I am a professional who by all accounts lives a traditional public life. Privately there is something inside me totally different than anyone who knows me would suspect. When I shave my legs smooth, put on a wig, make-up and a dress it is the most euphoric powerful experience of my life I can not verbally explain. All in a moment it is so comfortable, exciting, and peaceful. All I want to the depth of my soul is to be pretty in cute outfits, jewelry, and makeup.