Ive had some really good news today. I have spoken to my son and gone through who i am now and he is 100% behind me and is fully supportive of me. He is the only one whobi was really bothered about knowing. He is happy because im the happiest ive been in years. Through this news im going to go ahead and actually change my name by deed poll to my femme name and go ahead with hrt referal to start treatment (hopefully doesnt take too long) l am officially going to change my name over the next couple of days to my full femme name.