To all Fem girls, ON THE SUBJECT OF FEMME uNDERWEAR! We all wear them, the question is what type and why? The range is huge From Passion Killers ti G Strings. Would you please share your thoughts?

A Trip to West Bridgeford (Story)

John got in touch from Nottingham, he was put onto me by someone else, he said he fit my criteria and wanted to know if I was prepared to go round...
Well as well as the obligatory photo and usual chat and questions, there was the curiosity about who put him onto me too.
He lived alone so his place was perfect...
I went straight over from dropping the wife off at work, I got there just after 10am as the traffic between Derby and Nottingham is often terrible.
He let me in, the first couple of things I noticed was that he was tall and skinny and somewhat younger than me at 40..
He took me through to the living room and we chatted for 20 minutes or so..
He was already in a very long robe, and I could see he had Nylons on his feet, Fishnets I think.
I said, what was it he wanted me to do for my training help... He put a cushion off the sofa onto the floor about 3' foot away from the sofa and asked me to lie down with my head on it... Which I did..
He dropped his robe, revealing such long legs and the longest pair of Fishnet Stocking Tights I've seen so far, no knickers...
The sight was impressive to say the least, he was freshly shaven and hung about 6" soft...
He stood over me facing behind me, he then got on the floor on all fours in the reverse 69, a knee each side of my head, me now looking up at his belly button and co ck which was closer now...
He then rested his arms on the sofa, he then spread his legs until his co ck was just in my mouth, he grabbed his phone and said help yourself..
I did not need to be asked twice, I capped his co ck head with my mouth, sucking it into my mouth stretching it while it was still soft, by the time it was fully wet it was hard and now about 4" in my mouth without moving, now every suck forward made it touch the back of my throat, absolutely perfect practice, that little choking gag on every thrust is exactly what you need to get used to it.
After about 10 minutes sucking my neck was starting to ache, so the only thing I could do to help was to hold onto his ass while sucking, this helped quite a lot and he did not seem to mind, it was very intense and quite hard work, but worth every moment , this smooth fresh hard co ck sliding in and out of my mouth now almost half an hour...
Finally I felt a faint twitch, then a minute later another twitch, another minutes and I heard him moan very quietly, I tried to speed up and his moaning got louder, suddenly I felt heavy twitching then his co ck pulsated as he pumped a huge load straight down my throat, I swallowed as fast as I could as his co ck pumped a second load in, I swallow again and again....
After every drop was cleaned up he let me up...
I thanked him so much for letting me Train, I said could I stay for more training or have you had enough...
I was so happy when he said yes that would be fine, we waited about an hour when we started again, this time he sat normally with his phone, spread and relaxed.. it took me a good hour to get my next Feed, Not as much but just as Tasty... It was superb training...
I do hope he gets in touch again soon...
If your fairly local and can help.
My Criteria is.....
Smooth shaven co ck and Sacks
Full Head showing
Willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups
Get in touch smoothandveryjuicy@yahoo.co.uk

My Sissy outfit seems a popular choice xxx

(A Deal Made) Story

Paul who is a CD under a different name got in touch and said he was interested in having me round to have some fun and practice with a CD for the first time, But he said there is a slight issue, he went on to say that he was slightly large and quite hairy which he new was not good.. He also sent me the usual Co CK pictures as seems to be the normal thing lol
Anyway, annoyingly his co CK was very nice about 6" the same as me but thicker and the skin as ll the way back just how I like it, which was very frustrating as I'm not going near that all Hairy, so what to do.
I sent a proposal to Paul of my Conditions which allow him the opertunity to learn and possibly enjoy me at the same time, I was firm but he has the option to say no
He can choose what I wear or don't wear, he can play with his hands on me, if he wants to suck me then once started he must finish and most importantly no mess or waste, now the final thing was for his benefit if he chooses to, If after he has fed from me 3 times, I will allow him to Fu CK my Ass Pus sy in any position he likes...
Why 3 times you may ask, well it's all about commitment to his CD, showing he will work to get his pleasure learning his self control with Oral Skills in a Clean, Respectful and Submissive way, not questioning anything, at the end getting what he wants and needs..
I left the decision with him and to my suprise he was still very keen, I said did he want this over 3 different visits or just one longer 3hr visit, I did warn him he will be working much harder on a single long visit, but he said one visit was much better for him to organise so a date was set......
I dropped my wife off at 9am and left for Doncaster, I arrived just after 10:20am that gives me at least 3hrs possibly 4 if needed.
Paul let me in and we had a good chat and look through my bag of goodies, he grabbed my Cheerleader outfit with Black Stockings Tights and matching Red Stilettos, I grabbed my sheer Thong and he was happy for me to get ready, which I did, I put on a mask and Wig to help him get used to me.
We re-capped my rules and he was happy with that.
I stood in front of him and let him fondle me all over, which he seemed to enjoy, squeezing my Ass seemed popular with him and rubbing hands up and down my legs, he stood behind me and ran his hands down my chest to the top of my legs then reached with his right hand and played with my Co CK, which was starting to get hard now, this was making him even more excited, he turned me round and slipped my co CK out of my thong, it was inches away from his face, he looked up at me, I said are you sure this is what you want, he just lent forward and slid my co CK into his mouth.
He paused and said, I really need your Ass, I just smiled and said you know what you need to do.
He continued sucking, up and down my shaft, gaining more confidence and skills the more he sucked, I could tell he was learning from my reactions, which is great, saves me having to keep telling what to do.
He asked me to sit on the bed edge and lie back, he said can you hold your knees apart, so I spread my legs and held my knees, he got down on his knees and realised my coc k will bend all the way forward to allow him to continue sucking, it was rock hard in this position, he went for it big time, sucking as hard as he could, I'm surprised I lasted another several minutes at this pace, he knew I was getting close, I sat up keeping my legs Spread watching him carefully as I started to moan, I could not hold it any longer and Shot my load of juice into his mouth, he paused momenterrily looking at me then Swallowed it all down, I said that was really good well done, needless to say over the next 2 hours he made sure he got his next 2 Feeds which he did and very well too.It was my turn now, so after popping to the bathroom and using my Dousch then getting cleaned up I went back and asked him how he wanted me.
He said can I lie on the bed on my front with my legs closed and Straight, I handed him the lube which he used on himself, he got on top and Slid his thick coc k deep into my Ass, he was really enjoying thrusting deep into me and out again, then back in, unfortunately for him the enjoyment was too much and after a few minutes and lots of moaning he paused and pushed as deep as he could, I could feel his warm juice fill my Ass..
I said that felt great, you did really well today.
We settled and cleaned up and he was very keen to meet up again asap.....

