I'm scrolling while strolling down memory lanes in my deep dark lightening path I've chosen. I am visiting and viewing all your profiles. I am in awe. Humbled and almost weeping the fact I lost so many years to myself. Because of fear addictions I did NOT ask for. It's like @Adele sings....I was just a child. Didn't get the chance to choose. I've known since i was born i was different. Always the wise ass the funny one. Performer of claps that grew and grow to this day. If i told you who i was in my days and nights you would either laugh cry or just stare in amazement. I have wrestled and fought this reslity since i was was 4. I never knew the acceptance, love and satisfying self worth i alwsys held to close, to quiet, to damn fuckin quiet. I Am Me. You are you. I am grateful, humbled, amazed. Blown awsy. Pun intended. If ive mad you smile laugh identify or weep im #GLAD I AM SO OVERWHELMED AND EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU NADE MY FUCKIN YEAR. 2026 IM UNSTOPPABLE. THANK YOU ALL. to every beginner novice medium and #******** i tip my #MichaelJackson Velvet hat. I grab my crotch and i saw. It dont matter if yojr #BlackOrWhite it just does NOT matter. Not then. Not now and not tomorrow. #Sisterhood #Light #Flow #Freedom and #EvenNow #BarryManilow even now. Xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo sincerely yours SisterSinDy

Makeup practice, what you think?, any tip on how I could improve, any flaws I may have missed? x

Just been told - before we go out tomorrow morning I`m going to get a hard spanking with a hard black leather Tawse and I have to wear some of my new clothes (Panties, Bra, cage and plug) under my "every day cloths".......xxx

Ma Eternal Murnin' at Christmas in the Gorbals Tenement
I've aye felt a queer pull tae this place—number 142 Balgrayhill Road, a weary auld sandstone tenement up in the Gorbals, wi' its shared stairheid an' that cauld tiled close that smells o' damp washin' an' yesterday's chip fat. The blizzard's ragin' the nicht, Christmas 2025, December 25th turnin' intae Boxin' Day proper—snaw drivin' sideways doon the wynd, howlin' roon the lum pots like a banshee, an' the whole estate blanketed in white, streetlights glowin' fuzzy orange through the flurry.
For years, in the quiet o' ma sissy crossdressin' dreams—blethered in late-night internet chats an' hidden fantasies, I've yearned tae cast aff the ordinary an' embrace a wummanly self that's lush, commandin', an' pure voluptuous. The nicht, in this freezin' Scottish winter storm, wi' the wind greetin' doon the close an' snaw pilin' up against the door, that yearnin' finally becomes ma truth.
I staun afore the cracked mirror in the back room, the wind rattlin' the single-glazin' windae, transformin' intae Evelina McTavish, the eternal widow o' the tenement. Ma body—mature, morbidly obese, overflowin' wi' soft curves an' generous fullness—is nae langer somethin' tae hide unner baggy joabies; it's tae be celebrated in this private ritual o' surrender, the cauld air bitin' at ma skin as I dress.
The goon is aw I dreamed: a strikin' black Victorian murnin' A-line, ordered online an' altered masel', made frae shiny satin that catches the dim bulb light like wet tar. Multiple tiers cascade tae ma ankles, brushin' the lino; lang puffed sleeves hug ma airms, an' the high collar frames ma face wi' stern elegance. Ma satin opera gloves slide up smooth tae ma elbows, matchin' the satin heidscarf that covers ma hair in modest severity. Ower it aw drapes a delicate chiffon veil, flutterin' in the draught frae the ill-fittin' door, soaftenin' ma features intae a haze o' melancholy.
As I smooth the folds, feelin' the heavy satin cling tae every abundant inch—the tiers flarin' ower ma wide hips, the bodice cradlin' ma ample bosom, the fabric cauld at first but warmin' frae ma body heat—a wave o' liberation washes ower me, mixin' wi' the smell o' coal smoke frae some neighbour's fire. Nae langer the secret sissy; I'm Evelina, a gothic matron o' sorrow an' quiet power, murnin' loves lost, yet revelin' in ma femininity.
Wi' slow steps the goon rustlin' like whispers doon the narrow close stair I descend the creakin' concrete steps, cauld unner ma feet even through slippers, the snaw driftin' in unner the outer door.
Ma faithful companion, a big black corbie I cry Poe (he's been comin' tae the back court for scraps for donkeys), flaps in through the open windae an' perches on ma gloved shoulder, his feathers iced an' cauld against ma neck.
I step oot intae the estate's street, the blizzard whippin' snaw intae ma veil, stingin' ma cheeks, the ground crunchin' unnerfoot, distant bagpipes wailin' frae some hoose party, mixin' wi' the wind's roar. The abandoned swing park's chains creak in the gale; fairy lights frae a few windaes blink through the snaw. Here, unner the howlin' storm, I walk slow atween the bins an' parked motors, ma veil dancin' wild. Poe lifts aff, circlin' like a dark guardian afore settlin' back. In this cauld, sacred nicht—ma ain vigil—I whisper vows tae masel', hummin' a bit o' "Missletoe n' whine" unner ma breath, promisin' nae mair hidin'.
Deeper intae the estate I drift, past identical closes an' satellite dishes buried in snaw, the satin shimmerin' faint unner streetlights, tiers heavy wi' meltin' flakes. I feel powerful, sensual, complete—ma morbidly obese form a throne o' gothic beauty in this freezin' Scottish nicht.
As the bells approach midnight, faint through the storm, I return tae the tenement. Poe caws saft, like a private toast. Evelina McTavish'll bide here forever, in the heart o' this blizzard an' hidden desire. An' deep in ma soul, the sissy dreams'll whisper on, eternal as the corbie's cry.
Never mair wull I hide, hen. No' even in this ragin' winter. Happy Christmas tae me.

