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  • My latest film noir look, the body, outfit and makeup is me, the scene is AI (of course). Hope it's well received. More to come
    My latest film noir look, the body, outfit and makeup is me, the scene is AI (of course). Hope it's well received. More to come 🙂
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  • Had my full bodystocking on again last night, love the feelong of being encased in nylons
    Had my full bodystocking on again last night, love the feelong of being encased in nylons
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  • I found that my daily walks are not enough anymore. I decided to start rucking with a 40lb vest. it balances out my more static weight training. At my age I need to keep my mind and body both working. The vest looked so much bigger in the ads. Adding more endurance to my play as well.
    I found that my daily walks are not enough anymore. I decided to start rucking with a 40lb vest. it balances out my more static weight training. At my age I need to keep my mind and body both working. The vest looked so much bigger in the ads😂. Adding more endurance to my play as well. 😈
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  • I like to watch Everybody loves Raymond after the school run and without fail, every day there is an advert for either Vivesse or Vagisan cream for va*inal dryness. I know there maybe housewives watching but itchy fan*y cream ads at 9am, really!
    I like to watch Everybody loves Raymond after the school run and without fail, every day there is an advert for either Vivesse or Vagisan cream for va*inal dryness. I know there maybe housewives watching but itchy fan*y cream ads at 9am, really!
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  • Well ladies I finished work early today and when I arrived home there was a new delivery of lingerie.
    So I completely removed all that horrible hair from every part of my body I could reach, most definitely including there, after all nice new thongs feel awful otherwise.
    Well ladies I finished work early today and when I arrived home there was a new delivery of lingerie. So I completely removed all that horrible hair from every part of my body I could reach, most definitely including there, after all nice new thongs feel awful otherwise.
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  • Not been on for a while. How is everybody?
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  • ******** seeking an obedient ***** to own, dominate, and train within my dungeon. I offer a wide range of BDSM and fetish experiences tailored to submission and discipline, including feminisation, latex, pegging, bondage, foot worship, edging, tease and denial, spanking, facesitting, roleplay, gagging, body worship, and more.
    Sessions may also include medical play, outdoor play, humiliation, sensory control, and various fetish explorations for those eager to serve, https://t.me/Queenmellysa
    Mistress seeking an obedient slave to own, dominate, and train within my dungeon. I offer a wide range of BDSM and fetish experiences tailored to submission and discipline, including feminisation, latex, pegging, bondage, foot worship, edging, tease and denial, spanking, facesitting, roleplay, gagging, body worship, and more. Sessions may also include medical play, outdoor play, humiliation, sensory control, and various fetish explorations for those eager to serve, https://t.me/Queenmellysa
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  • Anybody looking to get themselves a load breast to boost your sexual desire
    Anybody looking to get themselves a load breast to boost your sexual desire
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  • Full nylon bodysuit, feels amazing and makes me feel super feminine
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  • Wheres my heels mmmm
    Fishnet bodystocking desrvss
    Must get myself a larex black mini dress amd a black bob wig
    Mmmmm
    Who wiuld take me out? X
    Wheres my heels mmmm Fishnet bodystocking desrvss Must get myself a larex black mini dress amd a black bob wig Mmmmm Who wiuld take me out? X
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  • Feel free to Share or Reblog
    Bodystocking with Red Stilettos and Nothing else xx

    Derby UK Lingerie CD that loves Males and Females for Naughty fun
    Im always looking to improve my Sucking skills with CDs or Males, so the more you can help the better. There is always room for improvement.
    If your local to Derby and can help then please get in touch xxx just private msg me or ask for my email address xx

    My preferences are as follows........

    Smooth Shaven Co ck and Balls

    Full Co ck Head Showing

    Willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups ........... ( I could provide these )

    Must let me Swallow every drop, I don't want any evidence (Waste or Mess) left for yours or my Wife/Partner
    Because you are kind enough to let me Suck and Swallow you down, I don't expect anything in return...
    Most of my training is done where you put on some Holdups sit on the edge of the Sofa Spread your legs and watch TV while I do my Training, obviously once I've Swallowed you all down I will leave or if you need me to I can stay to Feed from you again until you are fully Satisfied...It's the absolute least I can do.
    One Member that has helped me with my Mouth Training (as he put it) asked if there were anything else they could do to help even more...
    I said actually there is if you feel up to it...
    What I need you to do is just before you Cum, you need to get up and Make me swallow your entire load, not letting me move until every drop has gone....Now there are a number of ways you can do this...
    You can hold my head with both hands and head Fu ck me untill you cum holding my head tight till you are fully empty.
    You can make me lean with my head on the Wall so I'm pinned and do the same or
    If you have a high bed or Sofa Edge or even on the Sofa, use the same method to pin me down.....
    Alternatively get on top in the 69 position and fill me up that way....
    In fact if you do the reverse 69 you can practically hold my head still, keeping your Co ck stuck in my mouth untill empty.
    I met one male and he got me to lay on the floor straddling my chest, he then reached down and slipped his co ck into my mouth then held my head and pulled me back and forth up and down his shaft untill he filled my mouth with his juice, he held on until I had cleaned up every drop....not the most comfortable position but it made him happy with the arrangement so it was the least I could do.
    I'm sure there are many more ways but this would really help with my training if you could please....
    The only other help would be if time permitting you make me Feed from you Twice..
    Booking me in for several visits a week can also help... If you feel up to it and don't mind me Swallowing every time... I understand fully if this is asking too much.... Xx
    _________________________

    If your local to Derby and can help in any way or maybe I can help you... Private msg me or e-mail me at
    smoothandveryjuicy@yahoo.co.uk

