I think some of my confusion as Cat is becoming clearer.

It's very nice to dress as a sex doll and that's fine for fun, but I want to look like most of you too, I envy your feminine elegence.
I don't have alot and I in terms of crossdressing I am extremely amateur.

I would love to fully bring the lady out in Cat for once.

Tbh, I like cosplaying as a sissy, but really I am not one, I am just not submissive in nature.
I want to feel like a lady for a change instead of an object., for me.