Good evening girls, just been sorting my underwear draws and realised I need more draws! Or maybe a walk in wardrobe? I've also had a nice relaxing bath and full shave, then aplied Avon skin so soft. It really feels nice on smooth legs

Another weekend draws to a close. they're certainly flying by. Hope everyone had a great one!

Here is one of my awsome photos. (I made several) Using my own body, from when I was in Germany over 10 years ago. I did have a wig on and small breast inserts. At that point in my life I weighed 137pounds. I now am about 158lbs but starting to diet again. Couple of changes now, is my hair is now mid-back length and my breasts are now real Bs. But I think I am a bit chunky. Acording to my current diet plan I can reach 138lbs again by next April. Please give me comments? Dawn

https://youtu.be/Wz0CGJN4kiU?si=gIMtKSYv9zkTJAwS

Last sneaky borrowing my sister in laws dress heading home tomorrow xx

Morning girls quick borrow of sister in laws dress

Seeking a Submissive Crossdresser for Online D/s Exploration

I’m looking to connect with a submissive who enjoys cross-dressing and is ready to explore a deeper, more mindful kind of power exchange.

This would be an online dynamic (for now) one built on trust, control, ritual, and transformation. I’m not interested in pain, flogging, or heavy impact play. My style leans toward psychological dominance, slow and intentional control, and helping you grow into the version of yourself you’ve only dared to imagine.

You may already love the feel of lace and silk… or be curious about surrendering in a more feminine form. Either way, if you crave the structure, encouragement, and control of a guiding hand, we might be a good match.

You:

Submissive (or questioning)
Curious or experienced with feminization/cross-dressing
Comfortable with or open to online-only for now
Emotionally mature and communicative

Me:

Calm, assertive, and creative
Not into pain or degradation I value respect and depth
Enjoy guiding, shaping, and being in control
Open to something long-term, if the connection is right

If this stirs something in you, feel free to reach out. Tell me what you’re looking for, what draws you to this path, and what you hope to feel when you submit.

Let’s make it something we both look forward to.

PrincessMia

So with these new laws around age ID and the monitoring that goes with it, is anyone else using VPN's that disguise your location, so that the internet police cannot spy on you and see what you are looking at ? #1984 - big brother is watching !!!

Haiiiii my beautiful awesome worthy-of-self-love CD, TS, TG, NB, Female, Male, None of the Above, In-Between, and All of the Above, people :)

The world is, what it is, lately!

Please try to smile and be happy, be proud of who you are no matter where you are at; and please don't change because of the hateful and small-minded types!

If our community has shown anything, it is that we are resilient AF, we will always take care of one another, we are a rare type that gets stronger when pushed around, and we are experts in knowing almost nothing in life is permanent!

We will be hurt by back-stabbers, we can be such good hearted people and still, we will often lose family and friends and jobs - simply over clothing and makeup!! But life is short and I wouldn't trade being a shape-shifter for anything I'd go so far as to say that I actually like myself at times (in the right lighting, on perfect makeup days )

I love sunshine, I love my dog, why do her paws smell so good to me? I love slushies, thunderstorms and shiny outfits! ✨️If you have even the smallest amount of love, you remember that you have all of it 🩷

Listen up, world, catch this brand new verse,
'Bout love that has no limits, no curse.
Doesn't matter who you are, boy to boy, girl to girl,
If a spark ignites, throw prejudice out of your world.
The heart doesn't choose by old rules they wrote,
It just beats on, giving its special light, note by note.
And if your world is colored not like the rest,
It means you're unique, truly blessed.

Let the haters hate, let them whisper behind,
Your truth is the power, always with you, you'll find.
Raise the flag of your soul high, don't be shy,
'Cause in this diversity, real life does lie!

The rainbow beat pounds in the chest, can't be stopped,
Love is love, it can't be forbidden, can't be dropped!
Two hearts in unison, whatever their gender's call,
It's pure magic, the greatest thrill of all!
So live and love, breathe deeply, be bold,
The world gets brighter from the truth you hold!

Someone will find their happiness where others didn't expect,
Build their own world, where only good laws connect.
Two hands will intertwine, two gazes find their reply,
And in this union, no doubt or sorrow will lie.
This is the path to yourself, through thorns to your stars bright,
Being honest with yourself – that's our main instinct and light.
And everyone deserves to be understood, accepted right here,
'Cause in each of us, a special song is clear.