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    Feel free to Share or Reblog 💋 Bodystocking with Red Stilettos and Nothing else xx Derby UK Lingerie CD that loves Males and Females for Naughty fun Im always looking to improve my Sucking skills with CDs or Males, so the more you can help the better. There is always room for improvement. If your local to Derby and can help then please get in touch xxx just private msg me or ask for my email address xx My preferences are as follows........ Smooth Shaven Co ck and Balls Full Co ck Head Showing Willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups ........... ( I could provide these ) Must let me Swallow every drop, I don't want any evidence (Waste or Mess) left for yours or my Wife/Partner Because you are kind enough to let me Suck and Swallow you down, I don't expect anything in return... Most of my training is done where you put on some Holdups sit on the edge of the Sofa Spread your legs and watch TV while I do my Training, obviously once I've Swallowed you all down I will leave or if you need me to I can stay to Feed from you again until you are fully Satisfied...It's the absolute least I can do. One Member that has helped me with my Mouth Training (as he put it) asked if there were anything else they could do to help even more... I said actually there is if you feel up to it... What I need you to do is just before you Cum, you need to get up and Make me swallow your entire load, not letting me move until every drop has gone....Now there are a number of ways you can do this... You can hold my head with both hands and head Fu ck me untill you cum holding my head tight till you are fully empty. You can make me lean with my head on the Wall so I'm pinned and do the same or If you have a high bed or Sofa Edge or even on the Sofa, use the same method to pin me down..... Alternatively get on top in the 69 position and fill me up that way.... In fact if you do the reverse 69 you can practically hold my head still, keeping your Co ck stuck in my mouth untill empty. I met one male and he got me to lay on the floor straddling my chest, he then reached down and slipped his co ck into my mouth then held my head and pulled me back and forth up and down his shaft untill he filled my mouth with his juice, he held on until I had cleaned up every drop....not the most comfortable position but it made him happy with the arrangement so it was the least I could do. I'm sure there are many more ways but this would really help with my training if you could please.... The only other help would be if time permitting you make me Feed from you Twice.. Booking me in for several visits a week can also help... If you feel up to it and don't mind me Swallowing every time... I understand fully if this is asking too much.... Xx _________________________ If your local to Derby and can help in any way or maybe I can help you... Private msg me or e-mail me at smoothandveryjuicy@yahoo.co.uk ______________________
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  • Pretty good of my body! Really sweet!
    Pretty good of my body! Really sweet! 😋😘💕❤️💋
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  • Voice of the Past...

    Voice of forgotten
    In the Foggy Past
    “-You ought to...”,
    “-You should have...”,
    “-You must...”

    Why do they talk
    To me again...?
    What were
    Those memories?
    Why pain?
    I freeze
    I turn
    I look again...
    Nobody
    In alley
    ...

    Alone Tree...
    And
    Me
    ...
    Alone Me...
    And Tree
    As Thee

    Why then
    That sudden
    Pain
    Just scratched
    My Healed wound
    Again?
    Why Voice...?
    Why it is
    Never gone?
    And still
    With me all day?
    Why?

    Why I am not
    Alone...?
    Why?
    Why Leaves?
    Why shadows
    Talk...
    Why trees?

    Amnesia?
    Why Thee?
    Why
    I still do remember
    You in me...?

    Why
    I am so afraid
    This pain?
    That could have been
    Just scratch
    not seen...
    Perhaps I still,
    Still wish your touch
    It was the only
    Dream ...
    The Dream of mine
    You are the Tree,
    Tree
    In Alley...
    Why I do feel you
    Still so much
    Your touch...
    And gently
    Talk to Thee...
    My Darling...

    So long ago
    you are free
    since all have felt
    Apart...
    Your leaves
    Still whisper
    On cold wind
    The Words,
    Words of lost Love

    I doubt often
    Is it Thee ?
    Alone silent as a tree
    Whom are you talking to?
    To Wind?
    To me?
    I want just run away
    I see
    You're waiting
    Someone else...
    Just me?
    I am afraid
    ...
    But dress...
    …
    That lovely dress
    I do,
    I wear
    I do,
    do cut
    Quite short
    My hair...
    Like you
    Reviving
    All your past
    Your presence..?
    Yes
    I ought to
    Even must
    I dare...

    The only way
    The Love
    Will last
    Is to build Future,
    Brake the Past
    But...

    Why then
    That so sudden
    Voice this day?
    Just Touched
    My Healed wound
    Again?
    Why pain...?
    Why it is
    Never gone?
    And still
    With me
    All heart is thorn ...

    Why I am not
    Alone...?
    Why?
    Why Leaves
    Why do these shadows
    Talk?
    Why are you
    Silent tree?
    Amnesia...
    Is not erasing Thee...
    Why
    I still feel
    It still remains?
    What could have
    Been just scratch
    But pains
    Perhaps I still
    Still wish your touch
    The only
    Dreams
    of mine
    in nights
    Dream through
    Death darkness
    With no lights
    You were
    The Tree

    Fall
    Thee
    Alley...
    Why I do feel it
    Feel Your touch...
    And gently
    Talk to Thee...
    Not much

    Why still
    You come
    As silent tree?
    Why do you come
    To talk
    To me?

    I doubt...
    I am so afraid
    The Love I do confess.
    I want to run
    To run away,
    away
    Not waiting
    Someone else...
    ...
    I do...
    I wear
    Wedding dress
    I do...
    I cut
    My hair...
    Too...
    Like you..
    Reviving
    In my chest
    That I still love
    Still Love just you

    The only way
    The Love
    Will last
    Is to build
    Future
    Brake the Past

    But you are
    Telling
    From my depth
    From part
    I hidden well
    You re still
    living
    In my heart
    The Future
    Or a Spell?
    Or Magic
    Of becoming
    You
    When
    I'm just
    With
    Myself?
    Oh just
    Forgotten
    “I Love You...”
    So strange
    Strange foretell...

    I freeze
    I wait
    I turn
    No one...
    I know…
    But the tree
    In long alley of park
    My Bride…
    We've met…

