It all started while house sitting for the neighbors while in the bathroom I noticed a pair of nylon panties! Not really sure why I felt compelled to try them on but I did and I couldn't believe how amazing they felt and I knew that I was gonna be wearing these for the rest of my life and then I got an erection and I had to find more. I went into my friends mother's room and I was overwhelmed with all the nylon lingerie I tried on soft cup bra's, camisoles, full and half slips stockings and garter belts (it took a long time trying to figure out how to connect them lol) it was incredible and I knew it was wrong, I took a few of each except for panties I took several pairs. I hid everything under my mattress and I would put on my newly acquired lingerie and I thought it was really wrong to enjoy wearing these things but it felt I honestly belonged in these I tried to ask mom and neighbors why did some actor's wear women's clothing.? They're doing it for laughs and I said do people who aren't actor's wear women's clothing? And they said yes but they are crazy, weird, sick in the head, child molesters and should be in jail to get help. Remember this was late 60,"s early 70's and crossdressing was not tolerated so I didn't have anyone to talk to and as I started dating again I would see if it would be accepted and I never found anyone so I stayed hidden until I was 56 years old and been through 2 marriages and several live-in"s I decided that I will not hide anymore!!!!! And then I met a woman I knew SHE was THE ONE I was scared to reveal my secret but if we're gonna be together she deserves the truth and I told her everything and I would give her however long she needed to think about it. About 4 days later she called me and I was praying that honesty is the only way to have a fresh start and she said that she investigated and she accepts my ccrosddressing lifestyle and we'll try it and we're getting ready to celebrate our 7th anniversary and I have never been happier there's a few other incidents that I will share later 💯💋❣️