If you are local and want to help..
Then get in touch.

To Whom It May Concern,

PLEASE before coming to my DM to shit talk me and leave your judgemental questions asking what I'm doing on the Crossdressing site, I would like you to kindly take out time to carefully read and understand the "about me" section of my profile that's of course if you can READ. I respect all individuals and i would appreciate the same energy.

(You may be very Nervous)
It's perfectly normal to be very nervous when you have invited someone you don't know round to your house to do things that your wife does not know about.
Anyone would be nervous, I would be worried if your weren't, not just the fact you may not have done anything like this before but also you may not have done anything behind your wife's back before either, but let me say this, you will only be nervous for a few minutes after I start and you will soon forget about nerves and just really enjoy the moment..
Just remember anything I do will always stay between me and you, your Wife or Partner, in fact no one will find out at all...
I will leave No Mess or Waste, I will Swallow all the evidence... (This is NOT optional)
So you have invited me over after we had fully chatted about whet I wanted and what you need to do....
Just a reminder to the readers, this is what I expect from you.
Smooth and Shaved Co ck and Sacks (minimum).
Prefer Full Co ck Head Showing.
You must be prepared to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups... (I can Supply these)
That's it, not much to ask, and it would be well worth it for both of us....
So you have put on a pair of my Holdups and sat yourself down, Nervously you spread your legs, your co ck small and limp because of Nerves.. I them them all tiny and large..ISH
I grab a cushion off the sofa and put it on the floor between your legs and kneel in front of you, I lean forward and cup your sacks and co ck in my mouth fully, playing with your co ck with my tongue, your co ck starts to harden, so I play even more with my tongue, eventually your co ck reaches the back of my throat so I drop onto your co ck, sliding up and down your shaft, feeling it get harder and harder, your nerves almost gone now, leaving just guilt because of your wife ..
I slide up and down your hard co ck, now about 6" the same as my own, I put my lips just behind your co ck head, and suck the loose skin back 2" or so nice and fast, never letting your co ck out of my mouth.
Up and down, you start moving down the chair as if getting closer to me as the throbbing starts and the moaning begins, you want to grab my head which is fine, you want to use me as your Fu ck toy, which you will, but this time it was too much too quick and you moan loudly as you shoot your load into my mouth, I swallow it down but you treat me to a second helping filling my mouth again, I happily swallow again, I keep sucking your shaft untill every drop had gone and your Clean and No Mess....
As always I offer to stay for another helping if you want, but guilt may have built up so I leave this time...
But over time you accept my terms and use me as your toy, now often staying for Three helpings before you are fully satisfied..
If you are local to Derby and want me to visit on the above terms...Please get in touch soon xx
Any Questions please ask .
smoothandveryjuicy@yahoo.co.uk
You can email me your sample pics, you can discuss What you would like, if it's not the same as above. We can often find a solution.
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My Sissy outfit seems a popular choice xxx

(A Deal Made) Story

Paul who is a CD under a different name got in touch and said he was interested in having me round to have some fun and practice with a CD for the first time, But he said there is a slight issue, he went on to say that he was slightly large and quite hairy which he new was not good.. He also sent me the usual Co CK pictures as seems to be the normal thing lol
Anyway, annoyingly his co CK was very nice about 6" the same as me but thicker and the skin as ll the way back just how I like it, which was very frustrating as I'm not going near that all Hairy, so what to do.
I sent a proposal to Paul of my Conditions which allow him the opertunity to learn and possibly enjoy me at the same time, I was firm but he has the option to say no
He can choose what I wear or don't wear, he can play with his hands on me, if he wants to suck me then once started he must finish and most importantly no mess or waste, now the final thing was for his benefit if he chooses to, If after he has fed from me 3 times, I will allow him to Fu CK my Ass Pus sy in any position he likes...
Why 3 times you may ask, well it's all about commitment to his CD, showing he will work to get his pleasure learning his self control with Oral Skills in a Clean, Respectful and Submissive way, not questioning anything, at the end getting what he wants and needs..
I left the decision with him and to my suprise he was still very keen, I said did he want this over 3 different visits or just one longer 3hr visit, I did warn him he will be working much harder on a single long visit, but he said one visit was much better for him to organise so a date was set......
I dropped my wife off at 9am and left for Doncaster, I arrived just after 10:20am that gives me at least 3hrs possibly 4 if needed.
Paul let me in and we had a good chat and look through my bag of goodies, he grabbed my Cheerleader outfit with Black Stockings Tights and matching Red Stilettos, I grabbed my sheer Thong and he was happy for me to get ready, which I did, I put on a mask and Wig to help him get used to me.
We re-capped my rules and he was happy with that.
I stood in front of him and let him fondle me all over, which he seemed to enjoy, squeezing my Ass seemed popular with him and rubbing hands up and down my legs, he stood behind me and ran his hands down my chest to the top of my legs then reached with his right hand and played with my Co CK, which was starting to get hard now, this was making him even more excited, he turned me round and slipped my co CK out of my thong, it was inches away from his face, he looked up at me, I said are you sure this is what you want, he just lent forward and slid my co CK into his mouth.
He paused and said, I really need your Ass, I just smiled and said you know what you need to do.
He continued sucking, up and down my shaft, gaining more confidence and skills the more he sucked, I could tell he was learning from my reactions, which is great, saves me having to keep telling what to do.
He asked me to sit on the bed edge and lie back, he said can you hold your knees apart, so I spread my legs and held my knees, he got down on his knees and realised my coc k will bend all the way forward to allow him to continue sucking, it was rock hard in this position, he went for it big time, sucking as hard as he could, I'm surprised I lasted another several minutes at this pace, he knew I was getting close, I sat up keeping my legs Spread watching him carefully as I started to moan, I could not hold it any longer and Shot my load of juice into his mouth, he paused momenterrily looking at me then Swallowed it all down, I said that was really good well done, needless to say over the next 2 hours he made sure he got his next 2 Feeds which he did and very well too.It was my turn now, so after popping to the bathroom and using my Dousch then getting cleaned up I went back and asked him how he wanted me.
He said can I lie on the bed on my front with my legs closed and Straight, I handed him the lube which he used on himself, he got on top and Slid his thick coc k deep into my Ass, he was really enjoying thrusting deep into me and out again, then back in, unfortunately for him the enjoyment was too much and after a few minutes and lots of moaning he paused and pushed as deep as he could, I could feel his warm juice fill my Ass..
I said that felt great, you did really well today.
We settled and cleaned up and he was very keen to meet up again asap.....