    I recognise,
    Your dress
    Your hair
    You're alive
    Alive somewhere…
    Still hidden
    In my heart...
    Voice of the Past... Voice of forgotten In the Foggy Past “-You ought to...”, “-You should have...”, “-You must...” Why do they talk To me again...? What were Those memories? Why pain? I freeze I turn I look again... Nobody In alley ... Alone Tree... And Me ... Alone Me... And Tree As Thee Why then That sudden Pain Just scratched My Healed wound Again? Why Voice...? Why it is Never gone? And still With me all day? Why? Why I am not Alone...? Why? Why Leaves? Why shadows Talk... Why trees? Amnesia? Why Thee? Why I still do remember You in me...? Why I am so afraid This pain? That could have been Just scratch not seen... Perhaps I still, Still wish your touch It was the only Dream ... The Dream of mine You are the Tree, Tree In Alley... Why I do feel you Still so much Your touch... And gently Talk to Thee... My Darling... So long ago you are free since all have felt Apart... Your leaves Still whisper On cold wind The Words, Words of lost Love I doubt often Is it Thee ? Alone silent as a tree Whom are you talking to? To Wind? To me? I want just run away I see You're waiting Someone else... Just me? I am afraid ... But dress... … That lovely dress I do, I wear I do, do cut Quite short My hair... Like you Reviving All your past Your presence..? Yes I ought to Even must I dare... The only way The Love Will last Is to build Future, Brake the Past But... Why then That so sudden Voice this day? Just Touched My Healed wound Again? Why pain...? Why it is Never gone? And still With me All heart is thorn ... Why I am not Alone...? Why? Why Leaves Why do these shadows Talk? Why are you Silent tree? Amnesia... Is not erasing Thee... Why I still feel It still remains? What could have Been just scratch But pains Perhaps I still Still wish your touch The only Dreams of mine in nights Dream through Death darkness With no lights You were The Tree Fall Thee Alley... Why I do feel it Feel Your touch... And gently Talk to Thee... Not much Why still You come As silent tree? Why do you come To talk To me? I doubt... I am so afraid The Love I do confess. I want to run To run away, away Not waiting Someone else... ... I do... I wear Wedding dress I do... I cut My hair... Too... Like you.. Reviving In my chest That I still love Still Love just you The only way The Love Will last Is to build Future Brake the Past But you are Telling From my depth From part I hidden well You re still living In my heart The Future Or a Spell? Or Magic Of becoming You When I'm just With Myself? Oh just Forgotten “I Love You...” So strange Strange foretell... I freeze I wait I turn No one... I know… But the tree In long alley of park My Bride… We've met… I recognise, Your dress Your hair You're alive Alive somewhere… Still hidden In my heart...
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  • Uuuuugh still not quite there... but feeling marginally better...all this week nobody's saying anything??? Is everyone getting fed up with this site? I must say I expected it to be a hive of activity.... it's as dead as a great big dead thing... love you all my beautiful family...my gorgeous sister's.... take care and stay warm and safe 🩷
    Uuuuugh still not quite there... but feeling marginally better...all this week nobody's saying anything??? Is everyone getting fed up with this site? I must say I expected it to be a hive of activity.... it's as dead as a great big dead thing... love you all my beautiful family...my gorgeous sister's.... take care and stay warm and safe 🩷💖💞💗💕♥️💝😘
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  • Hi sweets! I started a new blog! It's cleaner and easier to read and navigate. This blog contains explicit sexual themes, taboo fantasies, fetish content, and material that may offend or disturb some readers. Go here: https://lifeofsissychrissy.blogspot.com/

    Intro: Foreword
    Welcome to The Life & Fantasies of Transgirl Sissy Chrissy.

    You should know, before turning another page, exactly what kind of book you are holding.

    This is not quite an autobiography.

    It is not quite fiction.

    It lives somewhere more dangerous than either.

    These stories emerge from the memories, desires, insecurities, obsessions, fears, curiosities, and private fantasies of Sissy Chrissy—a 47-year-old feminine gay man who longs to live more fully as a woman, but who, for now, remains caught between the life she inhabits and the woman she imagines herself becoming.

    Some of what follows really happened.

    Some of it happened differently.

    Some of it began with a memory and was seduced into fantasy.

    And some of it never happened at all—except in the secret country of Chrissy’s imagination.

    That distinction will not always be made clear.

    It is more interesting that way.

    Within these pages, reality is negotiable.

    One story may place Chrissy in a familiar bedroom, bar, street, hotel room, or anonymous encounter. The next may drag her somewhere impossible: into the arms of machines, monsters, supernatural beings, forbidden lovers, creatures of fantasy, or strange worlds where ordinary rules no longer apply.

    The familiar and the impossible sleep beside each other here.

    So do tenderness and depravity.

    Romance and lust.

    Humor and humiliation.

    Fear and fascination.

    Beauty and grotesquerie.

    Some stories are playful and flirtatious.

    Some are tender.

    Some are deliberately trashy.

    Some are dark, feverish, and unsettling.

    Some indulge fantasies that polite people are not supposed to admit they have.

    And some wander unapologetically into territory that many readers will consider deeply taboo.

    That is not an accident.

    Fantasy has always been a place where human beings trespass.

    In imagination, we can approach the forbidden without claiming it should become permissible, flirt with danger without inviting it into reality, and explore thoughts that would be impossible, immoral, absurd, frightening, or even monstrous outside the protected territory of fiction.

    A fantasy is not a confession.

    A fantasy is not a manifesto.

    And a fantasy is not necessarily a wish for reality.

    Sometimes the imagination simply asks:

    What if?

    And Chrissy, more often than she probably should, answers.

    The Woman at the Center of It All
    For all the spectacle, kink, fantasy, horror, absurdity, and eroticism in these stories, the real subject of this book is Chrissy herself.

    Chrissy lives in contradiction.

    She is feminine, but the body she inhabits still tells another story.

    She wants to be desired as a woman, touched as a woman, admired as a woman, and recognized as the person she feels herself becoming.

    Yet she also carries decades of masculinity, insecurity, shame, humor, hunger, resilience, and memory with her.

    She can be brazen one moment and painfully vulnerable the next.

    She wants to be wanted.

    She wants to be seen.

    She wants to surrender without disappearing.

    She wants to be outrageous without apologizing.

    And sometimes she simply wants the freedom to imagine herself in situations reality would never permit.

    That conflict—the distance between who Chrissy is, who the world sees, and who Chrissy becomes when no one is watching—runs beneath nearly every story in this collection.

    Sometimes it surfaces as romance.

    Sometimes as comedy.

    Sometimes as darkness.

    And very often as desire.

    Because desire has a way of revealing the parts of us that daylight teaches us to hide.

    These stories allow Chrissy to stop hiding.

    A Private Theater of Desire
    The fantasies collected here are not restrained by realism.

    They are excessive by design.

    Some are conventional.

    Some are strange.

    Some are kinky.

    Some are deliberately provocative.

    Some will make certain readers laugh.

    Others may make them blush.

    Still others may make them shut the book and wonder what, exactly, they just read.

    That, too, is part of the experience.

    Chrissy’s imagination does not always concern itself with respectability.

    Sometimes it wants romance.

    Sometimes affection.

    Sometimes danger.

    Sometimes surrender.

    Sometimes something so outrageous that only fiction could contain it.

    And beneath all of that is perhaps the oldest fantasy of all:

    to step outside the limits of the self.

    To become more beautiful, more feminine, more desirable, more fearless, more shameless, more alive.

    To walk through a door reality keeps locked.

    Even if only for a few pages.

