Remains

I still remember
How you left
I begged you
Please no sex...
You thought
I do not want
To be
With you
At all
And craked...

So stupid
I just wanted
You be stronger
For a take...
You left
I've never
Changed my lock
I still
Just wait and wait...

I did not want
To be a doll
For pleasure
And for sex...
Yes I was empty
When you've gone.
You took with you
The rest.

Since then
I've learned,
I've learned a lot
But never more
Again.
My heart is silent,
Hair
Knot,
And face
Is still so pale.

I never could
To ask you back
I thought
You feel inside.
Alas...
I was too deadly late
You've left me
Just to cry...

One day
I knew of an accident
I've later been on grave...
My candle
Lit
My heart's in pain
And pale I remain...