Shadow Theater on White Wall
(Resident permit only)

Shadow Theater
On White Wall
Puppet life
Of a ghosty girl
Legs and shadow
Of breasts under dress
Light of Moon
Makes all shadows
Loose moving in mess
Night ends soon
Shadow's gone
Body s stiil
Soul's dead
I'm confused...

Permit holders
Only
For Cab
Am I Wanted
Or just not yet ...?

What is shadow
Cut off under Moon?
What is body
Of girl?
Am I
Doll?
Am I Puppet?
Has My Soul Gone?

I change colours
Of lipstick
And skirts...
Am I muppet
of Death and Rebirth?

Only Moon
Knows answers
Right
I am shadow
On walls in
The Night...

Swore I wasnt getting dressed today as so much to do but when I saw those 8 denier tights hanging over bedside chair couldnt resist, anyway went out back of my house to take waste to the bin and at same time doorbell rang. So resplendent in pink sliders with 3/4 length trousers I answered the door to Big amazon guy, he had a second look but good news my new garter belt and makeup have arrived, have a great day ladies (I will)

Love it, and yes, that's my bike!

Another tight bikini-I will need my own size 14 bikini

Pictures from out and about today weather a bit wet at times

I do like to get my big, fluffy jerseys on in the autumn!

What a day in Chesterfield... (Story)
Jamie got in touch with an offer I could not turn down..
He said he lived in Chesterfield which was not exactly next door but in this case I didn't care.
He said he was 25 and worked from home 3 days a week, his partner was at work 9 till 5 every day.. He said that he was not interested in anything himself but was happy to help with my training if I was interested, he said he would put on some Holdups and was already smooth as was his partner... He said unfortunately I can't stop work but he can move the desk and put some pillows down for me, he said you can just help yourself for as long as you want, he said he often has to do multiple sittings, he said you can suck all day if you wanted, although he said 3pm may be a safe time to finish, he said once I had had enough I could just show myself out as he would still be working...
How could I say no to that offer, I new I dropped my Wife off at work at 9 so could be at Jamie's at 10ish giving me upto 5 hours training...How perfect is that..
I grabbed some snacks and a pack up and off I went to Chesterfield..
I got there a little after 10 which was annoying as the traffic was worse than usual.
He let me in and we briefly chatted again before he had to go back to work..
We had chatted extensively before hand anyway.
I noticed he was wearing a dressing gown so I was guessing he was ready...
He lead me into his study, a small spare room, where I noticed he had pulled his desk away from the wall, into the centre of the room, I could also see a selection of Pillows lining the floor under the desk.
He was already sat down and was adjusting his dressing gown, I could only see a plain black t-shirt under his gown from this position..
He said, Help yourself and continue when you like, he pointed out the kitchen and living room and Bathroom so I could take a break at any point..
I put my bag down and got down onto the floor under the desk, luckily a good sized desk, there were even led lamps on the floor either side of the desk creating loads of light under the desk, I got down under the desk for my first look...
OMG... There was a 6" soft very smooth full head showing co ck, hanging there, he was spread nice and wide with his Black Holdups on as he said he would, he had sat right on the edge of his chair.. I could not wait any longer.
I got as close as I could and leaned and slid his **** head straight into my mouth, wetting his head with my tongue, I leant even further and sucked his full shaft into my mouth then slowly wetting it all fully untill I could slide my head up and down his shaft fully...
After a very short time he slowly grew bigger and hard, I'm glad he was sat upright to there was minimal tension on his shaft, a smooth fresh looking shaft now about 7", I was in heaven, I sucked merrily on his shaft and every now and then switching to sucking on his co ck head alone, sometimes fast short sucks and other times full length sucks, also switching from tight grip to very gentle sensual sucking, I just had enough room to use my hand for a short but swift **** to give my mouth a brief rest....
I can't tell you how pleasurable this was, I could here him typing away at his work and here I am Servicing his co ck for as long as I liked... It was everything I could have wanted ..
He could last too, it took me about 35 minutes before I noticed a few twitches, he shifted slightly, I sucked just the head of his co ck, waiting for my first reward, for the first time his keyboard went quiet and I heard a faint yes yes, then suddenly a huge jet of juice shot out to the back of my throat, I had to swallow mid flow as a second huge load was filling my mouth faster then I could swallow, luckily the third load was much smaller allowing me to mop up every last drop...
Wow how amazing I thought, a huge meal and all this Training for free..all day..
I crawled out from under the table and glanced up at him, he gave me a smile and nod of approval then was back on his keyboard.....
Look out for What a day in Chesterfield Part 2...
____________________
If you are local to Derby and can help with my Practice and Training like above then please get in touch.
I don't expect anything else in return as you are already letting me use your co ck.
All I ask is that you are Smooth Shaven with full head showing and are willing to wear Holdups Tights or Stockings. ( Which I could supply)
Oh and if you don't mind will you let me Swallow please... It's part of the training.
If you married or with someone I will keep it all quiet and as stated no Mess or Waste and of course No Evidence....

