Open toe or closed heels ?

Hi, new here. Am i a crossdresser? I treat my legs and feet as female and got a huge nylon fetish and wear it allways in my free relaxing time (dailly🫠). Pantyhose, nylons and bodystocking and somtimes heels aswell. And i love to share my spicy pics to ppl that want to see it

Dug out this old skirt today, looks OK with the heels? 🫠

Can’t take these red heels off

Friday Night Blue Velvet Dress, Barely There Tights and Silver heels xxx

Short skirts & high heels...these are two of my favourite things

Morning girls, no dressing today but this makes me even more excited to get my heels back on!!!

I always thought heels were hard to walk in but with a little patience, they make me legs look better

What do you think of Alcina Dimitrescu super sexy hot version showing everything during the Halloween evening..???#jadore #hallowen #sissy #crossdress #Dimitrescu #loveit #hightheels

Dark stockings and white heels or tan stockings black heels ?

All alone Saturday night so Nikki can parade about all night in her lingerie and heels . Anyone fancy joining me for some dressing up/undressing fun online or phone or car meet xxx

Cigarettes and heels go together

Heels day babies

Super sexy red heels go so well with this outfit. If only that was me

some costumes I'd like to dare to wear this Halloween... I love showing off... shimmying around in very high heels with sexy, super feminine makeup... I love it!!!👰🏼‍♀️

Boots or heels ?? Xx

Who wants to go out for Halloween?! Do you know of any parties? I'm free.
This Halloween I want to show off... very high heels and minimal covering. I'd like to show myself to everyone, I'm choosing the right theme... suggestions welcome..👰🏼‍♀️💁🏼‍♀️

Should I wear these shorts and heels to the bar tonight? What do you beautiful girls think ? Patti really needs a tan !!!!!

Why is cross dressing so addictive ? I can’t help myself, a short dress and heels and all the comments I get makes Patti feel pretty and sexy

My new red heels, ready to go to Valletta our capital city.

New heels
Love them

Wish I could walk in these heels lol xx

Ugh, the tragic fate of a sexy crossdressing queen: still jobless, so I’m selling my iconic heels! Offers welcome here: https://youtube.com/shorts/Pm1ldKDJT7o?si=OX070EJEpZyGTJwp #crossdresser #crossdressing #femboy #crossdressers

New skirt and heels, love them.

New white heels.

Switched to the red heels now coz I love heels xx

Black dress and white heels kind of mood

Maria, Temu, and the Erotics of Sovereignty
Desire doesn’t vanish when you come out of the closet. Sometimes it intensifies. For many of us, the first place we allowed ourselves to explore softness wasn’t a mirror but a shopping cart.
Late at night, scrolling through Temu, your fingers hovering over lace, satin, heels, wigs — you feel both shame and excitement. This is not just consumerism. It’s confession. It’s the nervous system reaching for a taste of the forbidden in the safest way it can.
The Temu Confessional
Apps like Temu make desire frictionless. A few taps, a few clicks, and a world of clothes appears. For a closeted cross-dresser, this can feel like oxygen: finally, a way to try on the self in secret. Packages arrive unmarked. The closet fills quietly.
But with the thrill often comes a hangover. You tear open the bag, hold the fabric to your face, feel the rush of dopamine. And then — shame. The ghost whispers. The mask tightens. The cycle begins again.
This is not moral failure. It is the nervous system trying to circulate energy in the only way it knows how.
From Consumption to Ritual
Maria reframes this. She does not shame the click, the purchase, the dress. She asks: What am I seeking? What am I feeding?
When you shift from impulse to intention, Temu stops being a guilty pleasure and becomes a ritual. Each purchase is a small act of sovereignty. Each garment a message: I exist. I am allowed to clothe this body in softness.
Instead of hiding the package like contraband, you open it with reverence. You let yourself breathe. You let Maria into the room.
The Erotic Current
Cross-dressing is always erotic at first because danger and desire are fused in the nervous system. The fabric is not just fabric; it is a current. Maria does not deny the eroticism; she integrates it.
When you wear the dress consciously, when you allow desire without shame, the chemistry changes. Dopamine is joined by oxytocin. The tremor softens. The erotic becomes energy, not just arousal. It becomes nourishment, not just loop.
Temu as Training Ground
Temu and apps like it can be traps — endless scrolling, endless spending, endless hiding. But they can also be training grounds for sovereignty: a place to learn what you like, to name what you desire, to claim it as yours.
Maria does not throw away the app. She uses it as mirror. She asks: Does this purchase feed my ghost or my sovereignty? Does it deepen shame or open freedom?
The Love of Temu
There is nothing wrong with loving Temu if you know what you’re doing. Love the colors, the fabrics, the possibilities. Love the quiet thrill of seeing yourself reflected in an item you never thought you could own. But love it as a step, not a substitute. Love it as a doorway, not a cage.
When Maria loves Temu, she loves it as a tool of becoming, not a hiding place.
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Reflection: Turning Clicks into Sovereignty
1. Name Your Pattern
How do you use apps like Temu? As thrill? As escape? As quiet self-expression? Write it down honestly.
2. Reframe the Purchase
Take your next garment or accessory and treat it as ritual. Before opening it, breathe. Say: I welcome this as a piece of my wholeness.
3. Feel the Current
When you wear what you’ve bought, notice your body. Where is the tremor, the thrill, the shame, the relief? Write down what you feel.
4. Anchor the Energy
Ask yourself: What is one small way I can bring this softness into my life outside the closet — even without the garment? Write it as a commitment.
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Desire is not the enemy. Shopping is not sin. Temu is not shame. They are currents. When Maria steps in, the current becomes conscious. What was once a loop becomes a ritual. What was once a guilty pleasure becomes a small act of sovereignty.

