Look I'm going to be honest with everyone, but don't want any sympathy, In, 2021,there was a growth on my pancreas, yeah I was afraid it was cancer, but it was not, anyway In 2022,because I couldn't eat everything was coming out the wrong way, I lost so much weight, I was having seizures, I was living with a pick line which is a way to feed, I spent a lot of time in hospital, but I'm lucky because when I had surgery I had the best pantrac surgen in the world that was doing my operation, so I had my pancreas taken out my gallbladder taken out part of my stomach and bowel also, I spent a week in intensive care and, but I'm another 10 day's in a high dependency ward, but I'm sorter feeling OK, I have diabetes now and have to inject insulin every day and I have got osteoarthritis, and denurtive discs disiese,, I good and bad day's, so I want to explore my sexualty more and enjoy the rest of my life x