Talks to Sappho
( 1. Invitation )

I met Sappho
I talked
To her
So long
So long ago
She told me
You are girl of dream
Why do you look
For boy
When it is not
What You're for
Please Darling
Undestand
Why you don't let
Be just yourself
With feelings
Touch
So tend...
So tenderly
Why dont you come
To me one night
To feel ...?
That my Love's right....
No need be straight
When passions will lead...

I just confessed
I'm too afraid
To wear white short dress
She whispered
No need for veil
Night is to be undressed.
I burn all pale pink and red
My heart was beating strong...
I answered
Her with all hope
I ll come, please teach my
Tongue

She looked with
Passion and lust
And touched
My Lotus...
Touched it straight
And whispered.
I need your light
Your touch
Your carress
All my loss
I wait you
Tenderly
In night
Come
Find me
On Lesbos...

TransLight TransMind ...

HermaphroLight

My Gloriously Unfashionable Satin Dress

Dear Diary,

I have to admit, the moment I saw this dress, I knew it was absolutely, gloriously unfashionable and that was precisely what appealed to me.

It is an enormous, flowing satin dress in a creamy ivory shade, covered from neckline to hem with clusters of blue, lavender and purple flowers. The satin catches the light beautifully, producing those unmistakable glossy highlights that make the fabric look almost liquid. Every movement creates another shimmer.

The cut is wonderfully excessive. It has long, voluminous sleeves gathered at the wrists and a high, almost demure neckline. There isn't a hint of anything fitted or fashionable about it. Instead, the fabric simply falls generously from my shoulders, creating what can only be described as a magnificent satin tent.

The skirt reaches all the way to my ankles and seems to have enough material for two dresses. When I stand still, it hangs heavily around me when I move, the satin swishes and ripples, making the whole thing feel wonderfully theatrical.

And those flowers! They are everywhere little blue blossoms mixed with larger purple flowers and delicate sprays of foliage. The pattern is almost comically old fashioned, exactly the sort of thing someone might once have described as "very tasteful" while everyone else quietly wondered what on earth they were thinking.

I looked at myself in the mirror and couldn't help smiling. It is not slimming. It is not sleek. It is certainly not modern. If anything, it makes me look even larger and more enveloped in fabric.

But perhaps that is its charm.

There is something wonderfully liberating about wearing something that makes absolutely no attempt to flatter the figure. It simply says, Here I am, surrounded by yards and yards of shiny floral satin, and I couldn't care less about fashion.

Tonight, I think I'll enjoy every ridiculous, magnificent inch of it.

What a dress. What a tent. What a gloriously unfashionable thing to wear.

And somehow, I absolutely love it.

The morning began with a question that, on the face of it, was utterly trivial.

I stood in my bedroom, a sixty five year old widower who had long ago discovered that life could become surprisingly interesting when you stopped worrying quite so much about what other people thought. Across the bed lay two nightgowns.

One was pink, soft and playful. The other was black satin elegant, glossy and just a little dramatic. Beside them were the headscarves that completed each outfit.

eBay had informed me that the postman was due that morning with my latest purchase.

Normally, that wouldn't have required a second thought. I would have thrown on whatever clothes were nearest, opened the door, collected the post and carried on with my day.

But I am a crossdresser, and over the years I had learned that choosing what to wear could sometimes be part of the pleasure itself. Since becoming widowed, those little private rituals had become even more important to me. There was nobody to impress and nobody to answer to. My clothes were simply one of the ways I expressed myself.

That morning, however, I couldn't decide.

So I asked Grok a rather more important question than it probably deserved.

Should I wear the black satin nightgown and headscarf to greet the postman, or should I wear the pink?

The answer came back quickly.

Black.

Grok's reasoning was surprisingly convincing. Black satin, it suggested, looked intentional and put together. Pink was softer and perhaps a little more playful, whereas the black gave the impression that I had actually chosen my outfit rather than simply wandered downstairs half asleep.

The satin would catch the morning light, while the headscarf would bring everything together.

I stared at the black nightgown.

"Well," I said aloud, "apparently we're going for elegant this morning."

I slipped it on.

The satin settled against me with that familiar coolness I loved, and I carefully tied the headscarf around my hair. Then I stood in front of the mirror.

Grok had a point.

There was something wonderfully satisfying about the combination. I didn't look as though I had spent hours getting ready, but neither did I look as though I had forgotten that the outside world existed.

I smiled at my reflection.

"Sixty five," I murmured. "Widowed, retired from worrying about everybody else's opinions, and apparently dressed in black satin to answer the front door."

I laughed to myself.

Then I went downstairs and prepared a pot of tea.

There was something faintly ridiculous about the situation. Here I was, dressed in a glossy black satin nightgown and headscarf, standing in my kitchen listening for the sound of a postal van.

Eventually, I heard it.

The familiar rumble outside was followed by footsteps approaching the front door.

For one brief moment, I wondered whether I'd made the wrong decision.

Perhaps pink would have been less conspicuous.

Perhaps black satin was a little too theatrical for an encounter that would probably last fifteen seconds.

Then came the knock.

I took a breath.

"Normal morning energy," I reminded myself.

I opened the door.

"Morning," the postman said.

"Morning."

He handed me the letters.

"Thanks."

"No problem. Have a good day."

"You too."

And that was it.

The door closed.

I stood there for a moment, looking down at the envelopes in my hand.

The great sartorial crisis was over.

Nobody had fainted. Nobody had called the fashion police. The earth had continued turning.

I burst out laughing.

All that deliberation over black versus pink, and the entire encounter had lasted barely half a minute.

But perhaps that was precisely the point.