    #sissy #sissyboy #sissygirl #tgirl #crossdresser #transgirl #transwoman #shemale #femboy #lgbt #lgbtq #gay #blog #eroticblog #taboo #kink #fetish #transgender
    Hi sweets! I started a new blog! It's cleaner and easier to read and navigate. This blog contains explicit sexual themes, taboo fantasies, fetish content, and material that may offend or disturb some readers. Go here: https://lifeofsissychrissy.blogspot.com/ Intro: Foreword Welcome to The Life & Fantasies of Transgirl Sissy Chrissy. You should know, before turning another page, exactly what kind of book you are holding. This is not quite an autobiography. It is not quite fiction. It lives somewhere more dangerous than either. These stories emerge from the memories, desires, insecurities, obsessions, fears, curiosities, and private fantasies of Sissy Chrissy—a 47-year-old feminine gay man who longs to live more fully as a woman, but who, for now, remains caught between the life she inhabits and the woman she imagines herself becoming. Some of what follows really happened. Some of it happened differently. Some of it began with a memory and was seduced into fantasy. And some of it never happened at all—except in the secret country of Chrissy’s imagination. That distinction will not always be made clear. It is more interesting that way. Within these pages, reality is negotiable. One story may place Chrissy in a familiar bedroom, bar, street, hotel room, or anonymous encounter. The next may drag her somewhere impossible: into the arms of machines, monsters, supernatural beings, forbidden lovers, creatures of fantasy, or strange worlds where ordinary rules no longer apply. The familiar and the impossible sleep beside each other here. So do tenderness and depravity. Romance and lust. Humor and humiliation. Fear and fascination. Beauty and grotesquerie. Some stories are playful and flirtatious. Some are tender. Some are deliberately trashy. Some are dark, feverish, and unsettling. Some indulge fantasies that polite people are not supposed to admit they have. And some wander unapologetically into territory that many readers will consider deeply taboo. That is not an accident. Fantasy has always been a place where human beings trespass. In imagination, we can approach the forbidden without claiming it should become permissible, flirt with danger without inviting it into reality, and explore thoughts that would be impossible, immoral, absurd, frightening, or even monstrous outside the protected territory of fiction. A fantasy is not a confession. A fantasy is not a manifesto. And a fantasy is not necessarily a wish for reality. Sometimes the imagination simply asks: What if? And Chrissy, more often than she probably should, answers. The Woman at the Center of It All For all the spectacle, kink, fantasy, horror, absurdity, and eroticism in these stories, the real subject of this book is Chrissy herself. Chrissy lives in contradiction. She is feminine, but the body she inhabits still tells another story. She wants to be desired as a woman, touched as a woman, admired as a woman, and recognized as the person she feels herself becoming. Yet she also carries decades of masculinity, insecurity, shame, humor, hunger, resilience, and memory with her. She can be brazen one moment and painfully vulnerable the next. She wants to be wanted. She wants to be seen. She wants to surrender without disappearing. She wants to be outrageous without apologizing. And sometimes she simply wants the freedom to imagine herself in situations reality would never permit. That conflict—the distance between who Chrissy is, who the world sees, and who Chrissy becomes when no one is watching—runs beneath nearly every story in this collection. Sometimes it surfaces as romance. Sometimes as comedy. Sometimes as darkness. And very often as desire. Because desire has a way of revealing the parts of us that daylight teaches us to hide. These stories allow Chrissy to stop hiding. A Private Theater of Desire The fantasies collected here are not restrained by realism. They are excessive by design. Some are conventional. Some are strange. Some are kinky. Some are deliberately provocative. Some will make certain readers laugh. Others may make them blush. Still others may make them shut the book and wonder what, exactly, they just read. That, too, is part of the experience. Chrissy’s imagination does not always concern itself with respectability. Sometimes it wants romance. Sometimes affection. Sometimes danger. Sometimes surrender. Sometimes something so outrageous that only fiction could contain it. And beneath all of that is perhaps the oldest fantasy of all: to step outside the limits of the self. To become more beautiful, more feminine, more desirable, more fearless, more shameless, more alive. To walk through a door reality keeps locked. Even if only for a few pages. #sissy #sissyboy #sissygirl #tgirl #crossdresser #transgirl #transwoman #shemale #femboy #lgbt #lgbtq #gay #blog #eroticblog #taboo #kink #fetish #transgender
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  • Shadow Theater on White Wall
    (Resident permit only)

    Shadow Theater
    On White Wall
    Puppet life
    Of a ghosty girl
    Legs and shadow
    Of breasts under dress
    Light of Moon
    Makes all shadows
    Loose moving in mess
    Night ends soon
    Shadow's gone
    Body s stiil
    Soul's dead
    I'm confused...

    Permit holders
    Only
    For Cab
    Am I Wanted
    Or just not yet ...?

    What is shadow
    Cut off under Moon?
    What is body
    Of girl?
    Am I
    Doll?
    Am I Puppet?
    Has My Soul Gone?

    I change colours
    Of lipstick
    And skirts...
    Am I muppet
    of Death and Rebirth?

    Only Moon
    Knows answers
    Right
    I am shadow
    On walls in
    The Night...
    Shadow Theater on White Wall (Resident permit only) Shadow Theater On White Wall Puppet life Of a ghosty girl Legs and shadow Of breasts under dress Light of Moon Makes all shadows Loose moving in mess Night ends soon Shadow's gone Body s stiil Soul's dead I'm confused... Permit holders Only For Cab Am I Wanted Or just not yet ...? What is shadow Cut off under Moon? What is body Of girl? Am I Doll? Am I Puppet? Has My Soul Gone? I change colours Of lipstick And skirts... Am I muppet of Death and Rebirth? Only Moon Knows answers Right I am shadow On walls in The Night...
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  • If anybody outside asked me what I had been doing this morning, I would go blood red in the face, but here I can just say it. I have been naughty as well. AND I LOVED IT And now in the mood for dressing like a tart. And behaving like one. Now I'm having a coffee before I decide what to do this afternoon, too wet to go out. so .
    Is it fun or maybe picture taking time, oh the decisions.
    If anybody outside asked me what I had been doing this morning, I would go blood red in the face, but here I can just say it. I have been naughty as well. AND I LOVED IT And now in the mood for dressing like a tart. 😜And behaving like one. Now I'm having a coffee before I decide what to do this afternoon, too wet to go out. so . Is it fun or maybe picture taking time, oh the decisions.
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  • Who's gonna tame this lesbian with a male body?
    Who's gonna tame this lesbian with a male body?
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  • Witch in the night

    Night Witshes...