Want photo sets....just ask xx

(Story)
(A Trip to West Bridgeford)

John got in touch from Nottingham, he was put onto me by someone else, he said he fit my criteria and wanted to know if I was prepared to go round...
Well as well as the obligatory photo and usual chat and questions, there was the curiosity about who put him onto me too.
He lived alone so his place was perfect...
I went straight over from dropping the wife off at work, I got there just after 10am as the traffic between Derby and Nottingham is often terrible.
He let me in, the first couple of things I noticed was that he was tall and skinny and somewhat younger than me at 40..
He took me through to the living room and we chatted for 20 minutes or so..
He was already in a very long robe, and I could see he had Nylons on his feet, Fishnets I think.
I said, what was it he wanted me to do for my training help... He put a cushion off the sofa onto the floor about 3' foot away from the sofa and asked me to lie down with my head on it... Which I did..
He dropped his robe, revealing such long legs and the longest pair of Fishnet Stocking Tights I've seen so far, no knickers...
The sight was impressive to say the least, he was freshly shaven and hung about 6" soft...
He stood over me facing behind me, he then got on the floor on all fours in the reverse 69, a knee each side of my head, me now looking up at his belly button and co ck which was closer now...
He then rested his arms on the sofa, he then spread his legs until his co ck was just in my mouth, he grabbed his phone and said help yourself..
I did not need to be asked twice, I capped his co ck head with my mouth, sucking it into my mouth stretching it while it was still soft, by the time it was fully wet it was hard and now about 4" in my mouth without moving, now every suck forward made it touch the back of my throat, absolutely perfect practice, that little choking gag on every thrust is exactly what you need to get used to it.
After about 10 minutes sucking my neck was starting to ache, so the only thing I could do to help was to hold onto his ass while sucking, this helped quite a lot and he did not seem to mind, it was very intense and quite hard work, but worth every moment m, this smooth fresh hard co ck sliding in and out of my mouth now almost half an hour...
Finally I felt a faint twitch, then a minute later another twitch, another minutes and I heard him moan very quietly, I tried to speed up and his moaning got louder, suddenly I felt heavy twitching then his co ck pulsated as he pumped a huge load straight down my throat, I swallowed as fast as I could as his co ck pumped a second load in, I swallow again and again....
After every drop was cleaned up he let me up...
I thanked him so much for letting me Train, I said could I stay for more training or have you had enough...
I was so happy when he said yes that would be fine, we waited about an hour when we started again, this time he sat normally with his phone, spread and relaxed.. it took me a good hour to get my next Feed... It was superb training...
I do hope he gets in touch again soon...
If your fairly local and can help.
My Criteria is.....
Smooth shaven co ck and Sacks
Full Head showing
Willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups
Get in touch smoothandveryjuicy@yahoo.co.uk

(Story)
(A Trip to West Bridgeford)

John got in touch from Nottingham, he was put onto me by someone else, he said he fit my criteria and wanted to know if I was prepared to go round...
Well as well as the obligatory photo and usual chat and questions, there was the curiosity about who put him onto me too.
He lived alone so his place was perfect...
I went straight over from dropping the wife off at work, I got there just after 10am as the traffic between Derby and Nottingham is often terrible.
He let me in, the first couple of things I noticed was that he was tall and skinny and somewhat younger than me at 40..
He took me through to the living room and we chatted for 20 minutes or so..
He was already in a very long robe, and I could see he had Nylons on his feet, Fishnets I think.
I said, what was it he wanted me to do for my training help... He put a cushion off the sofa onto the floor about 3' foot away from the sofa and asked me to lie down with my head on it... Which I did..
He dropped his robe, revealing such long legs and the longest pair of Fishnet Stocking Tights I've seen so far, no knickers...
The sight was impressive to say the least, he was freshly shaven and hung about 6" soft...
He stood over me facing behind me, he then got on the floor on all fours in the reverse 69, a knee each side of my head, me now looking up at his belly button and co ck which was closer now...
He then rested his arms on the sofa, he then spread his legs until his co ck was just in my mouth, he grabbed his phone and said help yourself..
I did not need to be asked twice, I capped his co ck head with my mouth, sucking it into my mouth stretching it while it was still soft, by the time it was fully wet it was hard and now about 4" in my mouth without moving, now every suck forward made it touch the back of my throat, absolutely perfect practice, that little choking gag on every thrust is exactly what you need to get used to it.
After about 10 minutes sucking my neck was starting to ache, so the only thing I could do to help was to hold onto his ass while sucking, this helped quite a lot and he did not seem to mind, it was very intense and quite hard work, but worth every moment m, this smooth fresh hard co ck sliding in and out of my mouth now almost half an hour...
Finally I felt a faint twitch, then a minute later another twitch, another minutes and I heard him moan very quietly, I tried to speed up and his moaning got louder, suddenly I felt heavy twitching then his co ck pulsated as he pumped a huge load straight down my throat, I swallowed as fast as I could as his co ck pumped a second load in, I swallow again and again....
After every drop was cleaned up he let me up...
I thanked him so much for letting me Train, I said could I stay for more training or have you had enough...
I was so happy when he said yes that would be fine, we waited about an hour when we started again, this time he sat normally with his phone, spread and relaxed.. it took me a good hour to get my next Feed... It was superb training...
I do hope he gets in touch again soon...
If your fairly local and can help.
My Criteria is.....
Smooth shaven co ck and Sacks
Full Head showing
Willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups
Get in touch smoothandveryjuicy@yahoo.co.uk

