I've given up. Sorry I need to rant and It may sound offensive but I'm angry. I know most of you are very lovely and I don't mean to be disgusting. I'm probably going to delete this profile afterwards and hopefully never come back because it's unhealthy for me. So I'm on this site for a couple of reasons, one being I'm a fetishist, chaser etc whatever you want to call it. It has turned into an obsession since highschool (almost how you get addicted to pornography). But it's not always about sex. I've wanted a sissy wife/girlfriend I could spoil, love and connect with. But from my many dates/partners in real life and conversations I've had on this site plus many more I've come to realize most of you (sorry to put all of you in a bubble) but most of you just want to be sex objects. Most of you married already going behind their backs (as I have experienced with my partners). By the way, I'm not perfect, I have my own problems, I'm possessive and controlling but I'm not completely vanilla, I'm ok bringing in a third or watching you with someone else or just fucking your brains out in every position but that's never enough apparently. So I've given up trying to find the "love of my life" I'm getting too old for this type of thinking and I should move on. I'm going to disappear, hide all my desires (like most men do) and probably join a church somewhere so I can go back to my christian conservative roots and find a partner the US government approves of...