It's interesting how supportive yall are on here,but day to day in my life this would be taboo to everyone lol,truth be told for awhile I've been plugging my ass wearing panties buying more panties dressing in lingerie and going to town with a machine,at times I feel like dog crap but the orgasm from impaling myself is just other worldly had I found this site earlier id be calling someone daddy and being someone's trans wife,I've thought about it days on end how it could have been but we make choices and have to live by them,so im definitely closeted bi sexual no doubt about it