(A New CD Deal Made)

Paul who is a CD under a different name got in touch and said he was interested in having me round to have some fun and practice with a CD for the first time, But he said there is a slight issue, he went on to say that he was slightly large and quite hairy which he new was not good.. He also sent me the usual Co CK pictures as seems to be the normal thing lol
Anyway, annoyingly his co CK was very nice about 6" the same as me but thicker and the skin as ll the way back just how I like it, which was very frustrating as I'm not going near that all Hairy, so what to do.
I sent a proposal to Paul of my Conditions which allow him the opertunity to learn and possibly enjoy me at the same time, I was firm but he has the option to say no
He can choose what I wear or don't wear, he can play with his hands on me, if he wants to suck me then once started he must finish and most importantly no mess or waste, now the final thing was for his benefit if he chooses to, If after he has fed from me 3 times, I will allow him to Fu CK my Ass Pus sy in any position he likes...
Why 3 times you may ask, well it's all about commitment to his CD, showing he will work to get his pleasure learning his self control with Oral Skills in a Clean, Respectful and Submissive way, not questioning anything, at the end getting what he wants and needs..
I left the decision with him and to my suprise he was still very keen, I said did he want this over 3 different visits or just one longer 3hr visit, I did warn him he will be working much harder on a single long visit, but he said one visit was much better for him to organise so a date was set......
I dropped my wife off at 9am and left for Doncaster, I arrived just after 10:20am that gives me at least 3hrs possibly 4 if needed.
Paul let me in and we had a good chat and look through my bag of goodies, he grabbed my Cheerleader outfit with Black Stockings Tights and matching Red Stilettos, I grabbed my sheer Thong and he was happy for me to get ready, which I did, I put on a mask and Wig to help him get used to me.
We re-capped my rules and he was happy with that.
I stood in front of him and let him fondle me all over, which he seemed to enjoy, squeezing my Ass seemed popular with him and rubbing hands up and down my legs, he stood behind me and ran his hands down my chest to the top of my legs then reached with his right hand and played with my Co CK, which was starting to get hard now, this was making him even more excited, he turned me round and slipped my co CK out of my thong, it was inches away from his face, he looked up at me, I said are you sure this is what you want, he just lent forward and slid my co CK into his mouth.
He paused and said, I really need your Ass, I just smiled and said you know what you need to do.
He continued sucking, up and down my shaft, gaining more confidence and skills the more he sucked, I could tell he was learning from my reactions, which is great, saves me having to keep telling what to do.
He asked me to sit on the bed edge and lie back, he said can you hold your knees apart, so I spread my legs and held my knees, he got down on his knees and realised my coc k will bend all the way forward to allow him to continue sucking, it was rock hard in this position, he went for it big time, sucking as hard as he could, I'm surprised I lasted another several minutes at this pace, he knew I was getting close, I sat up keeping my legs Spread watching him carefully as I started to moan, I could not hold it any longer and Shot my load of juice into his mouth, he paused momenterrily looking at me then Swallowed it all down, I said that was really good well done, needless to say over the next 2 hours he made sure he got his next 2 Feeds which he did and very well too.It was my turn now, so after popping to the bathroom and using my Dousch then getting cleaned up I went back and asked him how he wanted me.
He said can I lie on the bed on my front with my legs closed and Straight, I handed him the lube which he used on himself, he got on top and Slid his thick coc k deep into my Ass, he was really enjoying thrusting deep into me and out again, then back in, unfortunately for him the enjoyment was too much and after a few minutes and lots of moaning he paused and pushed as deep as he could, I could feel his warm juice fill my Ass..
I said that felt great, you did really well today.
We settled and cleaned up and he was very keen to meet up again asap.....

Discovery ...

She gently touched
Me...
You are not a man...
Despite the suit
I feel your breasts
I am so happy
Feel you interest
My Darling
You are not a man
You're my femme
You're lesbienne
Please
Don't be shy
It is so nice
You wear dress
You make your eyes
You make bright lipstick
Oh my Lord
You came to me
In such short
Skirt...
My Darling
You are not a man
You gently touch
You do feel pains...
Your thighs are sensitive
Thin veins
Please stay with me
Ohh please remain...
A pleasure
Night...
My Darling
Little kiss?
So right
You feel
So beautiful
So gentle
I am pleased
So
Silently
You cuddle all my legs
My Darling...
Love is very
Tender...
You lips
Tell all
To enter Paradise...
You beg with kiss
I wish surrender
To girl
So tall
with little breasts...
I am impressed
I do confess
You are not man
You wear dress
And still
You re looking
Just for femme
My lovely
Darling
Lesbienne...