Bit of me

I did have Home alone fun yesterday, and a session I so enjoyed. Multiple toys, so much time with my biggest, even tried to get my can of Lynx spray to fit, but it was just a bit too big, for now, so I ordered a larger very ribbed dildo and big plug to make improvements, oh and 2 bottles of Lub. Well, a girl has to be kept occupied now winter is almost upon us. Going to be back in leggings and tights again soon as well. Winter does have is good points. I love to be out in my thick tights all the time when its cold, and Im walking in the mountains alone.

Omg I swear the ads are getting bigger and more invasive.... seems like the Devs don't actually give a shit about us....rant rant rant rant lololol.... I'm going to sleep now but I took some photos tonight.. I really hope you like them.. please try and leave comments because I absolutely love reading them...and it's really the only thing that gets some people talking to each other lolol honestly... I don't bite..." Or is that the problem?"....oooooer lolol.. goodnight/morning everyone..my beautiful family my gorgeous sister's I absolutely love you all you magnificent girls and admirers 🩷

This might bit a bit better to sleep in well with out the heels

Hi ladies, last week was not a good week, last year my sister succumbed to lung cancer after a hard battle and 2 years before that my mother lost her fight to lung cancer also it was hard for us to watch them slowly lose the battle, what I'm saying is thank you all for being here
That's the mushy bit over I will be back to normal soon

A bit of a fun video... I absolutely love this dress it's so clingy and soft... hope you like it, have fun today sisters... love you absolutely to bits

A very big sorry to everyone I've been chatting with. The past few days have been very hard due til illness and other factors in life. I hope you all stay safe and well.
You all have my love, and fingers crossed ill be back soon xxx

Who's gonna tame this lesbian with a male body?

Dressed from the sublime to the ridiculous. The Flip Side Of The Rainbow.
Up above the streets and houses
Rainbow climbing high (Rainbow)
Everyone can see it smiling
(Rainbow) Over the sky. Paint the whole world with a rainbow.

Need to try again-size 14/into a size 10 bikini is a bit tight

Swimwear on bit windy so just sitting on caravan decking

Interview Failure...

Your suite's too short.
Why did not come in tights?
You are too old
You have no rights
Your bag's too big
Your trausers's too wide
You ride in tube
In nights
Your are not right...

Good evening everyone. Back home again and that weekend is just one bite away. Fancy a chat, I'm sat waiting

Anyone else ever get that moment where you've got a whole morning to yourself to dress safely and privately, enjoy the time being your girly self...and then it just feels a bit flat? Maybe I was anticipating it a bit too much today.

Shaved today & did my eyebrows a little bit. Actually have my hair down today

Night Bird

I pass the window
In the night
That hides
Your secret life
I am not jealous.
May I
Forget all
Pleasant Past
I stay a little
Look
And dream
Of talks
That were through
Night.
Two shadows
In the room
I leave.
I never liked
Your wife.
You choose
Yourself
Another girl
Another
Tender lips
Or maybe not
And you're alone
But no
I better leave...

Night Bird ...

Any mature, verse, Essex, bi CDs on. Pm open for chats and fun x

Hertfordshire is a big place, surely i cant be the only one on here

Good evening everyone. Hope you're having a good week. Tuesday has been a bit meh for me so hoping there's someone to brighten my day for a change

My body, my clothes. But I asked AI to make me a bit prettier. What do you think?

A nice short latex skater skirt x I did a bit of ASMR video but this site has a crap video setup x
#latex #skirt #stockings #suspenders

hopefully this back stabbing and the two faced people who were slagging me has stopped now and i hope the person who trolled me gets help cos the majotiy of you need it

Probably the last photos unless I take some more laters.... loving all your absolutely beautiful flattering comments and loving all of you to bits... stay beautiful and happy sisters and boys...