(A Trip to West Bridgeford)

John got in touch from Nottingham, he was put onto me by someone else, he said he fit my criteria and wanted to know if I was prepared to go round...
Well as well as the obligatory photo and usual chat and questions, there was the curiosity about who put him onto me too.
He lived alone so his place was perfect...
I went straight over from dropping the wife off at work, I got there just after 10am as the traffic between Derby and Nottingham is often terrible.
He let me in, the first couple of things I noticed was that he was tall and skinny and somewhat younger than me at 40..
He took me through to the living room and we chatted for 20 minutes or so..
He was already in a very long robe, and I could see he had Nylons on his feet, Fishnets I think.
I said, what was it he wanted me to do for my training help... He put a cushion off the sofa onto the floor about 3' foot away from the sofa and asked me to lie down with my head on it... Which I did..
He dropped his robe, revealing such long legs and the longest pair of Fishnet Stocking Tights I've seen so far, no knickers...
The sight was impressive to say the least, he was freshly shaven and hung about 6" soft...
He stood over me facing behind me, he then got on the floor on all fours in the reverse 69, a knee each side of my head, me now looking up at his belly button and co ck which was closer now...
He then rested his arms on the sofa, he then spread his legs until his co ck was just in my mouth, he grabbed his phone and said help yourself..
I did not need to be asked twice, I capped his co ck head with my mouth, sucking it into my mouth stretching it while it was still soft, by the time it was fully wet it was hard and now about 4" in my mouth without moving, now every suck forward made it touch the back of my throat, absolutely perfect practice, that little choking gag on every thrust is exactly what you need to get used to it.
After about 10 minutes sucking my neck was starting to ache, so the only thing I could do to help was to hold onto his ass while sucking, this helped quite a lot and he did not seem to mind, it was very intense and quite hard work, but worth every moment m, this smooth fresh hard co ck sliding in and out of my mouth now almost half an hour...
Finally I felt a faint twitch, then a minute later another twitch, another minutes and I heard him moan very quietly, I tried to speed up and his moaning got louder, suddenly I felt heavy twitching then his co ck pulsated as he pumped a huge load straight down my throat, I swallowed as fast as I could as his co ck pumped a second load in, I swallow again and again....
After every drop was cleaned up he let me up...
I thanked him so much for letting me Train, I said could I stay for more training or have you had enough...
I was so happy when he said yes that would be fine, we waited about an hour when we started again, this time he sat normally with his phone, spread and relaxed.. it took me a good hour to get my next Feed... It was superb training...
I do hope he gets in touch again soon...
If your fairly local and can help.
My Criteria is.....
Smooth shaven co ck and Sacks
Full Head showing
Willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups
Get in touch smoothandveryjuicy@yahoo.co.uk

Good morning everyone. Hope you're having a lovely day and the sun is shining down on you. Time for another BIG QUESTION! But remember, it's just for FUN!

If you had a choice, and reincarnation was real, what would you choose to come back as?

Good evening my lovelies. IT'S FRIDAY! And let's start the weekend with a little question. Remember it's JUST FOR FUN!

What would you rather do with your evening tonight if you were dressed.....

To dress
Or not
To dress
Question
Want a dress

Good evening my excellent friends. Time for another question for you all I think. What was the first piece of femininity you absolutely couldn't resist and started your journey exploring the softer side of your nature.....

I just love the marks of lipstick on a glass then you dressup. It feels to me so femine, couse you leave femine signs.
P.S. i did got in trouble for leaving lipstick marks on glases, cigaret filters... that allways raise a question with whom you were with!! Boy if they knew the truth

Question For
Cd admirers / appreciaters
What attracts you to Cd admiring.

Good morning all, though by the time I finish this it might be afternoon. Another question for you....

And remember this is just for fun!

When you wear lingerie, do you...

The morning began with a question that, on the face of it, was utterly trivial.

I stood in my bedroom, a sixty five year old widower who had long ago discovered that life could become surprisingly interesting when you stopped worrying quite so much about what other people thought. Across the bed lay two nightgowns.

One was pink, soft and playful. The other was black satin elegant, glossy and just a little dramatic. Beside them were the headscarves that completed each outfit.

eBay had informed me that the postman was due that morning with my latest purchase.

Normally, that wouldn't have required a second thought. I would have thrown on whatever clothes were nearest, opened the door, collected the post and carried on with my day.

But I am a crossdresser, and over the years I had learned that choosing what to wear could sometimes be part of the pleasure itself. Since becoming widowed, those little private rituals had become even more important to me. There was nobody to impress and nobody to answer to. My clothes were simply one of the ways I expressed myself.

That morning, however, I couldn't decide.

So I asked Grok a rather more important question than it probably deserved.

Should I wear the black satin nightgown and headscarf to greet the postman, or should I wear the pink?

The answer came back quickly.

Black.

Grok's reasoning was surprisingly convincing. Black satin, it suggested, looked intentional and put together. Pink was softer and perhaps a little more playful, whereas the black gave the impression that I had actually chosen my outfit rather than simply wandered downstairs half asleep.

The satin would catch the morning light, while the headscarf would bring everything together.

I stared at the black nightgown.

"Well," I said aloud, "apparently we're going for elegant this morning."

I slipped it on.

The satin settled against me with that familiar coolness I loved, and I carefully tied the headscarf around my hair. Then I stood in front of the mirror.

Grok had a point.

There was something wonderfully satisfying about the combination. I didn't look as though I had spent hours getting ready, but neither did I look as though I had forgotten that the outside world existed.

I smiled at my reflection.

"Sixty five," I murmured. "Widowed, retired from worrying about everybody else's opinions, and apparently dressed in black satin to answer the front door."

I laughed to myself.

Then I went downstairs and prepared a pot of tea.

There was something faintly ridiculous about the situation. Here I was, dressed in a glossy black satin nightgown and headscarf, standing in my kitchen listening for the sound of a postal van.

Eventually, I heard it.

The familiar rumble outside was followed by footsteps approaching the front door.

For one brief moment, I wondered whether I'd made the wrong decision.

Perhaps pink would have been less conspicuous.

Perhaps black satin was a little too theatrical for an encounter that would probably last fifteen seconds.

