I have always (since I was a child) been envious of girls/women. I wished I was born female. That said I don't feel like I am a woman in a mans body, I just want to be feminine. To look and feel sexy.

I tried women's underwear as a young man (in the military). these was really exciting but I was terrified and if I got caught I would have been dishonourably discharged! Now in my late 50s I am living alone and have started to really get into becoming a crossdresser.
So far I have bought a few items of clothing but am finding sizing difficult, I also have shaved my body for the first time (which feels amazing).
I have joined here to talk about all things crossdressing. I am very much attracted to women not men so if your looking for a date please move along, unless you are very feminine of course ;).