As a kid around 10/12 yrs I use to dress up with my Aunts theatrical clothes which were upstairs in an attic. Be it a pirate or a damsel in distress. At home I use to dress up/ touch with my mums lingerie. Also, with my friend, we would have touchy-feely times together when we went away with his parents in a caravan. As my teen years came along I lost interest in dressing up & was hooked on girls. But up to around 15/20 yrs ago I had a lady friend whom we enjoyed excellent sex. One day I had the urge to cross dress which increased the sexual urge we shared. She would help me with make up & teach me how to walk correctly with heels. She took a lot of my photos. We would walk together arm in arm down the streets looking & going into shops! She unfortunately has passed away but I still get the urge & often x dress to satisfy my needs. I have also become Bi & enjoy a man’s company more so than females. In fact I lean more to Gay side of my persona.