    Old Lady told Me
    Are you Witch
    Who steals men
    In night...?
    I smiled sadly
    Ohh
    I wish
    I wish
    I knоw
    How..
    To steal men?
    Could I
    Be so
    Dishonest
    In my choice?
    To force
    Somebody
    Lie with me..?

    She smiled
    Sadly
    Mon ami..
    So
    Many
    Told
    Until
    Life made them
    Doing pretty so.

    You are a Witch
    Just steal
    Go Go
    Witch otherwise
    What for...
    Witch in the night Night Witshes... Old Lady told Me Are you Witch Who steals men In night...? I smiled sadly Ohh I wish I wish I knоw How.. To steal men? Could I Be so Dishonest In my choice? To force Somebody Lie with me..? She smiled Sadly Mon ami.. So Many Told Until Life made them Doing pretty so. You are a Witch Just steal Go Go Witch otherwise What for...
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  • Good night every body I’m now feeling very sleepy
    Good night every body I’m now feeling very sleepy
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  • Love this new bodycon dress!
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  • My body, my clothes. But I asked AI to make me a bit prettier. What do you think?
    My body, my clothes. But I asked AI to make me a bit prettier. What do you think? 💜
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  • Nobody chatting tonight xxx
    Nobody chatting tonight xxx
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  • Pinky thoughts

    I never thought
    I'm a pink girl
    I never tried
    Indeed
    To wear anything
    Of pink
    That suits me
    Calm and deep.

    I never thought
    To understand
    Why I am not
    With man...
    Not ever single
    One to stand
    By me
    I don't pretend...

    When I am asked
    For one night stand
    I tell them simple yes
    But add so sharply
    Not at once
    Another day must end.

    No one accepted
    Yes from girl
    They always saw
    Just No...
    I thought
    Why is it so
    They show
    Their
    Goal
    ...

    Perhaps
    I was too sharp
    But few?
    Or just no
    Feelings
    I Love You...?
    Or may be
    I have felt
    Indeed
    They know
    In advance
    About me
    That I am pink
    Pink girl
    There is no chance?

    Am I
    So Pink?
    Yes I love kiss
    Long kiss from
    Girl
    Not men...

    I never tried
    To wear pink
    To be a woman
    With pink
    Think
    I never tried
    At all
    But always
    Wanted
    I confess
    Seduce
    For Pink Love
    Fall...

    I tried
    I could not
    Understand
    The colour
    Still
    Not mine
    But quiet
    Pleasure
    Being
    Princess
    Came silently
    My mind
    Are still
    Protesting
    I am not...
    Am I a pinky girl?
    But waves of pleasure
    Quiet roll
    Calms hidden lusty call...

    My mind
    And Body
    Lost apart
    My Soul
    Is not pink
    Pink skirt
    Pink blazer
    No pink pants
    Pink lipstick
    Ohh shy miss...
    Pinky thoughts I never thought I'm a pink girl I never tried Indeed To wear anything Of pink That suits me Calm and deep. I never thought To understand Why I am not With man... Not ever single One to stand By me I don't pretend... When I am asked For one night stand I tell them simple yes But add so sharply Not at once Another day must end. No one accepted Yes from girl They always saw Just No... I thought Why is it so They show Their Goal ... Perhaps I was too sharp But few? Or just no Feelings I Love You...? Or may be I have felt Indeed They know In advance About me That I am pink Pink girl There is no chance? Am I So Pink? Yes I love kiss Long kiss from Girl Not men... I never tried To wear pink To be a woman With pink Think I never tried At all But always Wanted I confess Seduce For Pink Love Fall... I tried I could not Understand The colour Still Not mine But quiet Pleasure Being Princess Came silently My mind Are still Protesting I am not... Am I a pinky girl? But waves of pleasure Quiet roll Calms hidden lusty call... My mind And Body Lost apart My Soul Is not pink Pink skirt Pink blazer No pink pants Pink lipstick Ohh shy miss...
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  • Test

    My Soul trapped
    Between the wall
    And prohibition sign
    Is wondering
    Where to go...
    To that in tunnel
    Light???

    What if it is
    Just a light of lamp
    Or car
    Or lit for pray...?
    What if
    it is just in my mind
    That I should not obey...

    My body trapped
    By estrogen
    With tiny frenchy breasts
    That are so sensitive
    To touch
    Despite I am still dressed

    My legs a trapped
    In heels and tights
    The only way to move
    Into the tunnel
    With no lights
    To live
    To stay in mood.

    Don't touch me
    I am not a Doll -
    Fist Aiders
    Freindly toy
    My heart
    Is cold
    It bits with joy
    With Joy of getting old
    Make up
    Or lipstic
    Just old shoes
    Old bag
    And no return

    I am still trapped
    I am confused
    By time
    That passed
    That's gone

    Gone so unstoppable
    So wrong
    But who could
    Change its course?
    If I was young
    Again
    I'd choose
    My estrogen
    To fall?
    To stay as cold
    As I could be
    Not waisting
    Tears
    Hearts...
    My tiny breasts
    Nobody'd seen
    Why that become a must?
    Why I was hiding
    From my Love
    Why feared
    To crash
    ..?
    No trusting
    Hiding hands in gloves
    And lips from kisses taste.
    Why I am different
    From girls
    Who felt
    Being pregnant fast
    They never wanted
    Have a kid
    I dreamt
    And I was last..

    Last in the order
    Waiting list?
    High estrogen
    Served first...
    My heart is broken
    That Love
    True Love
    Nobody
    Was...
    Was ever interested
    Meet
    Misled by estrogen.
    My heart was never
    Cold indeed..