At sixty five, after losing my wife and finding myself living a life that was quieter and more private than the one I had once imagined, I had come to appreciate the little decisions.

Sometimes they mattered precisely because they were mine to make.

There was no great occasion. No audience. No requirement that I dress one way rather than another. I wasn't trying to make a statement to anyone.

I simply wanted to wear the black satin.

So I did.

I carried my tea into the sitting room, still smiling.

My late wife had always known that there was a slightly eccentric streak in me. She had seen sides of me that I had once been afraid to show the rest of the world. Since her death, learning to live honestly with myself had become one of the unexpected journeys of widowhood.

Being a crossdresser wasn't something I needed to apologise for.

It was simply part of me.

And on that quiet morning, standing in my sitting room with my tea, my letters and the soft rustle of satin whenever I moved, I felt strangely content.

"Grok," I thought, smiling to myself, "you were right."

The black had been the stronger choice.

And, for once, I was quite happy to take the advice of an artificial intelligence on matters of morning fashion.

Have a delightful Sunday everyone xxx

Anyone free for some afternoon delight?

Well I'm going to try to sleep now lol this sticky heat is making it difficult to sleep so I took a few piccies and tried some new eye shadow.. it's rather shimmery... this dress is extremely lightweight and thin and I would go out in it if I thought I could get away with it lolol... love you all because you all make me happy and feel welcomed especially considering I've only been on here about a week...

At 4am I was in garage playing dress up while everyone was asleep, peeking to see if any lights are on downstairs, don't wanna get busted again

I walk in night ...
You never saw
Me true...
The one who
Waited
So so long...
You've passed
In darkness
Dressed
In blue...
Gray day
A bit or rain
And fog...

I sat alone
Under shaky light
The wind
Was terrible
And cold...
Another
Missed
Forever night...
Another
Coming
Day of girl...

I am not waiting
Anymore
Enough
Of stupid
Silly hopes

I walk through
Night
That also goes
To early
Morning
In its might...

You've passed
I never got it right...
What could have been
The other kind
The other hopless
Attempt.
Without any happy end...

One of my favourite skirts is this two tiered Lace one it a skort and it's so lightweight and you hardly know your wearing it. I suppose it will go with almost any top as well...or even a bikini top or one piece swimsuit for the beach bar...

Birds fly away, leaving this place behind,
The city falls quiet, to all fears resigned.
But I take flight,
Like a crow in the night.

Someone fired shots just to make me run,
But I will sit tight, I won't be undone.
I'm not like them,
A crow to condemn.

No glass left to shatter, it's already gone,
A dark fairy tale where the sun once shone.
But I still sing,
Where the crow spreads its wing.

Morning all, had a wonderful day yesterday, a special evening with my partner 🫦 hotel was lovely, got slightly drunk up early, some fresh air, breakfast before heading home, off today

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John private messaged me saying that he may be able to help me with my ongoing training, trying not to get too excited with all the failed offers that come up.
I replied saying what did you have in mind, he said we'll I'm going to be honest, my wife is not interested in anything sex related anymore and my co ck is what you are looking for except I'm hairy at the moment, I said well how are you going to get around that, he said they don't see each other nude anymore either so he should be ok, he went on to say his wife worked Tuesdays to Thursday 12 lunch till 8pm... Well I don't usually ask but I said when he was smooth to send a picture... I thaught that would be the last of it but actually a few days later I got a 7" smooth Full Head Showing co ck pic, I could tell he had a bit of a belly but that co ck was very nice...
I tried not to say too much except that I was interested, he went on to say he would use his wife's Tights... I was glad he remembered... We went through all the usual Cleanliness Discretion and Deceases bit ...
I organised to pop round from work on the Tuesday and headed for Hucknall near Nottingham.. I arrived at his address at about 2:30.. He was much bigger than I expected, tall and slightly overweight but not too bad, we had a good chat about everything again..
I asked him what he wanted exactly, He said he just wanted to offer his co ck for me to train with, I was happy with his proposal and said yes...He went off to change...
A few minutes later he came back in his Robe and clearly wearing Tights, he stood next to me, so I opened his robe to take a look, his co ck was still behind the nylon and not through the small hole so I said to him to pull his co ck and Sacks through for me, which he did.
His co ck about 5" Soft and medium size sacks, squeezed through the small hole in the tights, I adjusted his sacks a little so it was more comfortable.. He liked that straight away.
I asked him where he wanted to sit or lie, he said he had thaught about that and because he was nervous he said he would rather not watch and he asked if I minded him closing his eyes. No of course not that very understandable, I said my preferred spot was on the edge of the arm chair with you holding your legs spread with your knees although you may be there some time depending how long you last, he said ok will will try that.
I was trying to hide my excitement at this point, he got down on the Arm Chair right on the edge, grabbed each knee sat back and spread his legs, he closed his eyes leaving me with his co ck for my entire selfish enjoyment, I could not believe how lucky I was..
I got down on the floor and raised his shaft with my right hand and slid the head into my mouth, wetting it fully, then wetting the shaft fully, he was hard already, I started by placing my lips just behind his co ck head and sucking up and down only about 2" maximum but fairly quick, at the same time playing with his hole with my tongue, as I like to make sure to fully enjoy the pre cum that dribbles out..
His co ck was solid and now a wonderful 7" Ish, I was so so excited.. I continue sliding my head up and down his shaft, every now and then taking all of it in then going back to a couple of inches again, I occasionally sucked on his smooth balls, one at a time, then back to my feeding stick... After 10 minutes I switched to using my hand to wa nk his co ck, but always keeping it in my mouth as I'm not wasting one drop of my feed, I was amazed how long he lasted, about another 10 minutes, when eventually I noticed he had the odd shallow moan, and the odd throb coming from his shaft... I switched back to short sucks behind his co ck head, hard and fast, I could tell he was getting close, he sat up suddenly when my mouth was filled fully with his beautiful cum, I swallowed it down, full again, I swallowed again OMG full again, I swallowed a third time, Incredible... I got every last drop, and eventually he started to droop again...
I was a little over excited and straight away asked wether he wanted me to stay for more or to go...
He looked shocked, you want to have more, Yes please I said, he seemed shocked and said yes of course, we waited about an hour before I managed to get him hard again, eventually getting my second helping...
Sadly I had no time for anymore as I needed to fetch my wife....
I was already looking forward to tomorrows visit..