Then came the knock.

I took a breath.

"Normal morning energy," I reminded myself.

I opened the door.

"Morning," the postman said.

"Morning."

He handed me the letters.

"Thanks."

"No problem. Have a good day."

"You too."

And that was it.

The door closed.

I stood there for a moment, looking down at the envelopes in my hand.

The great sartorial crisis was over.

Nobody had fainted. Nobody had called the fashion police. The earth had continued turning.

I burst out laughing.

All that deliberation over black versus pink, and the entire encounter had lasted barely half a minute.

But perhaps that was precisely the point.

At sixty five, after losing my wife and finding myself living a life that was quieter and more private than the one I had once imagined, I had come to appreciate the little decisions.

Sometimes they mattered precisely because they were mine to make.

There was no great occasion. No audience. No requirement that I dress one way rather than another. I wasn't trying to make a statement to anyone.

I simply wanted to wear the black satin.

So I did.

I carried my tea into the sitting room, still smiling.

My late wife had always known that there was a slightly eccentric streak in me. She had seen sides of me that I had once been afraid to show the rest of the world. Since her death, learning to live honestly with myself had become one of the unexpected journeys of widowhood.

Being a crossdresser wasn't something I needed to apologise for.

It was simply part of me.

And on that quiet morning, standing in my sitting room with my tea, my letters and the soft rustle of satin whenever I moved, I felt strangely content.

"Grok," I thought, smiling to myself, "you were right."

The black had been the stronger choice.

And, for once, I was quite happy to take the advice of an artificial intelligence on matters of morning fashion.

Whilst its sunny is a fantastic time to go out for the first time, get yourself some ladies sunglasses, they give you a bit of reassurance and extra comfort, Dress to blend in, I've had numerous chats with other 'ladies' that complain they had negative comments thrown at them cos they went to their local park looking like a prozzie, i know some of you can't go out, but if you can PLEASE try it, i planned everything for my first time out, when to go out, where to go, what to wear, and the buzz i got when i got home is amazing, very addictive I've been out and about now for 2 and a half years, never really had any negative comments or looks, any questions you may have stick em in the comments

Ladies i used to sell all this and a lot lot more but even though i am retired i still have a website www.nicebuttnaughty.co.uk as name suggests it is a whole lot of naughty. If you have questions feel free to ask

Was not sure about the way this outfit would look, the blouse is questionable ? But the leggings are very tight and feel sexy

Had a lovely day yesterday just reading my book in the sunshine! Simple pleasures. Even had to answer a couple of questions from some tourist. How do others feel about speaking in public I just talked softly any tips!?.

(A New CD Deal Made)

Paul who is a CD under a different name got in touch and said he was interested in having me round to have some fun and practice with a CD for the first time, But he said there is a slight issue, he went on to say that he was slightly large and quite hairy which he new was not good.. He also sent me the usual Co CK pictures as seems to be the normal thing lol
Anyway, annoyingly his co CK was very nice about 6" the same as me but thicker and the skin as ll the way back just how I like it, which was very frustrating as I'm not going near that all Hairy, so what to do.
I sent a proposal to Paul of my Conditions which allow him the opertunity to learn and possibly enjoy me at the same time, I was firm but he has the option to say no
He can choose what I wear or don't wear, he can play with his hands on me, if he wants to suck me then once started he must finish and most importantly no mess or waste, now the final thing was for his benefit if he chooses to, If after he has fed from me 3 times, I will allow him to Fu CK my Ass Pus sy in any position he likes...
Why 3 times you may ask, well it's all about commitment to his CD, showing he will work to get his pleasure learning his self control with Oral Skills in a Clean, Respectful and Submissive way, not questioning anything, at the end getting what he wants and needs..
I left the decision with him and to my suprise he was still very keen, I said did he want this over 3 different visits or just one longer 3hr visit, I did warn him he will be working much harder on a single long visit, but he said one visit was much better for him to organise so a date was set......
I dropped my wife off at 9am and left for Doncaster, I arrived just after 10:20am that gives me at least 3hrs possibly 4 if needed.
Paul let me in and we had a good chat and look through my bag of goodies, he grabbed my Cheerleader outfit with Black Stockings Tights and matching Red Stilettos, I grabbed my sheer Thong and he was happy for me to get ready, which I did, I put on a mask and Wig to help him get used to me.
We re-capped my rules and he was happy with that.
I stood in front of him and let him fondle me all over, which he seemed to enjoy, squeezing my Ass seemed popular with him and rubbing hands up and down my legs, he stood behind me and ran his hands down my chest to the top of my legs then reached with his right hand and played with my Co CK, which was starting to get hard now, this was making him even more excited, he turned me round and slipped my co CK out of my thong, it was inches away from his face, he looked up at me, I said are you sure this is what you want, he just lent forward and slid my co CK into his mouth.
He paused and said, I really need your Ass, I just smiled and said you know what you need to do.
He continued sucking, up and down my shaft, gaining more confidence and skills the more he sucked, I could tell he was learning from my reactions, which is great, saves me having to keep telling what to do.
He asked me to sit on the bed edge and lie back, he said can you hold your knees apart, so I spread my legs and held my knees, he got down on his knees and realised my coc k will bend all the way forward to allow him to continue sucking, it was rock hard in this position, he went for it big time, sucking as hard as he could, I'm surprised I lasted another several minutes at this pace, he knew I was getting close, I sat up keeping my legs Spread watching him carefully as I started to moan, I could not hold it any longer and Shot my load of juice into his mouth, he paused momenterrily looking at me then Swallowed it all down, I said that was really good well done, needless to say over the next 2 hours he made sure he got his next 2 Feeds which he did and very well too.It was my turn now, so after popping to the bathroom and using my Dousch then getting cleaned up I went back and asked him how he wanted me.
He said can I lie on the bed on my front with my legs closed and Straight, I handed him the lube which he used on himself, he got on top and Slid his thick coc k deep into my Ass, he was really enjoying thrusting deep into me and out again, then back in, unfortunately for him the enjoyment was too much and after a few minutes and lots of moaning he paused and pushed as deep as he could, I could feel his warm juice fill my Ass..
I said that felt great, you did really well today.
We settled and cleaned up and he was very keen to meet up again asap.....

