I have been closet dressing for roughly 20 years off and on. I really love it and am extremely turned on by other crossdressers and transgender male to female. I am not really attracted to masculine hairy men but maybe it’s because I have never met the right one. I really enjoy giving oral and getting whoever I am with off is what makes me even more turned on. I have only had a one time experience with receiving anal, I did really enjoy it and have tried realistic dildo’s and getting pegged but nothing has compared to the real thing. I hope to meet someone relatively close by that has a mutual enjoyment of dressing up and a mutual attraction as well. I really need someone I can be open with and comfortable without worry or judgement. I love seeing all you beautiful people this is my first step in accepting my love for crossdressing instead of judging myself for something I can’t deny how much it turns me on. It started when I was young the first time I wore panties because I got tickled until I peed and didn’t have a change of clothes. It was love at first feel of women’s intimate apparel.