If you can help please please get in touch...
All you need is a Smooth Co ck and Balls, Full Head Showing and willing to wear Tights...
Oh and I MUST be aloud to Swallow.....

They say 'where there's a will there's a way', i have a cross dressing friend who hires a lock up, she's put wardrobes and chests of drawers in there and a dressing table with a mirror so she can do her make-up, its also electric lights and plug sockets, so when she wants to just dress or even go out for the night she has a place to go

A new burgundy slightly metallic sheen very very stretchy and extremely clingy boho mini dress I picked up... it's so unforgiving lolol I'm definitely going to have to shape myself up to be completely comfortable wearing it...

New wig with highlights is from FESHFEN x via Amazon

New wig with highlights xxx

Impressively full! Lovely and delightful! Mmm!

Good Night
Sweat Ladies,
Good Calm Night
Just Floral Top
Dark Tights
Eyes kind
Feel wish
Of Passions
And Love
In your
Bedroom
Under
Moon Light ...

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John private messaged me saying that he may be able to help me with my ongoing training, trying not to get too excited with all the failed offers that come up.
I replied saying what did you have in mind, he said we'll I'm going to be honest, my wife is not interested in anything sex related anymore and my co ck is what you are looking for except I'm hairy at the moment, I said well how are you going to get around that, he said they don't see each other nude anymore either so he should be ok, he went on to say his wife worked Tuesdays to Thursday 12 lunch till 8pm... Well I don't usually ask but I said when he was smooth to send a picture... I thaught that would be the last of it but actually a few days later I got a 7" smooth Full Head Showing co ck pic, I could tell he had a bit of a belly but that co ck was very nice...
I tried not to say too much except that I was interested, he went on to say he would use his wife's Tights... I was glad he remembered... We went through all the usual Cleanliness Discretion and Deceases bit ...
I organised to pop round from work on the Tuesday and headed for Hucknall near Nottingham.. I arrived at his address at about 2:30.. He was much bigger than I expected, tall and slightly overweight but not too bad, we had a good chat about everything again..
I asked him what he wanted exactly, He said he just wanted to offer his co ck for me to train with, I was happy with his proposal and said yes...He went off to change...
A few minutes later he came back in his Robe and clearly wearing Tights, he stood next to me, so I opened his robe to take a look, his co ck was still behind the nylon and not through the small hole so I said to him to pull his co ck and Sacks through for me, which he did.
His co ck about 5" Soft and medium size sacks, squeezed through the small hole in the tights, I adjusted his sacks a little so it was more comfortable.. He liked that straight away.
I asked him where he wanted to sit or lie, he said he had thaught about that and because he was nervous he said he would rather not watch and he asked if I minded him closing his eyes. No of course not that very understandable, I said my preferred spot was on the edge of the arm chair with you holding your legs spread with your knees although you may be there some time depending how long you last, he said ok will will try that.
I was trying to hide my excitement at this point, he got down on the Arm Chair right on the edge, grabbed each knee sat back and spread his legs, he closed his eyes leaving me with his co ck for my entire selfish enjoyment, I could not believe how lucky I was..
I got down on the floor and raised his shaft with my right hand and slid the head into my mouth, wetting it fully, then wetting the shaft fully, he was hard already, I started by placing my lips just behind his co ck head and sucking up and down only about 2" maximum but fairly quick, at the same time playing with his hole with my tongue, as I like to make sure to fully enjoy the pre cum that dribbles out..
His co ck was solid and now a wonderful 7" Ish, I was so so excited.. I continue sliding my head up and down his shaft, every now and then taking all of it in then going back to a couple of inches again, I occasionally sucked on his smooth balls, one at a time, then back to my feeding stick... After 10 minutes I switched to using my hand to wa nk his co ck, but always keeping it in my mouth as I'm not wasting one drop of my feed, I was amazed how long he lasted, about another 10 minutes, when eventually I noticed he had the odd shallow moan, and the odd throb coming from his shaft... I switched back to short sucks behind his co ck head, hard and fast, I could tell he was getting close, he sat up suddenly when my mouth was filled fully with his beautiful cum, I swallowed it down, full again, I swallowed again OMG full again, I swallowed a third time, Incredible... I got every last drop, and eventually he started to droop again...
I was a little over excited and straight away asked wether he wanted me to stay for more or to go...
He looked shocked, you want to have more, Yes please I said, he seemed shocked and said yes of course, we waited about an hour before I managed to get him hard again, eventually getting my second helping...
Sadly I had no time for anymore as I needed to fetch my wife....
I was already looking forward to tomorrows visit..

If you can help please please get in touch...
All you need is a Smooth Co ck and Balls, Full Head Showing and willing to wear Tights...
Oh and I MUST be aloud to Swallow.....