Monday morning and spending a little bit of time with the dress

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Bedtime - Pride march and a birthday party to attend tomorrow, separated by frantic search for a birthday present! Night lovelies (and the 'orrible folk like me) xxx

What a day in Chesterfield... (Story)
Jamie got in touch with an offer I could not turn down..
He said he lived in Chesterfield which was not exactly next door but in this case I didn't care.
He said he was 25 and worked from home 3 days a week, his partner was at work 9 till 5 every day.. He said that he was not interested in anything himself but was happy to help with my training if I was interested, he said he would put on some Holdups and was already smooth as was his partner... He said unfortunately I can't stop work but he can move the desk and put some pillows down for me, he said you can just help yourself for as long as you want, he said he often has to do multiple sittings, he said you can suck all day if you wanted, although he said 3pm may be a safe time to finish, he said once I had had enough I could just show myself out as he would still be working...
How could I say no to that offer, I new I dropped my Wife off at work at 9 so could be at Jamie's at 10ish giving me upto 5 hours training...How perfect is that..
I grabbed some snacks and a pack up and off I went to Chesterfield..
I got there a little after 10 which was annoying as the traffic was worse than usual.
He let me in and we briefly chatted again before he had to go back to work..
We had chatted extensively before hand anyway.
I noticed he was wearing a dressing gown so I was guessing he was ready...
He lead me into his study, a small spare room, where I noticed he had pulled his desk away from the wall, into the centre of the room, I could also see a selection of Pillows lining the floor under the desk.
He was already sat down and was adjusting his dressing gown, I could only see a plain black t-shirt under his gown from this position..
He said, Help yourself and continue when you like, he pointed out the kitchen and living room and Bathroom so I could take a break at any point..
I put my bag down and got down onto the floor under the desk, luckily a good sized desk, there were even led lamps on the floor either side of the desk creating loads of light under the desk, I got down under the desk for my first look...
OMG... There was a 6" soft very smooth full head showing co ck, hanging there, he was spread nice and wide with his Black Holdups on as he said he would, he had sat right on the edge of his chair.. I could not wait any longer.
I got as close as I could and leaned and slid his **** head straight into my mouth, wetting his head with my tongue, I leant even further and sucked his full shaft into my mouth then slowly wetting it all fully untill I could slide my head up and down his shaft fully...
After a very short time he slowly grew bigger and hard, I'm glad he was sat upright to there was minimal tension on his shaft, a smooth fresh looking shaft now about 7", I was in heaven, I sucked merrily on his shaft and every now and then switching to sucking on his co ck head alone, sometimes fast short sucks and other times full length sucks, also switching from tight grip to very gentle sensual sucking, I just had enough room to use my hand for a short but swift **** to give my mouth a brief rest....
I can't tell you how pleasurable this was, I could here him typing away at his work and here I am Servicing his co ck for as long as I liked... It was everything I could have wanted ..
He could last too, it took me about 35 minutes before I noticed a few twitches, he shifted slightly, I sucked just the head of his co ck, waiting for my first reward, for the first time his keyboard went quiet and I heard a faint yes yes, then suddenly a huge jet of juice shot out to the back of my throat, I had to swallow mid flow as a second huge load was filling my mouth faster then I could swallow, luckily the third load was much smaller allowing me to mop up every last drop...
Wow how amazing I thought, a huge meal and all this Training for free..all day..
I crawled out from under the table and glanced up at him, he gave me a smile and nod of approval then was back on his keyboard.....
Look out for What a day in Chesterfield Part 2...
____________________
If you are local to Derby and can help with my Practice and Training like above then please get in touch.
I don't expect anything else in return as you are already letting me use your co ck.
All I ask is that you are Smooth Shaven with full head showing and are willing to wear Holdups Tights or Stockings. ( Which I could supply)
Oh and if you don't mind will you let me Swallow please... It's part of the training.
If you married or with someone I will keep it all quiet and as stated no Mess or Waste and of course No Evidence....

Test

My Soul trapped
Between the wall
And prohibition sign
Is wondering
Where to go...
To that in tunnel
Light???

What if it is
Just a light of lamp
Or car
Or lit for pray...?
What if
it is just in my mind
That I should not obey...

My body trapped
By estrogen
With tiny frenchy breasts
That are so sensitive
To touch
Despite I am still dressed

My legs a trapped
In heels and tights
The only way to move
Into the tunnel
With no lights
To live
To stay in mood.