People please, be aware that some posting on this site, as I am sure you are know, may be nothing but scammers, sitting in some office in perhaps Lagos , Nigeria. Take the "MissBrittany" who reached out to myself, and gently over the course of a few days brought me down her hidden sales / scam funnel, with teasing, sexual content, and then came the cost, a 50 euros charge for a certificate of ownership. Why pay that amount when it can be mocked up on Canva for free, and why pay in any case. I did question "MissBrittany", why was the charge in euros, and not sterling, as that's the currency for the UK, and "She ?" was very evasive. I did ask for a photo of her with a copy of the days British newspaper, which of course never arrived, surprise, surprise. Then the whole of that chat thread suddenly disappeared, never to reappear. Just be careful guys. Watch yourselves.

Incest question

They often
Ask me
If I'm gay
With hope
And some lust...
I do not know
What to say.
If I am girl...
A must?
Yes I do
Transit
Yes I take.
Yes estrogen
Is high.
But I do never
Want a sex
Could It be so...
You mind?

Ok you
Do not know me
And see a girl
In dress...
Would you approach
Rough , with pain
And force me into bed?
I do like dresses
Do like tights
And Fashion
And Style.
I do mind questions
Of that type...
But you are always rough
And ask me why
I am hiding gay...
No laugh...
No pleasure
I feel pain.

I feel so angry
and so sad
There is no taste
No tact...
No love
No
Interest
Just
Sex
To drill
My skirt
To f***...

Yes I am mutant
Yes in dress
Not any more a man.
Yes High my body
Estrogen
And lips and breasts feel pain...
I hate your question!
Am I gay?
Not
Never
Nevermind
They still
Think
I am hiding
Truth
And ready
Bent
But shy...

No,
listen,
I was young and strong
Traped
With mad twenty bulls.
Yes they were gays
The sperm has boiled
The penises were long
The dominance
They fight fight fight
And F* and F*
Mad strong...
That eyes
Mad eyes
When you put boy
To suffer cry and tear
I never understood at all.
And never have forgiven.
I never liked sex meal
Yet
The play of dominance
Man never better been
In hole
Same breed and same romance...
Yes I survived
Nobody touched
Me ever to my back
But trust
Was lost forever
Guys
or Gays
Still same the end.
Since than
I never dreamed of sex
I wished to be a girl.
Stop asking me
It is incest.
Not delicate
At all

AI has made some nights spent on here questionable. You might as well go type in to google ai crossdressers, screenshot it and claim it’s you on here. Serves zero purpose other than something else to scroll past.

Evening girlies. Cheeky stop out tonight for work… I may have packed some extra things. Question is do I waste time on dinner or just get comfy…

Evening all, how r we? Hopefully your day has been better than mine the soreness, bruising and swelling is really showing now, painful day can’t lie! But for those interested heres what’s been done, i have 2 more sessions left for the facial pack and a few weeks of recovery yet, comfy clothes and a compression bra are my best friends at the moment, can’t even have a glass these damn drains any questions feel free??

New str8 but curious lad looking for TV or CD. I'm not very good at posting things so if you wanna chat or have any questions please feel free to ask away.

Transvestism / Cross dressing seem very closely associated at least in my mind with being submissive, and its associated areas of interest. I would question why that would be. Whats all that about ?

I would say lets be clear guys, because that's what most of us on here are. We will never be women, unless of course having you fully transition, I would say unless your lucky (?) enough to have a smooth soft face, your always gonna look like a fella in a dress, and if you aint got the posture and deportment of a real girl, unfortunately your just going to look quiet comical, and I include myself in that. Mind having said all that, perhaps most on here accept they will never pass as a woman, and are not trying to, but when that familiar need and compulsion to dress feminine comes round, there really ain't nothing like stepping into the softness of feminine clothing, and adopting as much as is possible the mannerisms, attitudes and movements of a female. But more than that its the freedom to be soft, kind, gentle empathic, to allow for a time these generally female qualities, and characteristics to emerge, at least for a while. Such attitudes generally unacceptable in the normal masculine role. Lets be clear, a man having desires to dress as a female, is not what you would call normal behavior in the eyes of the world. I fully understand there are different shades of sexuality, and everyone is different. Thank God for diversity. But I question would a real woman, when finding out her male partners desire to dress in the feminine, would really lose all respect and love for him, when he turns out not to be the man she initially thought he was, and perhaps while maybe accepting him would secretly snigger at him, and look to move on and away from him in the very near future. As far as I am aware women in general are seeking a masculine man, they seek out that polarity, so that they can step into their own femininity with ease, unless they are perhaps lesbian, or some other slice of sexuality.
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Evening all, question for you MTF ladies?? Had a lovely appointment this afternoon with a breast augmentation team about implants, really want to go ahead with this if im honest, something ive wanted for a long time, preferably before my birthday in a couple of months, can anyone share there experience?? Been on HRT for a while now

Good morning all just just like to ask you all a %100 questions i have never gone outside in a dress or skirt should i not

ChatGPT is likely a therapist. Put one question in and you have a thousand back.
The reassuring aspect was every approach or feeling I had about myself and my marriage were confirmed and I have already tried some of the suggested outcomes.

Downside. Much like everything in life there’s no one size fits all answer.

Happy to chat to others who are at a cross roads. We may be able help each other or at least “understand”

I do believe it is time to dress as the woman who I truly am, the question is what to wear, don’t want to be a skirt girl more the classy woman that I enjoy, I’m thinking gorgeous blouse , pencil skirt, hair, makeup and of course heels .
Any suggestions ladies xx

Morning all, feeling inspired today after a few glasses last night and chatting with some of you again the last few days, so many questions and wonderful comments, thought i would share some insight into my life over the last 2 years basically if its Art or Fashion be it, prim and proper to dark metal and rocker, across europe, myself and my team are somewhere nearby, looking after anything HR or PR, ive met some amazing people along the way, and now my 2 besties, Abbie and Megan get us into all kinds of trouble

A few QUESTIONS I get asked...