Voluminous, floor-length yellow tulle ballgown featuring dramatic sheer puff sleeves, a high neckline, and a cascading skirt heavily adorned with large structural fabric rosettes around the hem and forearms. Layers of lightweight, semi sheer butter yellow tulle creating maximum drama and movement. Floral Embellishments of bold, three dimensional fabric rosettes clustered along the lower skirt lining and accenting the cuffs. Long Statement Sleeves of exaggerated billowy lantern sleeves constructed from sheer mesh overlay.

Morning all its a jeans day today, slightly dull and overcast at the moment some office work to take care of and thats me for the day what your plans?

I wore this outfit all day - was totally in fem - Went to the hair salon- got my longer hair highlighted and brows waxed - the stylists know I am a man but they treated me like a woman and the other customers had no clue that I was not a woman.

Another pub, another munch, another outfit... looks more lilac/purple in daylight!

Rush to Moon Light ...

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John private messaged me saying that he may be able to help me with my ongoing training, trying not to get too excited with all the failed offers that come up.
I replied saying what did you have in mind, he said we'll I'm going to be honest, my wife is not interested in anything sex related anymore and my co ck is what you are looking for except I'm hairy at the moment, I said well how are you going to get around that, he said they don't see each other nude anymore either so he should be ok, he went on to say his wife worked Tuesdays to Thursday 12 lunch till 8pm... Well I don't usually ask but I said when he was smooth to send a picture... I thaught that would be the last of it but actually a few days later I got a 7" smooth Full Head Showing co ck pic, I could tell he had a bit of a belly but that co ck was very nice...
I tried not to say too much except that I was interested, he went on to say he would use his wife's Tights... I was glad he remembered... We went through all the usual Cleanliness Discretion and Deceases bit ...
I organised to pop round from work on the Tuesday and headed for Hucknall near Nottingham.. I arrived at his address at about 2:30.. He was much bigger than I expected, tall and slightly overweight but not too bad, we had a good chat about everything again..
I asked him what he wanted exactly, He said he just wanted to offer his co ck for me to train with, I was happy with his proposal and said yes...He went off to change...
A few minutes later he came back in his Robe and clearly wearing Tights, he stood next to me, so I opened his robe to take a look, his co ck was still behind the nylon and not through the small hole so I said to him to pull his co ck and Sacks through for me, which he did.
His co ck about 5" Soft and medium size sacks, squeezed through the small hole in the tights, I adjusted his sacks a little so it was more comfortable.. He liked that straight away.
I asked him where he wanted to sit or lie, he said he had thaught about that and because he was nervous he said he would rather not watch and he asked if I minded him closing his eyes. No of course not that very understandable, I said my preferred spot was on the edge of the arm chair with you holding your legs spread with your knees although you may be there some time depending how long you last, he said ok will will try that.
I was trying to hide my excitement at this point, he got down on the Arm Chair right on the edge, grabbed each knee sat back and spread his legs, he closed his eyes leaving me with his co ck for my entire selfish enjoyment, I could not believe how lucky I was..
I got down on the floor and raised his shaft with my right hand and slid the head into my mouth, wetting it fully, then wetting the shaft fully, he was hard already, I started by placing my lips just behind his co ck head and sucking up and down only about 2" maximum but fairly quick, at the same time playing with his hole with my tongue, as I like to make sure to fully enjoy the pre cum that dribbles out..
His co ck was solid and now a wonderful 7" Ish, I was so so excited.. I continue sliding my head up and down his shaft, every now and then taking all of it in then going back to a couple of inches again, I occasionally sucked on his smooth balls, one at a time, then back to my feeding stick... After 10 minutes I switched to using my hand to wa nk his co ck, but always keeping it in my mouth as I'm not wasting one drop of my feed, I was amazed how long he lasted, about another 10 minutes, when eventually I noticed he had the odd shallow moan, and the odd throb coming from his shaft... I switched back to short sucks behind his co ck head, hard and fast, I could tell he was getting close, he sat up suddenly when my mouth was filled fully with his beautiful cum, I swallowed it down, full again, I swallowed again OMG full again, I swallowed a third time, Incredible... I got every last drop, and eventually he started to droop again...
I was a little over excited and straight away asked wether he wanted me to stay for more or to go...
He looked shocked, you want to have more, Yes please I said, he seemed shocked and said yes of course, we waited about an hour before I managed to get him hard again, eventually getting my second helping...
Sadly I had no time for anymore as I needed to fetch my wife....
I was already looking forward to tomorrows visit..

If you can help please please get in touch...
All you need is a Smooth Co ck and Balls, Full Head Showing and willing to wear Tights...
Oh and I MUST be aloud to Swallow.....

Out with my girls. Two days ago I spent the entire day shopping in womens casual wear. Started with a massage and the female massuse said she loved my outfit and how the chartreuse colors I wore were so coordinated. Then I went to a farm store, getting bird seed, where the clerk called me mam. Then to Walgreens where I know I had lots of looks when I picked up my prescriptions. A short but fun trip to Walmart where I looked at bras and dresses in my size. This was the funist part of the day. Then to Tropical Smoothie- everyone knows me there - but was fun to show up in fem. I was wearing Dear John shorts and the shape of my bra, with matching panties, under my sleevlless polo was slighty noticable. I was showing off my shaped and colored toe nails and my pink fingernails. I was in feminine bliss. --- Today I am getting my manacure redone. Love going to the stylists where they improve on my feminine appearance.