    You've failed test
    My test...
    Test My Soul trapped Between the wall And prohibition sign Is wondering Where to go... To that in tunnel Light??? What if it is Just a light of lamp Or car Or lit for pray...? What if it is just in my mind That I should not obey... My body trapped By estrogen With tiny frenchy breasts That are so sensitive To touch Despite I am still dressed My legs a trapped In heels and tights The only way to move Into the tunnel With no lights To live To stay in mood. Don't touch me I am not a Doll - Fist Aiders Freindly toy My heart Is cold It bits with joy With Joy of getting old Make up Or lipstic Just old shoes Old bag And no return I am still trapped I am confused By time That passed That's gone Gone so unstoppable So wrong But who could Change its course? If I was young Again I'd choose My estrogen To fall? To stay as cold As I could be Not waisting Tears Hearts... My tiny breasts Nobody'd seen Why that become a must? Why I was hiding From my Love Why feared To crash ..? No trusting Hiding hands in gloves And lips from kisses taste. Why I am different From girls Who felt Being pregnant fast They never wanted Have a kid I dreamt And I was last.. Last in the order Waiting list? High estrogen Served first... My heart is broken That Love True Love Nobody Was... Was ever interested Meet Misled by estrogen. My heart was never Cold indeed.. You've failed test My test...
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  • Anybody on rn? Want to chat? Message me please.
    Anybody on rn? Want to chat? Message me please. 💋
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  • Me up late again lol decided to dress earlier tonight and got some more photos.. I really hope you like them.. I said to my friend I hope he likes deutscher girls lolol I reckon I could bring everybody a nice cold beer...... take care all you absolutely beautiful gorgeous people...my family... I love you all so very much 🩷
    Me up late again lol decided to dress earlier tonight and got some more photos.. I really hope you like them.. I said to my friend I hope he likes deutscher girls lolol I reckon I could bring everybody a nice cold beer...... take care all you absolutely beautiful gorgeous people...my family... I love you all so very much 💓💝♥️🩷💗💙💜💖❣️💕❤️💞😘
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  • Doesn't anybody ever just say hello to each other even if they haven't posted anything for a while?.... just finished sorting these pics out " there's quite a few" lol.... I thought I'd add a bit of fun.. and yes.. I would totally wear this outfit going outside lolol I think it's great.... hope you all like it... you're all really really special to me and I love you all to bits.. your simply the best 🩷
    Doesn't anybody ever just say hello to each other even if they haven't posted anything for a while?.... just finished sorting these pics out " there's quite a few" lol.... I thought I'd add a bit of fun.. and yes.. I would totally wear this outfit going outside lolol I think it's great.... hope you all like it... you're all really really special to me and I love you all to bits.. your simply the best 💓💙💜❣️💕💞💝💗🩷😘
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  • A dream that AI provided - me with one of my friends. Is my real body! so attuned to a vision of what I could experience.
    A dream that AI provided - me with one of my friends. Is my real body! so attuned to a vision of what I could experience. 🥰
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  • Good evening, wonderful people.

    I’m sitting here thinking about how much I love taking photos, editing them, and getting all dolled up, because Bella wouldn't exist without that, just as she wouldn't exist without all of you here and the people who have been part of my journey. I’m always trying to look a bit more daring. I absolutely love it, I’ve fully embraced that true feminine side of me the one that was always there and honestly, I even surprise myself sometimes. I’ve shifted my mindset to fully showcasing my femininity through my body and physical presence. Love, Bellisima. xxx
    Good evening, wonderful people. 👑 I’m sitting here thinking about how much I love taking photos, editing them, and getting all dolled up, because Bella wouldn't exist without that, just as she wouldn't exist without all of you here and the people who have been part of my journey. I’m always trying to look a bit more daring. I absolutely love it, I’ve fully embraced that true feminine side of me the one that was always there and honestly, I even surprise myself sometimes. I’ve shifted my mindset to fully showcasing my femininity through my body and physical presence. Love, Bellisima. xxx ❤️ 🙏
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  • This is the one - AI assisted - but really is my body. Tell me what you think?
    This is the one - AI assisted - but really is my body. Tell me what you think? 🥰
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  • Evening everybody xxx
    Evening everybody xxx
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  • Anybody got an idea of where to shop for a minimal cover bikini top (and thong bottom)? Can be extreme…
    Anybody got an idea of where to shop for a minimal cover bikini top (and thong bottom)? Can be extreme… 😉
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  • Good morning everybody, I hope you all have a wonderful weekend.
    Good morning everybody, I hope you all have a wonderful weekend.
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  • Another fly away photo - me wearing makeup. Just love what this AI generator can do for me. Still me in every aspect - body has not changed - love to hear from you, all my bbfs and bgfs. Am I hitting the mark. Are you wanting to see me do something special?
    Another fly away photo - me wearing makeup. Just love what this AI generator can do for me. Still me in every aspect - body has not changed - love to hear from you, all my bbfs and bgfs. Am I hitting the mark. Are you wanting to see me do something special? 🥰
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  • Looking for somebody to dance with me and to appreciate in intimate ways my body. Is this you?
    Looking for somebody to dance with me and to appreciate in intimate ways my body. Is this you?
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  • Tiredness

    After happy happy time return to work is tiring.
    I did not want to make up after tights broke.
    Who cares.
    If I am old and lost my time I could hardly change it.
    It is not heels that could be hidden in wardrobe until better time...

    Have a happier mood everybody please...
    Tiredness After happy happy time return to work is tiring. I did not want to make up after tights broke. Who cares. If I am old and lost my time I could hardly change it. It is not heels that could be hidden in wardrobe until better time... Have a happier mood everybody please... 💕
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  • I feel so sexy posting pics of my legs even if it’s all a dream in my head I really love trying, I hope everybody has sweet dreams about your favorite girl
    I feel so sexy posting pics of my legs even if it’s all a dream in my head I really love trying, I hope everybody has sweet dreams about your favorite girl
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  • Night Turns

    I closed door
    The only
    Lonely nights
    I walk through
    Streets
    With rear lights
    I pass through
    Turns
    Of long forgotten past
    And windows
    That are dark
    Was it a must
    To let your
    Freedom
    Be with her
    Or I just used
    Excuse...

    Night light
    Night walk
    Forgotten talk
    What was
    Somebody's might
    Night Turns I closed door The only Lonely nights I walk through Streets With rear lights I pass through Turns Of long forgotten past And windows That are dark Was it a must To let your Freedom Be with her Or I just used Excuse... Night light Night walk Forgotten talk What was Somebody's might
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  • Last Lonely Night

    We parted
    Suddenly
    So long ago
    I felt
    My wedding
    Got no sense
    I asked you
    Straight
    Why don't you go?
    To happy life
    With somebody
    In bed...

    Yes
    I am cold
    I'm locked in solitude
    Don't waste your Time
    In hope to revive
    My heart is silent
    Silent in the night
    And just Your window
    When you **** her
    Makes warm light...

    Leave me alone
    Please don't fight
    I wish you make her happy
    Bye
    I am alright..
    Last Lonely Night We parted Suddenly So long ago I felt My wedding Got no sense I asked you Straight Why don't you go? To happy life With somebody In bed... Yes I am cold I'm locked in solitude Don't waste your Time In hope to revive My heart is silent Silent in the night And just Your window When you fuck her Makes warm light... Leave me alone Please don't fight I wish you make her happy Bye I am alright..
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  • Bodystocking from yesterday xx

    Notice - No Ai, No Photo Shop, No Snapchat, No Edited Pics, No Fake Bullshit... Just exactly what you get (Me)...