Do you kiss...... No

Do you do full makeover.... No

Do you dress as a woman... No

Are you looking for a relationship... No

Do you wear Lingerie... Yes

Do you meet... Yes

Do you have Sex ... Yes with CDs

Do you give and take Anal.... Yes

Do you suck Co ck... Yes (see below)

Do you Swallow... Yes

Do you meet non CDs ... Yes (see below)

I Love Co ck.. Cannot get enough. But you need a Smooth Co ck and Balls, Full Head Showing and willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups... and always let me Swallow.

Non CDs that do not fit my criteria.... They can Suck my Co ck only.... No Mess No Waste... Nothing from me at all.

Anything I missed just ask..

I get asked all the time .... Keep Reading....

A number of times I have been asked if someone can suck my co ck, pure and simple..
Well yes that can be arranged if you are local...
Now if your not a CD and not prepared to wear some kind of Nylons then Sucking me is all you will get...
Now a number of members online have asked for this and were happy with just that..
Now I have two rules in this case...

Once you start you must finish
Never any Mess or Waste

if this is too much for you then the only other option is to book a number of visits until you are able to stick to the rules...
Anyone interested in this please ask... Xx
I'm very nice polite discrete and easy to get on with x
Please ask any questions x

I think the photo says it all
If you want the original just ask xx

A few QUESTIONS I get asked...

Do you kiss...... No

Do you do full makeover.... No

Do you dress as a woman... No

Are you looking for a relationship... No

Do you wear Lingerie... Yes

Do you meet... Yes

Do you have Sex ... Yes with CDs

Do you give and take Anal.... Yes

Do you suck Co ck... Yes (see below)

Do you Swallow... Yes

Do you meet non CDs ... Yes (see below)

I Love Co ck.. Cannot get enough. But you need a Smooth Co ck and Balls, Full Head Showing and willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups... and always let me Swallow.

Non CDs that do not fit my criteria.... They can Suck my Co ck only.... No Mess No Waste... Nothing from me at all.

Anything I missed just ask..

Sometimes words are more than photos. I hope all my bbfs and bgfs out there are experiencing a rich fulfilled life. As I have about a dozen photos ready I am wanting to know what you like to see? Colors, clothing styles, poses, locations. As I feel that I am a woman expect a feminine image from me; without my distraction of what is in my panties, but I am quite sure I can come up with some pretty exciting looks. Would love to hear what you woud do to me in bed? I also love to chat when I can. Your journey and mine to share. I will allways answer a chat or question. I totally love comments on any of my nearly 300 past posts. As I said I will always respond to a chat or a question. Maybe not the same day because I only hang on this site for a few minutes at a time. But always. So XXX to all of you my friends.

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A few QUESTIONS I get asked...

Do you kiss...... No

Do you do full makeover.... No

Do you dress as a woman... No

Are you looking for a relationship... No

Do you wear Lingerie... Yes

Do you meet... Yes

Do you have Sex ... Yes with CDs

Do you give and take Anal.... Yes

Do you suck Co ck... Yes (see below)

Do you Swallow... Yes

Do you meet non CDs ... Yes (see below)

I Love Co ck.. Cannot get enough. But you need a Smooth Co ck and Balls, Full Head Showing and willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups... and always let me Swallow.

Non CDs that do not fit my criteria.... They can Suck my Co ck only.... No Mess No Waste... Nothing from me at all.

Anything I missed just ask..

A member asked me why, if I enjoy co cks so much, why not just offer to suck any....
I said well that's not the point, I actually don't ask that much.. A smooth shaven co ck with full head showing. That's my personal preference, one because it is much cleaner, ( just ask a Nurse) and two I cannot stand Hairs....
The only Boundary I'm pushing is asking those interested to wear Tights, Stockings or Holdups.... Not exactly the end of the world is it..... My idea here is two fold, one I just love Lingerie and Smooth Co cks, it really really gets me going and Two, it could very well not be the last time there wear some, as I and all CDs know it can get very addictive... To be honest I think I may have an issue as I love smooth **** in Stockings probably too much....
I wonder if the is a Co cks Annonomous
I would travel more to meet other people offering there help with my Training but time is an issue when married and working, I often have a short window of opportunity of a couple of hours, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday, on the occasional day off I may get longer.. most of my availability is between 2:30 and 4:30 at the latest... Hence why travelling is an issue...
So if anyone can accommodate this then let me know, if I find a trustworthy person, they can come to my house but even then we would have to be careful.. or maybe I would end up servicing you in the workshop
The other question I get is Why do you have to Swallow... Well again, I love it and no way am I cleaning that mess up
It's much easier just swallowing it all and job done, no dirty lingerie either....
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My original Details..........
Derby UK Lingerie CD Looking for Training

I'm looking for Co ck within 20 minutes of Spondon or Ilkeston for ongoing training purposes, I don't expect anything in return,
These are my criteria..
Smooth Shaven Co ck and Sacks
Full Co ck Head Showing
5" or more when hard
Willing to wear Tights or Holdups/Stockings ( Which I could supply)
This is for training only, I don't expect you to do anything else at all, ideally you can sit on the edge of the sofa or arm chair with your legs spread, you can read a book or play on your phone or watch TV.... I'm there to gain as much experience at sucking co ck as possible, I will be trying different techniques and will leave No Mess at all... So long as you are happy for me to Swallow.
Hopefully this will be at least 3 times a week hopefully more...
No one needs to know anything so if your married or with someone then that's fine.
Feedback on how I'm doing and how I can improve my extraction would be even better as the faster I get my fill the better I'm doing.
Age and looks are unimportant so long as it's legal, you should be fit and healthy and free from anything catching.
I expect you to be Very Clean, Tidy, Discreet and pleasant and Trustworthy... What I do will go no further and I expect the same.
Please check out my Profile and Pics and my Favourites to see what I'm like and what I like.
Contact me for any questions or details..
This is my Profile:-
https://www.flickr.com/people/11512300@N05/