(A New CD Deal Made)

Paul who is a CD under a different name got in touch and said he was interested in having me round to have some fun and practice with a CD for the first time, But he said there is a slight issue, he went on to say that he was slightly large and quite hairy which he new was not good.. He also sent me the usual Co CK pictures as seems to be the normal thing lol
Anyway, annoyingly his co CK was very nice about 6" the same as me but thicker and the skin as ll the way back just how I like it, which was very frustrating as I'm not going near that all Hairy, so what to do.
I sent a proposal to Paul of my Conditions which allow him the opertunity to learn and possibly enjoy me at the same time, I was firm but he has the option to say no
He can choose what I wear or don't wear, he can play with his hands on me, if he wants to suck me then once started he must finish and most importantly no mess or waste, now the final thing was for his benefit if he chooses to, If after he has fed from me 3 times, I will allow him to Fu CK my Ass Pus sy in any position he likes...
Why 3 times you may ask, well it's all about commitment to his CD, showing he will work to get his pleasure learning his self control with Oral Skills in a Clean, Respectful and Submissive way, not questioning anything, at the end getting what he wants and needs..
I left the decision with him and to my suprise he was still very keen, I said did he want this over 3 different visits or just one longer 3hr visit, I did warn him he will be working much harder on a single long visit, but he said one visit was much better for him to organise so a date was set......
I dropped my wife off at 9am and left for Doncaster, I arrived just after 10:20am that gives me at least 3hrs possibly 4 if needed.
Paul let me in and we had a good chat and look through my bag of goodies, he grabbed my Cheerleader outfit with Black Stockings Tights and matching Red Stilettos, I grabbed my sheer Thong and he was happy for me to get ready, which I did, I put on a mask and Wig to help him get used to me.
We re-capped my rules and he was happy with that.
I stood in front of him and let him fondle me all over, which he seemed to enjoy, squeezing my Ass seemed popular with him and rubbing hands up and down my legs, he stood behind me and ran his hands down my chest to the top of my legs then reached with his right hand and played with my Co CK, which was starting to get hard now, this was making him even more excited, he turned me round and slipped my co CK out of my thong, it was inches away from his face, he looked up at me, I said are you sure this is what you want, he just lent forward and slid my co CK into his mouth.
He paused and said, I really need your Ass, I just smiled and said you know what you need to do.
He continued sucking, up and down my shaft, gaining more confidence and skills the more he sucked, I could tell he was learning from my reactions, which is great, saves me having to keep telling what to do.
He asked me to sit on the bed edge and lie back, he said can you hold your knees apart, so I spread my legs and held my knees, he got down on his knees and realised my coc k will bend all the way forward to allow him to continue sucking, it was rock hard in this position, he went for it big time, sucking as hard as he could, I'm surprised I lasted another several minutes at this pace, he knew I was getting close, I sat up keeping my legs Spread watching him carefully as I started to moan, I could not hold it any longer and Shot my load of juice into his mouth, he paused momenterrily looking at me then Swallowed it all down, I said that was really good well done, needless to say over the next 2 hours he made sure he got his next 2 Feeds which he did and very well too.It was my turn now, so after popping to the bathroom and using my Dousch then getting cleaned up I went back and asked him how he wanted me.
He said can I lie on the bed on my front with my legs closed and Straight, I handed him the lube which he used on himself, he got on top and Slid his thick coc k deep into my Ass, he was really enjoying thrusting deep into me and out again, then back in, unfortunately for him the enjoyment was too much and after a few minutes and lots of moaning he paused and pushed as deep as he could, I could feel his warm juice fill my Ass..
I said that felt great, you did really well today.
We settled and cleaned up and he was very keen to meet up again asap.....

She wore blue satin (Woah-woah)
Bluer than satin was the night (Woah-woah-woah)
Softer than satin was the light (Woah)
From the stars of blue satin (Woah-woah-woah)

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John private messaged me saying that he may be able to help me with my ongoing training, trying not to get too excited with all the failed offers that come up.
I replied saying what did you have in mind, he said we'll I'm going to be honest, my wife is not interested in anything sex related anymore and my co ck is what you are looking for except I'm hairy at the moment, I said well how are you going to get around that, he said they don't see each other nude anymore either so he should be ok, he went on to say his wife worked Tuesdays to Thursday 12 lunch till 8pm... Well I don't usually ask but I said when he was smooth to send a picture... I thaught that would be the last of it but actually a few days later I got a 7" smooth Full Head Showing co ck pic, I could tell he had a bit of a belly but that co ck was very nice...
I tried not to say too much except that I was interested, he went on to say he would use his wife's Tights... I was glad he remembered... We went through all the usual Cleanliness Discretion and Deceases bit ...
I organised to pop round from work on the Tuesday and headed for Hucknall near Nottingham.. I arrived at his address at about 2:30.. He was much bigger than I expected, tall and slightly overweight but not too bad, we had a good chat about everything again..
I asked him what he wanted exactly, He said he just wanted to offer his co ck for me to train with, I was happy with his proposal and said yes...He went off to change...
A few minutes later he came back in his Robe and clearly wearing Tights, he stood next to me, so I opened his robe to take a look, his co ck was still behind the nylon and not through the small hole so I said to him to pull his co ck and Sacks through for me, which he did.
His co ck about 5" Soft and medium size sacks, squeezed through the small hole in the tights, I adjusted his sacks a little so it was more comfortable.. He liked that straight away.
I asked him where he wanted to sit or lie, he said he had thaught about that and because he was nervous he said he would rather not watch and he asked if I minded him closing his eyes. No of course not that very understandable, I said my preferred spot was on the edge of the arm chair with you holding your legs spread with your knees although you may be there some time depending how long you last, he said ok will will try that.
I was trying to hide my excitement at this point, he got down on the Arm Chair right on the edge, grabbed each knee sat back and spread his legs, he closed his eyes leaving me with his co ck for my entire selfish enjoyment, I could not believe how lucky I was..
I got down on the floor and raised his shaft with my right hand and slid the head into my mouth, wetting it fully, then wetting the shaft fully, he was hard already, I started by placing my lips just behind his co ck head and sucking up and down only about 2" maximum but fairly quick, at the same time playing with his hole with my tongue, as I like to make sure to fully enjoy the pre cum that dribbles out..
His co ck was solid and now a wonderful 7" Ish, I was so so excited.. I continue sliding my head up and down his shaft, every now and then taking all of it in then going back to a couple of inches again, I occasionally sucked on his smooth balls, one at a time, then back to my feeding stick... After 10 minutes I switched to using my hand to wa nk his co ck, but always keeping it in my mouth as I'm not wasting one drop of my feed, I was amazed how long he lasted, about another 10 minutes, when eventually I noticed he had the odd shallow moan, and the odd throb coming from his shaft... I switched back to short sucks behind his co ck head, hard and fast, I could tell he was getting close, he sat up suddenly when my mouth was filled fully with his beautiful cum, I swallowed it down, full again, I swallowed again OMG full again, I swallowed a third time, Incredible... I got every last drop, and eventually he started to droop again...
I was a little over excited and straight away asked wether he wanted me to stay for more or to go...
He looked shocked, you want to have more, Yes please I said, he seemed shocked and said yes of course, we waited about an hour before I managed to get him hard again, eventually getting my second helping...
Sadly I had no time for anymore as I needed to fetch my wife....
I was already looking forward to tomorrows visit..