    Im always looking to improve my Sucking skills, so the more you can help the better. There is always room for improvement.
    If your local to Derby and can help then please get in touch xxx just private msg me or ask for my email address xx
    My preferences are as follows...
    Smooth Shaven Co ck and Balls
    Full Co ck Head Showing
    Willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups
    Must let me Swallow every drop, I don't want any evidence (Waste or Mess) left for yours or my Wife/Partner
    Because you are kind enough to let me Suck and Swallow you down, I don't expect anything in return...
    Most of my training is done where you put on some Holdups sit on the edge of the Sofa Spread your legs and watch TV while I do my Training, obviously once I've Swallowed you all down I will leave or if you need me to I can stay to Feed from you again until you are fully Satisfied...It's the absolute least I can do.
    One Member that has helped me with my Mouth Training (as he put it) asked if there were anything else they could do to help even more...
    I said actually there is if you feel up to it...
    What I need you to do is just before you Cum, you need to get up and Make me swallow your entire load, not letting me move until every drop has gone....Now there are a number of ways you can do this...
    You can hold my head with both hands and head Fu ck me untill you cum holding my head tight till you are fully empty.
    You can make me lean with my head on the Wall so I'm pinned and do the same or
    If you have a high bed or Sofa Edge or even on the Sofa, use the same method to pin me down.....
    Alternatively get on top in the 69 position and fill me up that way....
    In fact if you do the reverse 69 you can practically hold my head still, keeping you Co ck stuck in my mouth untill empty.
    I'm sure there are many more ways but this would really help with my training if you could please....
    The only other help would be if time permitting you make me Feed from you Twice..
    Booking me in for several visits a week can also help... If you feel up to it and don't mind me Swallowing every time... I understand fully if this is asking too much.... Xx
    Bodystocking from yesterday xx Notice - No Ai, No Photo Shop, No Snapchat, No Edited Pics, No Fake Bullshit... Just exactly what you get (Me)...😂😂😂 Im always looking to improve my Sucking skills, so the more you can help the better. There is always room for improvement. If your local to Derby and can help then please get in touch xxx just private msg me or ask for my email address xx My preferences are as follows... Smooth Shaven Co ck and Balls Full Co ck Head Showing Willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups Must let me Swallow every drop, I don't want any evidence (Waste or Mess) left for yours or my Wife/Partner Because you are kind enough to let me Suck and Swallow you down, I don't expect anything in return... Most of my training is done where you put on some Holdups sit on the edge of the Sofa Spread your legs and watch TV while I do my Training, obviously once I've Swallowed you all down I will leave or if you need me to I can stay to Feed from you again until you are fully Satisfied...It's the absolute least I can do. One Member that has helped me with my Mouth Training (as he put it) asked if there were anything else they could do to help even more... I said actually there is if you feel up to it... What I need you to do is just before you Cum, you need to get up and Make me swallow your entire load, not letting me move until every drop has gone....Now there are a number of ways you can do this... You can hold my head with both hands and head Fu ck me untill you cum holding my head tight till you are fully empty. You can make me lean with my head on the Wall so I'm pinned and do the same or If you have a high bed or Sofa Edge or even on the Sofa, use the same method to pin me down..... Alternatively get on top in the 69 position and fill me up that way.... In fact if you do the reverse 69 you can practically hold my head still, keeping you Co ck stuck in my mouth untill empty. I'm sure there are many more ways but this would really help with my training if you could please.... The only other help would be if time permitting you make me Feed from you Twice.. Booking me in for several visits a week can also help... If you feel up to it and don't mind me Swallowing every time... I understand fully if this is asking too much.... Xx
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  • I need my whole body worshipped with someone's tounge
    I need my whole body worshipped with someone's tounge
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  • Anyone want to talk please message me id love to see your beautiful bodys poking out of your outfit, also i have photos to share that wont upload and we can talk about whatever you want no matter how twisted you can get ill match the energy hope someone takes me up on this, love you girls
    Anyone want to talk please message me id love to see your beautiful bodys poking out of your outfit, 😍😍 also i have photos to share that wont upload and we can talk about whatever you want no matter how twisted you can get ill match the energy😘😘 hope someone takes me up on this, love you girls
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  • The Pink Satin Shift