I would say quiet a number of men who post photos and videos of yourself on this site, while you may be dressed in the feminine clothing, and the lingerie and all that, if your body language still portrays your masculine image of yourself, and your manly attitudes, and characteristics, your just going look like a fella in women's clothing. Rather than looking attractive, which I assume is the look your going for, same as I would, were I posting, you may look neither like a man or a woman, just some sad, partly comical expression of humanity. Is that the look you really wish to portray. May I respectfully suggest that before you post images/ video's of yourself that you get into the girly / sissy / feminine headspace. Become the girl of your dreams in your mind first, and then hopefully your body language may become more feminine. As an example, never have I seen a real girl bend her knee and throw it up behind her, as I have seen in some photos here. Its just an overly exaggerated female pose. Mind, if your happy posing the way you like , carry on, but just be aware how it is precieved by some people viewing it, or when in public, or at social events. Same with the make up, sometimes less is better than more. I would like to say that some of the photos, and video's do look right, and feminine, but most do not. Just an observation, and a gentle suggestion, not a criticism. Either your all into this, or you ain't !

Happy Independence Day...Stars & Stripes forever.

I feel so good showing my face on here but at the same time it feels like such a big thing! The guys and girls I've spoken to on here are amazing you've made me feel so welcomed and relaxed enough to be comfortable enough to have confidence!

I love you all


#crossdresser #cd #sissy #confidence #happy

Aww I'm soo happy I kept all my photos from the last two yearsxxx

#cd #crossdresser

Anyone near Derby Read Below.

John private messaged me saying that he may be able to help me with my ongoing training, trying not to get too excited with all the failed offers that come up.
I replied saying what did you have in mind, he said we'll I'm going to be honest, my wife is not interested in anything sex related anymore and my co ck is what you are looking for except I'm hairy at the moment, I said well how are you going to get around that, he said they don't see each other nude anymore either so he should be ok, he went on to say his wife worked Tuesdays to Thursday 12 lunch till 8pm... Well I don't usually ask but I said when he was smooth to send a picture... I thaught that would be the last of it but actually a few days later I got a 7" smooth Full Head Showing co ck pic, I could tell he had a bit of a belly but that co ck was very nice...
I tried not to say too much except that I was interested, he went on to say he would use his wife's Tights... I was glad he remembered... We went through all the usual Cleanliness Discretion and Deceases bit ...
I organised to pop round from work on the Tuesday and headed for Hucknall near Nottingham.. I arrived at his address at about 2:30.. He was much bigger than I expected, tall and slightly overweight but not too bad, we had a good chat about everything again..
I asked him what he wanted exactly, He said he just wanted to offer his co ck for me to train with, I was happy with his proposal and said yes...He went off to change...
A few minutes later he came back in his Robe and clearly wearing Tights, he stood next to me, so I opened his robe to take a look, his co ck was still behind the nylon and not through the small hole so I said to him to pull his co ck and Sacks through for me, which he did.
His co ck about 5" Soft and medium size sacks, squeezed through the small hole in the tights, I adjusted his sacks a little so it was more comfortable.. He liked that straight away.
I asked him where he wanted to sit or lie, he said he had thaught about that and because he was nervous he said he would rather not watch and he asked if I minded him closing his eyes. No of course not that very understandable, I said my preferred spot was on the edge of the arm chair with you holding your legs spread with your knees although you may be there some time depending how long you last, he said ok will will try that.
I was trying to hide my excitement at this point, he got down on the Arm Chair right on the edge, grabbed each knee sat back and spread his legs, he closed his eyes leaving me with his co ck for my entire selfish enjoyment, I could not believe how lucky I was..
I got down on the floor and raised his shaft with my right hand and slid the head into my mouth, wetting it fully, then wetting the shaft fully, he was hard already, I started by placing my lips just behind his co ck head and sucking up and down only about 2" maximum but fairly quick, at the same time playing with his hole with my tongue, as I like to make sure to fully enjoy the pre cum that dribbles out..
His co ck was solid and now a wonderful 7" Ish, I was so so excited.. I continue sliding my head up and down his shaft, every now and then taking all of it in then going back to a couple of inches again, I occasionally sucked on his smooth balls, one at a time, then back to my feeding stick... After 10 minutes I switched to using my hand to wa nk his co ck, but always keeping it in my mouth as I'm not wasting one drop of my feed, I was amazed how long he lasted, about another 10 minutes, when eventually I noticed he had the odd shallow moan, and the odd throb coming from his shaft... I switched back to short sucks behind his co ck head, hard and fast, I could tell he was getting close, he sat up suddenly when my mouth was filled fully with his beautiful cum, I swallowed it down, full again, I swallowed again OMG full again, I swallowed a third time, Incredible... I got every last drop, and eventually he started to droop again...
I was a little over excited and straight away asked wether he wanted me to stay for more or to go...
He looked shocked, you want to have more, Yes please I said, he seemed shocked and said yes of course, we waited about an hour before I managed to get him hard again, eventually getting my second helping...
Sadly I had no time for anymore as I needed to fetch my wife....
I was already looking forward to tomorrows visit..