If you can help please please get in touch...
All you need is a Smooth Co ck and Balls, Full Head Showing and willing to wear Tights...
Oh and I MUST be aloud to Swallow.....

Today's run was enlighting. Very hot so I started my run in shorts and a bra crop top. Not sure if you can see my hips but they have grown about 2 inches in the last 2 years. The other item to notice is what is in the crop top. Amazing the effect of my sweat and the parts that do not seem to sweat. (Shows Cleavage?) I lost almost 2 pounds of water in this short 6 mile run. Note - if you run rememder to drink lots of fluids. Love to hear your comments. I think these photos really shouw the effect of my herbal hormones over the last couple of years. Thanks to all my gir and boy friends who have made different comments- they are greatly appreciated. And yes chatwith me whe you can.

My Light Biege layered with my Dark
Gray Pantyhose,, wearing on this Stupid Rainy Days.

John private messaged me saying that he may be able to help me with my ongoing training, trying not to get too excited with all the failed offers that come up.
I replied saying what did you have in mind, he said we'll I'm going to be honest, my wife is not interested in anything sex related anymore and my co ck is what you are looking for except I'm hairy at the moment, I said well how are you going to get around that, he said they don't see each other nude anymore either so he should be ok, he went on to say his wife worked Tuesdays to Thursday 12 lunch till 8pm... Well I don't usually ask but I said when he was smooth to send a picture... I thaught that would be the last of it but actually a few days later I got a 7" smooth Full Head Showing co ck pic, I could tell he had a bit of a belly but that co ck was very nice...
I tried not to say too much except that I was interested, he went on to say he would use his wife's Tights... I was glad he remembered... We went through all the usual Cleanliness Discretion and Deceases bit ...
I organised to pop round from work on the Tuesday and headed for Hucknall near Nottingham.. I arrived at his address at about 2:30.. He was much bigger than I expected, tall and slightly overweight but not too bad, we had a good chat about everything again..
I asked him what he wanted exactly, He said he just wanted to offer his co ck for me to train with, I was happy with his proposal and said yes...He went off to change...
A few minutes later he came back in his Robe and clearly wearing Tights, he stood next to me, so I opened his robe to take a look, his co ck was still behind the nylon and not through the small hole so I said to him to pull his co ck and Sacks through for me, which he did.
His co ck about 5" Soft and medium size sacks, squeezed through the small hole in the tights, I adjusted his sacks a little so it was more comfortable.. He liked that straight away.
I asked him where he wanted to sit or lie, he said he had thaught about that and because he was nervous he said he would rather not watch and he asked if I minded him closing his eyes. No of course not that very understandable, I said my preferred spot was on the edge of the arm chair with you holding your legs spread with your knees although you may be there some time depending how long you last, he said ok will will try that.
I was trying to hide my excitement at this point, he got down on the Arm Chair right on the edge, grabbed each knee sat back and spread his legs, he closed his eyes leaving me with his co ck for my entire selfish enjoyment, I could not believe how lucky I was..
I got down on the floor and raised his shaft with my right hand and slid the head into my mouth, wetting it fully, then wetting the shaft fully, he was hard already, I started by placing my lips just behind his co ck head and sucking up and down only about 2" maximum but fairly quick, at the same time playing with his hole with my tongue, as I like to make sure to fully enjoy the pre cum that dribbles out..
His co ck was solid and now a wonderful 7" Ish, I was so so excited.. I continue sliding my head up and down his shaft, every now and then taking all of it in then going back to a couple of inches again, I occasionally sucked on his smooth balls, one at a time, then back to my feeding stick... After 10 minutes I switched to using my hand to wa nk his co ck, but always keeping it in my mouth as I'm not wasting one drop of my feed, I was amazed how long he lasted, about another 10 minutes, when eventually I noticed he had the odd shallow moan, and the odd throb coming from his shaft... I switched back to short sucks behind his co ck head, hard and fast, I could tell he was getting close, he sat up suddenly when my mouth was filled fully with his beautiful cum, I swallowed it down, full again, I swallowed again OMG full again, I swallowed a third time, Incredible... I got every last drop, and eventually he started to droop again...
I was a little over excited and straight away asked wether he wanted me to stay for more or to go...
He looked shocked, you want to have more, Yes please I said, he seemed shocked and said yes of course, we waited about an hour before I managed to get him hard again, eventually getting my second helping...
Sadly I had no time for anymore as I needed to fetch my wife....
I was already looking forward to tomorrows visit..