Don't touch me
I am not a Doll -
Fist Aiders
Freindly toy
My heart
Is cold
It bits with joy
With Joy of getting old
Make up
Or lipstic
Just old shoes
Old bag
And no return

I am still trapped
I am confused
By time
That passed
That's gone

Gone so unstoppable
So wrong
But who could
Change its course?
If I was young
Again
I'd choose
My estrogen
To fall?
To stay as cold
As I could be
Not waisting
Tears
Hearts...
My tiny breasts
Nobody'd seen
Why that become a must?
Why I was hiding
From my Love
Why feared
To crash
..?
No trusting
Hiding hands in gloves
And lips from kisses taste.
Why I am different
From girls
Who felt
Being pregnant fast
They never wanted
Have a kid
I dreamt
And I was last..

Last in the order
Waiting list?
High estrogen
Served first...
My heart is broken
That Love
True Love
Nobody
Was...
Was ever interested
Meet
Misled by estrogen.
My heart was never
Cold indeed..

You've failed test
My test...

One off my biggest fantasy is to find a cd who lives locally to me winchester and Southampton area to become good friends go out for a drink crossdress together sometimes and chat to.

Bedtime, sleep tight and don't let the bed bugs bite, sweet dreams sissies and crossdressers......zzzzzzz

Lets get something straight here jacquicomberley knows nothing about me or my life i dont even know this person and rachel wilson and adniCD are two faced people believing crap from this person who deosnt know me at all and rachel willson i dont need professional help love im perfectly fine and andicd you dont know me so stop your bikcering and your sladnring and bull and fasle assumptions about m when you know nothing about me at all and neither does this strange person who likes harassing people jacquicombrley who has attackeed others on here as i have been told by many as they know nothing about me or my life at all so i suggest the hypocrites on here listening to her garbage speak tothe organ grindr not the monkey

Dream Flights

Long Dream

I jump
Long jump
In dreams
In nights
White wall
Of disbelief
Will I just land
Upon sunrise?
Or be with
Air still
Why I was flying
In my dream?
What
Kind of bird
I was
Black Bird
That cries
Redeem
Redeem
Of everything
Was lost...?
Why
I am hitting
Always wall
Why it is white
At Night?
Is it too much
Be bird
For girl
And loose
The earthy touch...?
What if white wall
All sudden falls
To steal my shadow
Shape...?
What if my shadow
Of the girl
Have lost
Its sense and place?
...
What is my shadow?
Penis
Snake
Or hand of sinking girl?
Why I am flying
To white wall?
How big ?
Am I night owl?

i guess not with all the back stabbing on this app im not surprised you slag each other off and tell me to kill my self

i will not be continuine my transition as i dont want to be a single ugly fet trans woman for the rest of my life and be used as a sex doll and **** toy for me n on here and in birmimgham

Doesn't anybody ever just say hello to each other even if they haven't posted anything for a while?.... just finished sorting these pics out " there's quite a few" lol.... I thought I'd add a bit of fun.. and yes.. I would totally wear this outfit going outside lolol I think it's great.... hope you all like it... you're all really really special to me and I love you all to bits.. your simply the best 🩷

I’m about for a bit tonight. Check my profile, born in 84 and open to chat so drop me a message.

Some of us on here make a lot of effort and time to look feminine, so when i see a pic of you in your lingerie and you have a beard i will rip you to bits, posting constant pics of just your legs is boring, may I suggest you try posting from the neck down instead, or post your self in a wig even if you doubt you look convincing, you will get my respect if you did, and dont get me started on the dick pics, again i will tear you apart and ridicule you, I'm taking no prisoners from now on

All this bickering about me and making me out to be the bad guy which i am not. none of you know my life or what i got through each day or how i feel when i am on my own but telling me to kill myself shows what supportive community this is. if you were in my shoes carrying a lot or pain and hurt and that my family have passed and i need my grandma right now but shes no longer here and if you knew what was inside my head you'd all run for the hills. kindly stop this bickering

You can't be a bitch to people and then complain and play the victim you know who you are and this isn’t a airport no need to announce your departure mam

rude people on here rubbing thieer relationships in my face for no reason at all just becasue birmimgham ruined my life and i cant geet a relationship

This is so true.

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Thought I'd share the picture that started my love of crossdressing when i was 21. I know the combination of bra panties doesn't work but i just felt so good.