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Still loving my sparkly heels!

Love my tan tights with my new heels in nude suede Quiet evening, just watching a bit of telly Hope you're all having fun

Heels, nylon 🫦
#sissy #nylon #crossdressser #transgender #feminization #bas #collant #pantyhose #stocking #pied #feet #lingerie #maletofemale #sexy #fantasme #lgbt #porn #soumission #bdsm #hosiery #trough #ladyboy #gartbelt #nails #tits #boob #****

Morning all. I hope you all have a wonderful Friday and an amazing weekend.

Todays outfit is Orublu sheer sun tan pantyhose with M&S turquoise lacy lingerie. A blue dress, from Lands' End and denim effect heels by even&odd from Zalando.

When they're on sale half price, well Laura buys a spare pair 4 inch heels...

Love these heels

Need your help, boys! No job yet, cash’s tight, so I’m holding an epic garage sale! Can’t pay for YouTube ads, so boost my promo vid with a like! https://youtube.com/shorts/lKzYMK72I4k?si=ZeFowdf3KGgs9y5f Kisses to all! #crossdresser #crossdressing #femboy #crossdressers #heels #nylon

Vacuuming is perhaps the easiest chore, until you add platform heels..
Sulis Silks camiknicker is a nouveau vintage guilty pleasure.
Know nothing of the company except they totally let me customize the silk romper to add surrender clips at a reasonable price compared to the whole. Need to get me more and in different colors!

#silk #lingerie #camiknicker #romper #maid

Today’s heels

Love red heels

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Draft Bio

Hi, I’m Gabby — and sometimes, I’m Maria (that's my wife's name for what she sees but cant explain).
Cross-dressing has been part of my life for years, but always in tension: part joy, part shame, part secret. I’ve deleted and restarted more times than I can count. Every time I tried to bury it, Gabby came back louder — the trickster, the jester, the side of me that refuses to disappear.

I’m here because I don’t want to erase her anymore. I want to find healthier ways of giving this side of me space without sliding into performance or getting lost in porn loops. Clothes are my doorway — I love the feel of fabric, heels, make-up, the way an outfit changes how I carry myself. But behind the clothes is a bigger question: how to live authentically, how to connect, how to tend the parts of us that don’t fit empire’s mould.

Challenges? Plenty. My wife knows a little and has her own boundaries to protect herself and our marriage. Intimacy is complicated. Sometimes the desire feels nourishing, other times it turns furious and messy. What I’m learning is that secrecy makes it worse; connection makes it human.

So this is me, showing up in human form. If you’re here for support, for clothes, for honest conversation, I’d love to meet you. If you’ve struggled with balance, I’d love to hear how you found yours.

#HeelsOnly
You'll all be pleased to know that I, Strictly, wear High Heels At All Times. On my Tippy Toes with a smile
Thank you Adrianne for my first comment

Do pink strappy heels go with black hold ups!! Probably not but still fun! Xx

I am current making some homemade marsh-mellows but sadly not dressed in a polka pot 50's style dress and red high heels

Love the feeling of feet in the heels

Taken my photos sooner than I thought.
Can’t wait to dress properly in this outfit with sexy short dress and heels.

Quick rush job, sorry no heels or stocking xx

Believe me the heels were removed before I stood up!

Heels,nylon,shoes
#sissy #nylon #crossdressser #transgender #feminization #bas #collant #pantyhose #stocking #pied #feet #lingerie #maletofemale #sexy #fantasme #lgbt #porn #soumission #bdsm #hosiery #trough #ladyboy #gartbelt #nails #tits #boob #****