If you can help please please get in touch...
All you need is a Smooth Co ck and Balls, Full Head Showing and willing to wear Tights...
Oh and I MUST be aloud to Swallow.....

Happy 4th of July day today

Happy 4th July USA be careful out there. X
#laceskirt #petticoat #stockings #suspenders #highheels

Happy 250 years and 4th July to USA x enjoy the party x frilly petticoat x
#petticoat #stockings #suspenders

Good morning everyone, I hope you all have an amazing day. Stay happy being who you want to be.

John private messaged me saying that he may be able to help me with my ongoing training, trying not to get too excited with all the failed offers that come up.
I replied saying what did you have in mind, he said we'll I'm going to be honest, my wife is not interested in anything sex related anymore and my co ck is what you are looking for except I'm hairy at the moment, I said well how are you going to get around that, he said they don't see each other nude anymore either so he should be ok, he went on to say his wife worked Tuesdays to Thursday 12 lunch till 8pm... Well I don't usually ask but I said when he was smooth to send a picture... I thaught that would be the last of it but actually a few days later I got a 7" smooth Full Head Showing co ck pic, I could tell he had a bit of a belly but that co ck was very nice...
I tried not to say too much except that I was interested, he went on to say he would use his wife's Tights... I was glad he remembered... We went through all the usual Cleanliness Discretion and Deceases bit ...
I organised to pop round from work on the Tuesday and headed for Hucknall near Nottingham.. I arrived at his address at about 2:30.. He was much bigger than I expected, tall and slightly overweight but not too bad, we had a good chat about everything again..
I asked him what he wanted exactly, He said he just wanted to offer his co ck for me to train with, I was happy with his proposal and said yes...He went off to change...
A few minutes later he came back in his Robe and clearly wearing Tights, he stood next to me, so I opened his robe to take a look, his co ck was still behind the nylon and not through the small hole so I said to him to pull his co ck and Sacks through for me, which he did.
His co ck about 5" Soft and medium size sacks, squeezed through the small hole in the tights, I adjusted his sacks a little so it was more comfortable.. He liked that straight away.
I asked him where he wanted to sit or lie, he said he had thaught about that and because he was nervous he said he would rather not watch and he asked if I minded him closing his eyes. No of course not that very understandable, I said my preferred spot was on the edge of the arm chair with you holding your legs spread with your knees although you may be there some time depending how long you last, he said ok will will try that.
I was trying to hide my excitement at this point, he got down on the Arm Chair right on the edge, grabbed each knee sat back and spread his legs, he closed his eyes leaving me with his co ck for my entire selfish enjoyment, I could not believe how lucky I was..
I got down on the floor and raised his shaft with my right hand and slid the head into my mouth, wetting it fully, then wetting the shaft fully, he was hard already, I started by placing my lips just behind his co ck head and sucking up and down only about 2" maximum but fairly quick, at the same time playing with his hole with my tongue, as I like to make sure to fully enjoy the pre cum that dribbles out..
His co ck was solid and now a wonderful 7" Ish, I was so so excited.. I continue sliding my head up and down his shaft, every now and then taking all of it in then going back to a couple of inches again, I occasionally sucked on his smooth balls, one at a time, then back to my feeding stick... After 10 minutes I switched to using my hand to wa nk his co ck, but always keeping it in my mouth as I'm not wasting one drop of my feed, I was amazed how long he lasted, about another 10 minutes, when eventually I noticed he had the odd shallow moan, and the odd throb coming from his shaft... I switched back to short sucks behind his co ck head, hard and fast, I could tell he was getting close, he sat up suddenly when my mouth was filled fully with his beautiful cum, I swallowed it down, full again, I swallowed again OMG full again, I swallowed a third time, Incredible... I got every last drop, and eventually he started to droop again...
I was a little over excited and straight away asked wether he wanted me to stay for more or to go...
He looked shocked, you want to have more, Yes please I said, he seemed shocked and said yes of course, we waited about an hour before I managed to get him hard again, eventually getting my second helping...
Sadly I had no time for anymore as I needed to fetch my wife....
I was already looking forward to tomorrows visit..