    At sixty-five, I had long since stopped pretending that my wardrobe was entirely conventional.
    I was a chunky, mature man with a generous beer belly, broad middle and the sort of five-o'clock-shadow beard that seemed to appear before lunchtime. Crossdressing wasn't something I had suddenly discovered in later life. It was simply something I enjoyed, and over the years I had become quite comfortable wearing feminine clothes whenever the mood took me.
    That morning, however, I hadn't intended to dress up at all.
    I was volunteering at the charity shop.
    After making myself a cup of tea, I started sorting through the mountain of donation bags that had accumulated in the back room. Clothes were everywhere: coats, jumpers, trousers, dresses and blouses, all waiting to be inspected, priced and put onto the rails.
    Then I found it.
    Pink satin.
    I pulled the garment from the bag and watched the fabric catch the light.
    It was magnificent.
    The blouse had enormous sleeves, gathered cuffs and an almost comically large collar. Buttons ran down the front. Beneath it was a matching long skirt, cut generously enough to accommodate a substantial middle.
    I held the pieces against myself.
    The pink satin looked particularly striking against my greyish five-o'clock shadow.
    I grinned.
    "Oh, that's going to be difficult to put on the rail."
    I knew myself too well.
    A few minutes later I was standing in front of the changing-room mirror.
    The outfit fitted surprisingly well.
    The satin blouse stretched comfortably across my ample belly, while the long skirt fell almost to my ankles. The enormous collar sat around my neck, making my face and beard look even more conspicuously masculine by contrast.
    I turned sideways.
    There was absolutely no disguising my shape.
    My belly was still there.
    My stocky shoulders were still there.
    My beard was still there.
    I was unmistakably a sixty-five-year-old man.
    But I was also wearing an extravagant pink satin outfit.
    And I rather liked the sight.
    I smoothed the satin over my stomach and laughed quietly.
    "Well, you're certainly not going to blend into the background today."
    I decided to wear it for my shift.
    When I walked out onto the shop floor, one of the other volunteers looked up from arranging a display.
    She paused.
    Then she smiled.
    "That's rather fabulous."
    "I found it in the donations."
    "You didn't put it on the rail?"
    "I thought I'd test it first."
    We both laughed.
    And that was that.
    The shop opened.
    Customers began arriving.
    I stood behind the till with my beard, chunky frame and very obvious beer belly wrapped in shimmering pink satin, and somehow it felt completely natural.
    The outfit swished around my ankles whenever I moved.
    The sleeves puffed dramatically whenever I reached for the scanner.
    And every time I leaned across the counter, the satin caught the overhead lights and produced a bright, unmistakable sheen.
    I noticed people looking.
    Nobody seemed particularly bothered.
    One woman smiled and said, "I love your blouse."
    "Thank you," I replied. "It's a charity-shop discovery."
    She laughed.
    "Of course it is."
    I carried on serving her.
    There was something wonderfully ordinary about the whole situation. The till beeped. Customers queued. Donations arrived. Someone asked where the handbags were. Someone else wanted Gift Aid information.
    And there I was, doing exactly what I normally did, except that I was doing it in head-to-toe pink satin.
    My reflection occasionally appeared in the glass beside the till.
    Every time I saw it, I smiled.
    The pink satin exaggerated everything about me rather than hiding it. My round belly gave the blouse a wonderfully full shape. My beard remained plainly visible beneath that enormous collar. My mature face looked completely at odds with the sugary pink fabric.
    And somehow that was precisely what I enjoyed.
    I wasn't trying to look twenty-five.
    I wasn't trying to pretend to be someone else.
    I was simply a sixty-five-year-old man who enjoyed crossdressing and happened to have discovered an absolutely glorious vintage-looking satin outfit in a donation bag.
    By the afternoon, I'd completely settled into it.
    A regular customer came to the till with several books.
    "You're looking very cheerful today."
    "I've discovered pink satin," I told him.
    He looked me up and down.
    "Clearly."
    We both laughed.
    When closing time finally arrived, I stood behind the till while the last customer left.
    The shop became quiet.
    I looked down at myself.
    Pink satin.
    Huge collar.
    Long skirt.
    Chunky mature body.
    Beer belly.
    Five-o'clock shadow.
    Sixty-five years old.
    I shook my head and smiled.
    I couldn't put it out on the racks for sale.
    I rang up the price and put the money in the till.
    What had started as a donation waiting to be sorted had become the outfit I'd worn for an entire shift.
    And as I carefully folded the satin that evening, I found myself wondering what other treasures might be hiding in tomorrow's donation bags.
    The Pink Satin Shift At sixty-five, I had long since stopped pretending that my wardrobe was entirely conventional. I was a chunky, mature man with a generous beer belly, broad middle and the sort of five-o'clock-shadow beard that seemed to appear before lunchtime. Crossdressing wasn't something I had suddenly discovered in later life. It was simply something I enjoyed, and over the years I had become quite comfortable wearing feminine clothes whenever the mood took me. That morning, however, I hadn't intended to dress up at all. I was volunteering at the charity shop. After making myself a cup of tea, I started sorting through the mountain of donation bags that had accumulated in the back room. Clothes were everywhere: coats, jumpers, trousers, dresses and blouses, all waiting to be inspected, priced and put onto the rails. Then I found it. Pink satin. I pulled the garment from the bag and watched the fabric catch the light. It was magnificent. The blouse had enormous sleeves, gathered cuffs and an almost comically large collar. Buttons ran down the front. Beneath it was a matching long skirt, cut generously enough to accommodate a substantial middle. I held the pieces against myself. The pink satin looked particularly striking against my greyish five-o'clock shadow. I grinned. "Oh, that's going to be difficult to put on the rail." I knew myself too well. A few minutes later I was standing in front of the changing-room mirror. The outfit fitted surprisingly well. The satin blouse stretched comfortably across my ample belly, while the long skirt fell almost to my ankles. The enormous collar sat around my neck, making my face and beard look even more conspicuously masculine by contrast. I turned sideways. There was absolutely no disguising my shape. My belly was still there. My stocky shoulders were still there. My beard was still there. I was unmistakably a sixty-five-year-old man. But I was also wearing an extravagant pink satin outfit. And I rather liked the sight. I smoothed the satin over my stomach and laughed quietly. "Well, you're certainly not going to blend into the background today." I decided to wear it for my shift. When I walked out onto the shop floor, one of the other volunteers looked up from arranging a display. She paused. Then she smiled. "That's rather fabulous." "I found it in the donations." "You didn't put it on the rail?" "I thought I'd test it first." We both laughed. And that was that. The shop opened. Customers began arriving. I stood behind the till with my beard, chunky frame and very obvious beer belly wrapped in shimmering pink satin, and somehow it felt completely natural. The outfit swished around my ankles whenever I moved. The sleeves puffed dramatically whenever I reached for the scanner. And every time I leaned across the counter, the satin caught the overhead lights and produced a bright, unmistakable sheen. I noticed people looking. Nobody seemed particularly bothered. One woman smiled and said, "I love your blouse." "Thank you," I replied. "It's a charity-shop discovery." She laughed. "Of course it is." I carried on serving her. There was something wonderfully ordinary about the whole situation. The till beeped. Customers queued. Donations arrived. Someone asked where the handbags were. Someone else wanted Gift Aid information. And there I was, doing exactly what I normally did, except that I was doing it in head-to-toe pink satin. My reflection occasionally appeared in the glass beside the till. Every time I saw it, I smiled. The pink satin exaggerated everything about me rather than hiding it. My round belly gave the blouse a wonderfully full shape. My beard remained plainly visible beneath that enormous collar. My mature face looked completely at odds with the sugary pink fabric. And somehow that was precisely what I enjoyed. I wasn't trying to look twenty-five. I wasn't trying to pretend to be someone else. I was simply a sixty-five-year-old man who enjoyed crossdressing and happened to have discovered an absolutely glorious vintage-looking satin outfit in a donation bag. By the afternoon, I'd completely settled into it. A regular customer came to the till with several books. "You're looking very cheerful today." "I've discovered pink satin," I told him. He looked me up and down. "Clearly." We both laughed. When closing time finally arrived, I stood behind the till while the last customer left. The shop became quiet. I looked down at myself. Pink satin. Huge collar. Long skirt. Chunky mature body. Beer belly. Five-o'clock shadow. Sixty-five years old. I shook my head and smiled. I couldn't put it out on the racks for sale. I rang up the price and put the money in the till. What had started as a donation waiting to be sorted had become the outfit I'd worn for an entire shift. And as I carefully folded the satin that evening, I found myself wondering what other treasures might be hiding in tomorrow's donation bags.
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