If you can help please please get in touch...
All you need is a Smooth Co ck and Balls, Full Head Showing and willing to wear Tights...
Oh and I MUST be aloud to Swallow.....

Evening all, slightly scorched from the beach today haven’t been in ages, good call from my partner and bestie, abbie more on the boob job, should be 1 to 2 hrs for that, 1 hr for the cosmetic pack i have included really excited, i will no doubt be sore, but feeling beautiful, with a lovely B cup, not a bad way to spend €4800

Vogue Temptation

My hair getting white
This pleasant Vogue
It Smells so light
of wish
Be yours
Whom I still could not
Find
All's hidden
In my mind...
In light of smoke
When My lips are hot
Enjoying minty Vogue...

Why
Do you mind?
I wait your kiss!
Revealing legs
But shy
To Show
How I miss...

Just waiting
And enjoying Vogue
Your lips are still
Not mine....
Not yet...
...
Please don't...
There is nothing set
...
Don't try
I'm not...
I am another
Girl...

Yes, I am trembling,
Fear,
Deep desire...
When Silver smoke,
Ash and
Lipstick mix...
Would you
Accept
Sharp breath
Of Vogue from lips
Would you?
Or are you shocked?
Why do you freeze?
It is just a kiss
The magic kiss...
When
Lipstick
Love and
Smoke
Bent in the knot...
...
Did you forget?
Forget me not...
Is not an easy girl
Not Daisy...
Nooo....
Not at all...
That
Silver shade
In smoke
Hides
My tears
Pains
My dreams...
of stroke
My dream when
Lipstick
Love
And Smoke
Mix into
Strange but Magic seam...
That Love will
Stay
And never leave...

Holding a Charity Sale of Wedding Clothes in Church this morning. I was pleasantly surprised how accepting the Priest & Deacon were to my Crossdressing in light of my volunteering for the Charity and we had a fascinating deep conversation about the morals of Crossdressing and Theology.

Nice and light for under my work shorts

Beautiful, delightful, and enjoyable! Simply sweet!

I must say, just got partially dressed, far too hot for stockings or tights tonight, so just a little white thong, shorts and flats right now.
Matching strapless bra and a skimpy stay top.
Going for a light dusting of makeup soon, but presently just enjoying a really nice large Morgan Spiced Rum and Coke, plenty of ice of course, will of course be having a couple more.
Must not forget my gorgeous flats. And obviously very smooth shaven legs darlings.
Enjoy your evening my dear girl friends and do drop me a message, messages before friends requests.
Love Millie xx

My Light Orange Pantyhose....

I want to tell you sisters how to determine your appearance contrast
1) Take a selfie and convert it to black and white using an editor.
2) Take a lightness scale and apply it to your photo, as shown in the figure.
3) Next, determine the darkest and lightest areas in your photo using the lightness scale.
4) Next, using the scale numbers, subtract the number of the lightest area from the number of the darkest area.
5) Then compare the results:
If the result is 1-3, you have low appearance contrast.
If the result is 4-6, you have average appearance contrast.
If the result is 7-9, you have high appearance contrast.

How can knowing your appearance contrast help you?

High contrast
Rule: Brightness and strong color changes.
How to choose clothes: Combine polar colors and wear pure, saturated shades. Clothing Danger: Dull, pastel, and gray clothes will make you look tired.
Makeup: Boldly highlight your face. Use bold eyeliner, dark smoky eyes, or a rich, femme fatale lipstick.
Prints and Size: Large, bold geometric patterns, contrasting stripes, or large checkered patterns.

Medium Contrast
Rule: Moderation and smooth transitions.
How to Choose Clothes: Choose medium-depth colors and combine similar shades.
Clothing Danger: Radical black and white or acidic colors will drown out your face.
Makeup: Maintain balance. Soft shading, calm berry lips, and natural, muted tones are suitable.
Prints and Size: Medium-sized prints, soft watercolor washes, or low-contrast checkered patterns.

Low Contrast
Rule: Softness and delicacy.
How to choose clothes: Choose pastel, dusty, or sophisticated light colors.
Clothing hazard: Colors that are too dark or too bright will wash out your face.
Makeup: Use translucent textures. The best choices are subtle nudes, watercolor techniques, and lip glosses.
Prints and sizes: Small, subtle patterns, thin stripes, subtle polka dots, or monochrome textures.

Good morning, sisters and admirers! I'd like to show you how the neural network saw me, having slightly processed my photos. I've also posted the original for comparison. But I'll tell you right away that I used the neural network out of curiosity and prefer to show the real photo, although there are some tricks with lighting and camera angle, but that's all.

Evening all time to relax and put my feet up, slightly drunk and feeling frisky 🫦 always loved these 2 quotes, but which one are you?? I would love to forget my name

Just thinking about being loved in bed. Romantic music, smells of flowers, light cool breeze and soft touch as I am completely filled. Wishing all my girl and boy friends a wonderful day. Let me know if you like my dress? A bit different from some of my others.

