Lonely thoughts

Lonely thoughts
Just too much
Just too late
Am I a girl?
Is it a fate?
Is it mistake?
Is it my choice
Life with no Love
As inner voice.

Why?
And for what?
But I'm happy
In tights.
What got so wrong
I am hiding from Light
Hiding in girl
And unable to be...
Am I a Doll...?
Toy
Or Broken leave...

Why?
I dont know
It was for to long...
Damaging
Soul
Damaging goal.
Trying escape,
To avoid
I Love You?
I do not know...
Perhaps know few...