If you can help please please get in touch...
All you need is a Smooth Co ck and Balls, Full Head Showing and willing to wear Tights...
Oh and I MUST be aloud to Swallow.....

That makes me so happy! Really sweet!

Happy Monday everyone hope you all had a great weekend
I dont normally do shorts (prefer my skirts and dresses) but picked these and the blouse up at the weekend in poundland of all places

Happy Saturday everyone and to one special person in particular xx

I happy to guide you, if you are a beginner, I love to open new doors and show you the kinky side of life hit me up and let's explore. #sissy #femboy

Happy Friday!!!
Hope all my friends have a fantastic weekend xx

Today I'm feeling especially happy thanks to one very special girl. You know who you are

Tuesdays girl is blue on the outside but happy on the inside

Not a very exciting post but I'm happy cos I found some nice looking ankle boots on vinted. Thought they look a little goth and are practice for walking in. And the best part is they fit! I'm easily excited when I find shoes that fit lol

OH GIRLS....

As per last few days this is yet another post from the newly outed wild sissy jessica puddlef**k

Ladies obvs now my life is gonna change, not sure tge extent or secverity yet

BUT...

well its a start on the gorgeous future dressing table i got in mind


Im not sure if any of you will know and understand where im at with this but i must tell you all again,
Im happy, im excited, im relaxed with who i am and i must say..

I'm BADLY loving every second of this!!

Girls look at my photo's,

Some are amazing, others not so!

But i am me and we can all clearly see i'm trying to be and at times.....


I AM ON FIRE!!

some if my photos,

If i saw me walking down the street or had a chance with her then i would LITERALLY GO AFTER THAT GIRL,!!!

LOVE YOU GIRLS,

THANK YOU FOR BEING SUPPORTIVE ON THIS WITH ME

But i shouldnt be only recieving that support from online strangers

I hate all the others!

Happy Fathers Day, wouldn't it be wonderful as your Wife, Son's and Daughter's give you your cards and presents to come out to your family today wearing your favorite crossdressing feminine clothes?

Good morning. Happy Sunday x

Guys... oh girlies

THIS IS A BIG 1!!

EEEEKKKK SO EXCITING TO!!

mummys little 42 year old boy tokd mummy yesterday morning that he has cross dressing since 2004,

They all knew for several humiliating reason over the years BUT...

MUMMY SAID IF BEING JESSICA MAKES ME HAPPY, THEN JESSICA CAN MOVE IN,

SO SHE DID!

GIRLS YOU'LL UNDERSTAND THIS!!




JESSICA..

THAT PROPER SEXY GIRL ALSO TOLD MUMMY SHE IS BI-SEXUAL AND CHANCES ARE JESSICA IS GOING TO BE TORN APART BY A GUY AS JESSICA EATS HIS WIFES YUMMY *****, AND THAT JESSICA WANTS TO BE A FUCKING PORNSTAR, AND SHE IS GOING TO DO JUST THAT!!


EVERYONE...



JESSICA HAS A HOME,


YAY, EEEEEEEKKK

SHE HAS BEEN SORTING HER ROOM ALL NIGHT, SHE HAS SOO NEW STUFF COMING AND SHE CAN PRACTICE HER MAKE UP NOW TO,


IM OVER THE MOON IM LIKE PROPER HAPPY WITH BEING ABLE TO BE JESSICA NOW, AND I CANT WAIT TO HAVE GUESTS OVER,

I GUARANTEE MUMMY IS GOING TO HEAR HER HELPLESS LITTLE GIRL SCREAMING ALL HOURS BECAUSE SHE IS GETTING SO MUCH PERFECT DICK!,

Soooo....

Who wants to come and see how naughty jessica's room??

The door is now open xxx

Happy Friday Everyone!!!
Hope you all have a fantastic weekend xx

Happy Friday to all you lovely ladies. Hope you get what you are hoping for, Friday should be shopping day, lot's of new stuff to wear. I will be doing DIY today, but in the best tradition, I will be dressing for it. a Sissy builders uniform I think. I do intend to have some fun breaks during my project. I will keep a few things handy for break times. Just need a sister to turn up and give me a hand. I wish. LillyXXX

Happy return ...