(A New CD)
Jess got in touch and simply asked if I would go over and help her with her photos which were often Blurred, Hazy and Untidy looking.
She was very new to CDing so she was buying loads of cheap outfits but not actually wearing them, she said she had only just gone Smooth although needed help to finish off.. it was quite a distance at 1hr25min but she said she would go halves with the fuel price if it would help.
I arranged a trip down on my day off knowing what time I would have to be back, I set off early to be there about 10:30am which would give me till about 1:30pm 3hrs should be plenty of time.
I had discus with her silly little things like, a tidy house, Warm, Good Lighting, Wig, Shoes and plenty of chat about Toys and Fun in general, so hopefully she would be at least half ready for my arrival.
I arrived on time and Jess answered the door wearing regular clothing just like me, we had a chat with a cuppa and it was time to go through her Lingerie, she had some nice stuff, like mine, budget but nice, she had 2" Stilettos so not pushing any boundaries but an ok start, a couple of Basques, loads of Stockings and Suspenders and Stocking Tights, Holdups, Thongs Knickers, French, Std, Cami Tops, Bras, Sheer crop tops/Boob tubes all sorts of stuff and Toys galore, I could tell she was single.
As a bit of fun, as I was helping out I brought my Maids Outfit with me but first thing first, I said she needed to go get a shower so I could then look what else needed sorting, she did that, got herself dry and cam back in with a robe on, I said ok you can remove the robe, which she did, a little apprehensive but that's to be expected, she was a little overweight but not excessively, she could still see her own feet, she was tall so held the weigh well, her Co ck was about 6" soft so much bigger than mine. I asked her to put a leg on the Sofa which she did, I had a good close look, and moved her sacks side to side to see how smooth things were, I then got her to turn round and I parted her Ass cheeks for a good look round, ok I said the gap under your sacks need doing and around the Ass needs some, and I said you forgot under your arms.
So with a Bowl of warm clean water, a new Razor Gillette Fusion, and Gel I got her on all fours on the floor with a towel, I coated her sacks and all round her Ass with shaving Gel, and I got on with re shaving her bits, for her arms and legs I used her Electric Clippers on a number 1 after which, she had another shower and so did I.
We were both now chatting in the nude which really breaks the ice, I said let's get changed so I put on my Maids Outfit with Black Stockings and Suspenders with my 3" Stilettos and No undies.
For Jess we picked a Vintage Bettie Page look, with Dark Tanned Seemed Stockings with Suspenders and a Camy Top and her Stilettos and Black std Knickers, she looked very nice.
Oddly enough now we're were in Lingerie she started to get hard, so like me she loves CDs only.
We did loads of photos with much more light and they were much better, it was not long before she wanted to do some extra shots, Squatting over my hard Co ck, in the 69 position but only pretending, then in the Doggy Position for a pose, after all this she was still hard, I wondered whether I should ask or not, should I stay strong and see or should I be week and ask.....
No I'm a week Slut.....Would you like me to play with your Co ck rather than waste that Hard-on... Oh ok yes we can try, I told her to lie on the bed, I got on top back in the 69 position but lowered myself down till I was almost touching her mouth, I slowly cupped the end of her shaft with my lips and slid up and down that shaft, she moaned and groaned right from the offset, it was about 3 minutes when she started sucking me too, I let her get used to it before mentioned my rules about No Mess No Waste, she really did not know what to do, I was sucking away merrily while she was doing the same but very apprehensive like, I said shall we stop, the answer made me laugh, **** no carry on please, after several minutes I new I was getting close, so I lowered myself a little more and brought my legs together so she had nowhere to go, a couple more minutes and I shot my load into her mouth, she was struggling but managed to get it all down, I really went for it now tightening my lips around her shaft, and sliding all the way to her sacks, untill I heard and felt her cumming, there was much more than I expected but I swallowed every bit of that wonderful juice.. Because she was pinned down she was still cleaning up my last few dribbles too...
After that there was no stopping her, we meet regularly and she meets others too xx

If you want this then let me know xx

Paul offered to help...... (Read Below)
I was very happy to hear from Paul who sent me a message saying he was available for training Help during my availability times, 2:30 and 4:30pm and he was around 15 minutes away from Ilkeston... We chatted extensively about everything important and at the same time he said he was happy to be Smooth and wearing his wife's Holdups..
So on that we arranged a call from me Tuesday and I would arrive around 2:45pm.. which gave me plenty of time.
He lived in Nuthall just on the Nottinghamshire boarder... Paul opened the door in joggers and hoodie and me obviously still in my Postie uniform...
We said our quick Hello's and he said he had to get back to work and showed me through to a spare room with a smart Raisable Desk, he said I use my wife's desk when I'm working from home, she is slightly disabled so needs it, he just took off his Joggers to reveal Holdups and a Thong which I did not expect..
He raised the desk right up so it was standing hight and asked me to get under, which was very easy, he had already got a pillow ready, he slipped the Thong to one side, revealing a nice 5" Soft Smooth Co ck... He just said help yourself and carried on working on his laptop ..
I was getting hard myself seeing his co ck and wasted no time getting it into my mouth, sucking it into my mouth until it got hard at which I switched to sucking up and down his beautiful shaft which was now about 6.5" I was so hoping he wants me back again..
He was obviously enjoying it as he spread his legs wider to allow better access, I was holding on to his legs at the top of his Holdups sliding myself up and down his shaft, I switched from this to Wanking with my mouth still on his co ck head, back to sucking on and off for about 20 minutes when he paused his job, Grabbed my head both sides and used me as his **** toy and just as he started to moan just had the head in my mouth, two very large loads shot in filling my mouth twice with his beautiful cum, he kept hold untill every drop was gone....
He said go wait in the living room untill around 3:30 and come and try again.
OMG that's wonderful yes ok and I did exactly that, by 4:15 I had had my second helping of cum, much less obviously but I was so so happy... I had plenty of time to go straight to my Wife's work to fetch her.
I do hope he calls for me again.....
If you can help, then please let me know asap...


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