Let the haters hate, let them whisper behind,
Your truth is the power, always with you, you'll find.
Raise the flag of your soul high, don't be shy,
'Cause in this diversity, real life does lie!

The rainbow beat pounds in the chest, can't be stopped,
Love is love, it can't be forbidden, can't be dropped!
Two hearts in unison, whatever their gender's call,
It's pure magic, the greatest thrill of all!
So live and love, breathe deeply, be bold,
The world gets brighter from the truth you hold!

'Cause we're all under one sky, by the same moon's light,
And everyone seeks warmth, understanding, love's true height.
Not walls to build, but bridges across hearts,
So the music of life plays without end, without starts.
Acceptance – that's the key that opens all doors around,
My friend, this is the truth, on solid ground.

The rainbow beat...
for everyone...
without limits...
Roxana said it - so it is...
Peace and love.

My Sharp CrossDressing Claws only on Youtube! https://youtube.com/shorts/hK-C0ZhwYI8?si=NvMN-wyaPfrJgwnD #crossdresser #crossdressing #femboy #crossdressers #mtf

Morning girls wet,duĺl and miserable outside here and its only Wednesday so the only thing to cheer you up is to open your lingerie draws and decide what to wear today

Survived the in laws — just
Having a nice relaxing evening tonight wifes out on a date and im chilling with TV feel free to keep me company

In laws still here send help

Happy Saturday you beautiful peeps
Hope everyone is up to something fun ive got the inlaws and parents round for a birthday so wish me luck

Good evening my lovelies. Ah, hump day draws to a close and the wonder of the weekend moves ever closer. I hope you're all having a good week with whatever takes up your time. My days are hectic and my nights not much calmer. But as I slip into my fluffy onesie on a nighttime I can't help but smile wistfully about the nights drawing in and the smell of autumn spice creeping into the shops and supermarkets. I love this time of year. Not least of all because on cold days I can wrap up under my clothes with winter tights, bodies and leotards. Is there any season better than autumn? Xxx

Feeling very lucky ATM...

A few weeks ago my wife was asking me what aspects of cd Im enjoying & if there's any I dislike.

Couldn't come up with anything bad per se, just that apart from her and a few people online i don't feel i can discuss things like shopping, fashion, how materials feel on etc with many people in my life.

Last weekend she secretly arranged for the kids to go to the in laws, and told me I had 36hrs to dress/shop/spend as Karla however I wanted- but she had a plan if i felt extra brave.

Taking the mystery option she told me to dress fem under a hoodie and jeans & we headed into the town centre.

Perusing the women's wear departments together she asked if I still felt brave- intrigued I said yes. She sent a text and 2 mins later her friend walked in, straight up to me & asked me if I wanted any help picking an outfit!

(For context, my wife has-by her own admission, zero fashion sense & little interest. But she had remembered my admiration for her friend's fashion sense & love of clothes)

Initially I panicked, but wife took my hand and told me to pick something to wear that evening with her friends help- the venue was my choice.

Spent a good 90mins the 3 of us looking at outfits together, initially i was nervous and worried, but with their help i picked out a cute peach bra and panties set, a pair of leather leggings, some tops and a hooded jumper dress.

Honestly after 10mins shock/worry we had a blast! When they lead me towards the changing rooms I did hesitate....never tried on & brought clothes in store before. But the sales assistant didn't bat an eye, just directed us to 3 changing rooms and asked us to say of we needed anything.

We then went for a coffee together, examined each others choices and had a laugh. Wife then asked if I wanted to head home, for a meal or 'out out'.

Her friend replied instantly, 'i want to see the look! So we went back to ours, ordered a Chinese and went through my fem wardrobe, trying several things on.

Honestly it was awesome having someone to discuss fashion & make up with (wife will talk about it, but has no passion for fashion).
Ended the evening wearing full make up & a nightdress having my nails painted, having worn almost all my outfits at one point or another, pure bliss x

I don't like to ask but I need some advice on dog bite lawsuit. I had some unsupervised kids in the neighborhood and they were mad about me not having them on my property many people they were riding in front of my house trying to tease the dog 5 times I think I told them that I would not have anything to do with them using my driveway because of my dog is trained to aggressively meet strangers on my property. Well I'm getting sued by some gold digging **** over 25 g because her ex couldn't put his drink down and watch his boy and his older step brother was gone in he rode up in the driveway and got bitten after I thought he was done riding his bike in front of the house trying to get me to say something and maybe he would get the dog to go out in the street. I was in my garage and he screwed and my dog had him off his bike and held him in the yard by his leg. Drunk Daddy showed up and he was about drunk enough to think he was bigger and I was a asshole now and he said some things that I was and I told him he needed to watch his boy and keep him out of my yard I didn't tell him 5 times don't come in my yard because I was mean I was trying to keep him from getting hurt but young boy's need a dad to help him understand it was a bad idea to tease dogs and then continue with trying to get them to chase them. I'm looking for someone who knows US law regarding dog attacks. This dog saved my life and it's why he is so protective of me

My word the claws are out this morning looool Have a good day, beautiful ladies xx

Don't forget, clocks go back tonight, so winter draws on, keep your sensitive parts warm. xx