunity to speak about the issues facing us all today..Here's the stage with our host and speaker Nikky... She put this together and gave all an opportunity to speak about the issues facing us all today..
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