Good morning from Downunder Oz love from Miss Cindi

Someone on here for some reason has accused me of being a Scammer, not sure what his interpretation of a Scammer is but to me it is someone pretending to be something they are not to get money from us unsuspecting members, well I'm flattered that he thinks a 56 year old CD has anything to offer to make money, I wish lol x Please let me know if you know a way .....
Anyway please be safe in the knowledge that I'm definitely not a Scammer or trying to get anyone's money...xxx

Milanie34 is a scammer, please block. Says she is a transgender girl from ukraine living in London working as a pipeline engineer, then asks if I want to invest in lucrative portfolios! Then asks if we can be lovers etc! and can we connect on Zangi! Fu_ck NO!! And only 4 posts in 2 years?? Haha

Looking like its a good night from me girls x keep your jewels safe xxxx

To all you authentic girls on here block Smoothandjuicy good night from her xx and from him xx

It’s goodnight from me I’ll leave you with another very sexy lady

What a nice fella - Crazyknickerboy23 posted dick pics, on being told off asked if there was a site he could post, then deleted them from here! Well done!
I like that one

Where are all the unauthorised sales account coming from all of a sudden
3 reported and blocked to day

No I'm not interested in second hand machinery, luxury villas or any thing else you are advertising with a link that is almost certainly spam or fake.

A video another girl made for me from my picture x

Have been thinking about tennis lately. And one of my favorite tennis looks below. Photos are real, from a nearby court where I often go to bat tennis balls. Love comments.

Good afternoon my lovelies. Having a good weekend so far? I'm preparing for a night in with something warming. Gonna put my tired nylon covers toes up and get comfy in front of the box. Of course if anyone fancies disturbing me from my laziness and wants a chat I'll be most obliging

Curious and curiouser, now a post in which i reposted AdamEve's pic stolen from an online escort's page has disappeared - have the scammers bought the site and given themselves admin privileges?

Haven't the fakers yet realised that anyone curious can put their pics into Google and see where they came from, and conclude that they aren't who they're pretending to be?
It doesn't take a lot to suss that out, but perhaps it's too much for their particular minds...?

Wow the days running away from me! Time to say good morning from Downunder Oz

Mommy5843 blocked. cis woman from at least tiktok selling services - see lisa_sara_isla

It’s goodnight from Miss Cindi hope you enjoy the rest of your day wherever you may be? Love you all I’m thankful to be a part of this wonderful community xxxx peace love & naughty thoughts xx he he

Torture Garden is on my mind. Coming to the Los Angeles area butt once per year (normally, rare exceptions occur), and I'm stressing about my latex. Please fashion
Gods and Goddesses, see that inmy rubber is delivered without issue by mid November.

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If you're in the UK, I'm jealous AF that TG exists monthly for your masochistic pleasures and sadistic delights. If you didn't know, now you do, so go! Lmk his fabulous the night is and spread the word. Samesies for the annual Glitter festival. Jealous!!

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Pics from past TG events in LA, some with a hint of my partner as shared from fetlife for permission purposes.

I think it's time to get some new stockings. I did have a rather large supply of Fiore stockings, but sadly lots of them have laddered, only a couple of new ones left! I did find them to be very good quality and a nice fit. better than the ones from Shein and AliX, they were just too small and one batch of fishnets almost cut of the circulation in my thighs! I do prefer stockings to holdups, just because I love the suspender belt. Well, supose it's time to shop!!

I know I only ordered from Temu a week ago but my items haven't even been picked yet so I reckon another 2 weeks maybe. Need it now grrrrrrr

