All this bickering about me and making me out to be the bad guy which i am not. none of you know my life or what i got through each day or how i feel when i am on my own but telling me to kill myself shows what supportive community this is. if you were in my shoes carrying a lot or pain and hurt and that my family have passed and i need my grandma right now but shes no longer here and if you knew what was inside my head you'd all run for the hills. kindly stop this bickering