These are my Favourites:-
https://www.flickr.com/photos/11512300@N05/favorites/

A member asked me why, if I enjoy co cks so much, why not just offer to suck any....
I said well that's not the point, I actually don't ask that much.. A smooth shaven co ck with full head showing. That's my personal preference, one because it is much cleaner, ( just ask a Nurse) and two I cannot stand Hairs....
The only Boundary I'm pushing is asking those interested to wear Tights, Stockings or Holdups.... Not exactly the end of the world is it..... My idea here is two fold, one I just love Lingerie and Smooth Co cks, it really really gets me going and Two, it could very well not be the last time there wear some, as I and all CDs know it can get very addictive... To be honest I think I may have an issue as I love smooth **** in Stockings probably too much....
I wonder if the is a Co cks Annonomous
I would travel more to meet other people offering there help with my Training but time is an issue when married and working, I often have a short window of opportunity of a couple of hours, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday, on the occasional day off I may get longer.. most of my availability is between 2:30 and 4:30 at the latest... Hence why travelling is an issue...
So if anyone can accommodate this then let me know, if I find a trustworthy person, they can come to my house but even then we would have to be careful.. or maybe I would end up servicing you in the workshop
The other question I get is Why do you have to Swallow... Well again, I love it and no way am I cleaning that mess up
It's much easier just swallowing it all and job done, no dirty lingerie either....
______________________________________________
My original Details..........
Derby UK Lingerie CD Looking for Training

I'm looking for Co ck within 20 minutes of Spondon or Ilkeston for ongoing training purposes, I don't expect anything in return,
These are my criteria..
Smooth Shaven Co ck and Sacks
Full Co ck Head Showing
5" or more when hard
Willing to wear Tights or Holdups/Stockings ( Which I could supply)
This is for training only, I don't expect you to do anything else at all, ideally you can sit on the edge of the sofa or arm chair with your legs spread, you can read a book or play on your phone or watch TV.... I'm there to gain as much experience at sucking co ck as possible, I will be trying different techniques and will leave No Mess at all... So long as you are happy for me to Swallow.
Hopefully this will be at least 3 times a week hopefully more...
No one needs to know anything so if your married or with someone then that's fine.
Feedback on how I'm doing and how I can improve my extraction would be even better as the faster I get my fill the better I'm doing.
Age and looks are unimportant so long as it's legal, you should be fit and healthy and free from anything catching.
I expect you to be Very Clean, Tidy, Discreet and pleasant and Trustworthy... What I do will go no further and I expect the same.
Please check out my Profile and Pics and my Favourites to see what I'm like and what I like.
Contact me for any questions or details..
This is my Profile:-
https://www.flickr.com/people/11512300@N05/

These are my Favourites:-
https://www.flickr.com/photos/11512300@N05/favorites/

Question for breastplate wearers/shoppers

My SIlicone Twins are on their last, er, armpits? I've had and these were Classoo branded from Amazon, but they seem to have disappeared! They were/are really good, convincing skin texture and colour, not at all plasticky, and.. big plus to me and those who admire them... nipples like Scammell wheelnuts, chapel hatpegs etc.

Any recommendations, E cup, high neck, "bra size" as i don't mind people seeing my bellybutton piercing, silicone fill for the realistic jiggle and bounce? skin texture/unplasticness is important to me, as i like to show off a bit of cleavage... As is nipple realism!

good evening all just like to ask you all a question who loves my AI female photos

Derby UK Lingerie CD Looking for Co ck

I'm looking for Co ck within 20 minutes of Spondon or Ilkeston for ongoing training purposes, I don't expect anything in return,

These are my criteria.........
1. Smooth Shaven Co ck and Sacks
2. Full Co ck Head Showing
3. Prefer 5" or more when hard
4. You must be Willing to wear Tights or Holdups/Stockings ( Which I could supply)

This is for training only, I don't expect you to do anything else at all, ideally you can sit on the edge of the sofa or arm chair with your legs spread, you can read a book or play on your phone or watch TV.... I'm there to gain as much experience at sucking co ck as possible, I will be trying different techniques and will leave No Mess at all... So long as you are happy for me to Swallow.
Hopefully this will be at least 3 times a week hopefully more...
No one needs to know anything so if your married or with someone then that's fine.
Feedback on how I'm doing and how I can improve my extraction would be even better as the faster I get my fill the better I'm doing.
Age and looks are unimportant so long as it's legal, you should be fit and healthy and free from anything catching.
I expect you to be Very Clean, Tidy, Discreet and pleasant and Trustworthy... What I do will go no further and I expect the same.
Please check out my Profile and Pics and my Favourites to see what I'm like and what I like.

Contact me for any questions or details..

This is my Profile:-
<a href="https://www.flickr.com/people/11512300@N05/">www.flickr.com/people/11512300@N05/</a>

These are my Favourites:-
<a href="https://www.flickr.com/photos/11512300@N05/favorites/">www.flickr.com/photos/11512300@N05/favorites/</a>

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In all cases I tend to have a rather get on with it sort of attitude, obviously everyone says hello and introduces themselves but time is prescious so getting down to business asap is just what I'm looking for. We will have got to know each other before by txt email or phone so when I arrive if you can just get comfortable, spread those legs, and let me have your co ck to feed from, it will allow me to be elsewhere or even get a second helping if your up to it....
Look forward to hearing from you soon

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It's been brought to my attention that some people offering there cocks for practice do NOT want to see my doing the task at hand, which Is perfectly understandable... Well other than closing your eyes there are a couple of options as it turns out...
1. Is to sit at a Table with legs spread under the table, then I will be under the table doing my training... Uncomfortable but I don't mind if it helps.
2. If you get on all fours with legs apart I can slide on my back behind you, lower you co ck down untill I can train like this.. this is the Reverse 69....
Hope this helps xx

If you are a CD anyway and fit the above criteria then obviously we can have even more very naughty fun together so long as I get my fill lol xx

My Best Pics and Very Naughty Stories are in my Group Below:-
<a href="https://www.flickr.com/groups/14871084@N25/">www.flickr.com/groups/14871084@N25/</a>

Question out there want a new pair of heels looking at Oxford heels does anybody own a pair and sizing ? Are they small or larger on size fit x thank you

I am ready to start a new chapter in my life, it's sad, but also reinvigorating, time to embrace my fem side.
I'm grateful for the love and life I have shared with my (ex) wife for the past 8 years. We've both made choices regarding resolving issues in our relationship that were questionable, but her choice in lingerie is excellent

Good afternoon everyone quick question is anyone going or has been to the sparkle event in manchester?
I'm thinking of going this year but it is quite a distance for me to travel if it's not worth it, thanks in advance