I'm a 40 year old man 6ft blue eyes who's a joke dressed up for my ex in her dress and tights but when I surprised her instead of laughing like I thought she looked at me in pure lust and made me pose for photos thenshowing me, I couldn't believe how sexy I looked and it instantly sparked something inside me that I'd of never of believed was me. As I felt so sexy as I danced and crawled on all 4s for her as I teased her begging for her to make me her bitch. She did and it was one of the best experiences of my life. And crossdressing is now part of who I am. I've had a couple of women who seemed excited when I told them but then admitted they got jealous of how sexy I looked and couldn't handle it.so here I am looking for women/transgender or couples who find me attractive and want to get to know me. I'm not attracted to men but I'm open minded and maybe if I find a feminine face who looks as good as me in a dress I'd be up to see if we clicked together. But any women or couple I'd like to get to know. And my ultimate fantasy is to be abused by a sexy transgender