Happy Friday ladies!!! Here's to a wonderful weekend xx

Happy shiny Thursday everyone xx

I happy to guide you, if you are a beginner, I love to open new doors and show you the kinky side of life hit me up and let's explore. #sissy #femboy

ChatGPT is likely a therapist. Put one question in and you have a thousand back.
The reassuring aspect was every approach or feeling I had about myself and my marriage were confirmed and I have already tried some of the suggested outcomes.

Downside. Much like everything in life there’s no one size fits all answer.

Happy to chat to others who are at a cross roads. We may be able help each other or at least “understand”

A short dress makes Patti a very happy girl

I happy to guide you, if you are a beginner, I love to open new doors and show you the kinky side of life hit me up and let's explore. #sissy #femboy

Happy Sunday!!!

Happy Sunday ladies xxx

Happy Saturday morning lovely Ladies! Not everyone understands us, but we understand each other, and that's what makes this safe place so wonderful xx

Wishing all my friends a Happy Friday and a fantastic weekend

Happy Friday to you all dressed for the night x

So I finally did it last night.....not the tour de force outfit I was hoping to wear.....it was raining & cold....and I was a bit chicken, but as it was my first time out in public I was still happy with how I looked.
First attempt at make up too....no sunglasses to hide behind

Happy Friday cum's around again. Hope its the same for you girlies out there.

Happy evening all

Happy Hump Day Girls xx

Happy Monday gorgeous girls

I get asked all the time .... Keep Reading....

A number of times I have been asked if someone can suck my co ck, pure and simple..
Well yes that can be arranged if you are local...
Now if your not a CD and not prepared to wear some kind of Nylons then Sucking me is all you will get...
Now a number of members online have asked for this and were happy with just that..
Now I have two rules in this case...

Once you start you must finish
Never any Mess or Waste

if this is too much for you then the only other option is to book a number of visits until you are able to stick to the rules...
Anyone interested in this please ask... Xx
I'm very nice polite discrete and easy to get on with x
Please ask any questions x

Happy weekend, sisters, don't flash your panties too much. Oh, I think I flashed mine. Have a great time.

Paul offered to help...... (Read Below)
I was very happy to hear from Paul who sent me a message saying he was available for training Help during my availability times, 2:30 and 4:30pm and he was around 15 minutes away from Ilkeston... We chatted extensively about everything important and at the same time he said he was happy to be Smooth and wearing his wife's Holdups..
So on that we arranged a call from me Tuesday and I would arrive around 2:45pm.. which gave me plenty of time.
He lived in Nuthall just on the Nottinghamshire boarder... Paul opened the door in joggers and hoodie and me obviously still in my Postie uniform...
We said our quick Hello's and he said he had to get back to work and showed me through to a spare room with a smart Raisable Desk, he said I use my wife's desk when I'm working from home, she is slightly disabled so needs it, he just took off his Joggers to reveal Holdups and a Thong which I did not expect..
He raised the desk right up so it was standing hight and asked me to get under, which was very easy, he had already got a pillow ready, he slipped the Thong to one side, revealing a nice 5" Soft Smooth Co ck... He just said help yourself and carried on working on his laptop ..
I was getting hard myself seeing his co ck and wasted no time getting it into my mouth, sucking it into my mouth until it got hard at which I switched to sucking up and down his beautiful shaft which was now about 6.5" I was so hoping he wants me back again..
He was obviously enjoying it as he spread his legs wider to allow better access, I was holding on to his legs at the top of his Holdups sliding myself up and down his shaft, I switched from this to Wanking with my mouth still on his co ck head, back to sucking on and off for about 20 minutes when he paused his job, Grabbed my head both sides and used me as his **** toy and just as he started to moan just had the head in my mouth, two very large loads shot in filling my mouth twice with his beautiful cum, he kept hold untill every drop was gone....
He said go wait in the living room untill around 3:30 and come and try again.
OMG that's wonderful yes ok and I did exactly that, by 4:15 I had had my second helping of cum, much less obviously but I was so so happy... I had plenty of time to go straight to my Wife's work to fetch her.
I do hope he calls for me again.....
If you can help, then please let me know asap...


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A very Happy Friday to you lovely ladies xx

Wishing you all Happy Pride Month.

Lonely thoughts

Lonely thoughts
Just too much
Just too late
Am I a girl?
Is it a fate?
Is it mistake?
Is it my choice
Life with no Love
As inner voice.

Why?
And for what?
But I'm happy
In tights.
What got so wrong
I am hiding from Light
Hiding in girl
And unable to be...
Am I a Doll...?
Toy
Or Broken leave...

Why?
I dont know
It was for to long...
Damaging
Soul
Damaging goal.
Trying escape,
To avoid
I Love You?
I do not know...
Perhaps know few...