Maria, Temu, and the Erotics of Sovereignty
Desire doesn’t vanish when you come out of the closet. Sometimes it intensifies. For many of us, the first place we allowed ourselves to explore softness wasn’t a mirror but a shopping cart.
Late at night, scrolling through Temu, your fingers hovering over lace, satin, heels, wigs — you feel both shame and excitement. This is not just consumerism. It’s confession. It’s the nervous system reaching for a taste of the forbidden in the safest way it can.
The Temu Confessional
Apps like Temu make desire frictionless. A few taps, a few clicks, and a world of clothes appears. For a closeted cross-dresser, this can feel like oxygen: finally, a way to try on the self in secret. Packages arrive unmarked. The closet fills quietly.
But with the thrill often comes a hangover. You tear open the bag, hold the fabric to your face, feel the rush of dopamine. And then — shame. The ghost whispers. The mask tightens. The cycle begins again.
This is not moral failure. It is the nervous system trying to circulate energy in the only way it knows how.
From Consumption to Ritual
Maria reframes this. She does not shame the click, the purchase, the dress. She asks: What am I seeking? What am I feeding?
When you shift from impulse to intention, Temu stops being a guilty pleasure and becomes a ritual. Each purchase is a small act of sovereignty. Each garment a message: I exist. I am allowed to clothe this body in softness.
Instead of hiding the package like contraband, you open it with reverence. You let yourself breathe. You let Maria into the room.
The Erotic Current
Cross-dressing is always erotic at first because danger and desire are fused in the nervous system. The fabric is not just fabric; it is a current. Maria does not deny the eroticism; she integrates it.
When you wear the dress consciously, when you allow desire without shame, the chemistry changes. Dopamine is joined by oxytocin. The tremor softens. The erotic becomes energy, not just arousal. It becomes nourishment, not just loop.
Temu as Training Ground
Temu and apps like it can be traps — endless scrolling, endless spending, endless hiding. But they can also be training grounds for sovereignty: a place to learn what you like, to name what you desire, to claim it as yours.
Maria does not throw away the app. She uses it as mirror. She asks: Does this purchase feed my ghost or my sovereignty? Does it deepen shame or open freedom?
The Love of Temu
There is nothing wrong with loving Temu if you know what you’re doing. Love the colors, the fabrics, the possibilities. Love the quiet thrill of seeing yourself reflected in an item you never thought you could own. But love it as a step, not a substitute. Love it as a doorway, not a cage.
When Maria loves Temu, she loves it as a tool of becoming, not a hiding place.
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Reflection: Turning Clicks into Sovereignty
1. Name Your Pattern
How do you use apps like Temu? As thrill? As escape? As quiet self-expression? Write it down honestly.
2. Reframe the Purchase
Take your next garment or accessory and treat it as ritual. Before opening it, breathe. Say: I welcome this as a piece of my wholeness.
3. Feel the Current
When you wear what you’ve bought, notice your body. Where is the tremor, the thrill, the shame, the relief? Write down what you feel.
4. Anchor the Energy
Ask yourself: What is one small way I can bring this softness into my life outside the closet — even without the garment? Write it as a commitment.
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Desire is not the enemy. Shopping is not sin. Temu is not shame. They are currents. When Maria steps in, the current becomes conscious. What was once a loop becomes a ritual. What was once a guilty pleasure becomes a small act of sovereignty.

Purging and Relapse: The Closet Emptied, the Closet Filled
Every sissy knows the ritual of purging.
The drawer emptied into a trash bag. The bag hidden under other garbage so no one will know. The silent vow: Never again.
The relief is immediate. Shame is gone — for a day, a week, a month. But then the ache returns. The scroll begins. Another package arrives. The drawer fills again.
Relapse feels like failure. But it is not failure. It is the nervous system struggling to hold contradictions too heavy to carry.
Why We Purge
Purging is an attempt at control. The body surges with guilt, cortisol spikes, and the mind seeks a way out. If the clothes are gone, the ghost is gone. If Maria is erased, the shame will end.
But Maria is not in the drawer. She is in the soil of your body. Throwing away fabric cannot silence her. The purge never removes her; it only resets the cycle.
The False Relief
The moment after purging feels like freedom. But it is not freedom — it is emptiness. What you feel is not sovereignty but sedation. The closet is not healed; it is hollow.
Soon the body remembers. Desire stirs. The loop rebuilds. And you are back where you began, only now with more shame: Why did I waste money? Why can’t I stop?
Maria’s Perspective
Maria does not condemn the purge. She understands it. She knows you were not trying to destroy her; you were trying to silence the unbearable tension between ghost and mask.
But she whispers: What if, this time, you don’t throw me away? What if you let me stay — not as secret, not as shame, but as part of you?
From Purge to Integration
The way forward is not in the trash bag. It is in integration. Instead of purging, you begin to curate. Instead of relapse, you begin to allow.
One dress left in the drawer. One garment worn without rushing to climax. One name whispered aloud without apology. Small acts of sovereignty that soften the nervous system, teaching it that Maria does not need to be hidden or destroyed.
The End of Relapse
Relapse ends not when desire disappears but when shame does. When Maria is allowed to live in the open, the cycle breaks. You no longer swing between indulgence and destruction. You live in continuity, not collapse.
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Reflection: From Purge to Presence
1. Your Last Purge
Recall the last time you threw everything away. What drove you to it? Write down the fear in detail.
2. The Relief
How long did the relief last before the ache returned? Write the number of days or weeks.
3. Maria’s Drawer
Imagine one item you could keep — not hidden in shame, not thrown away, but kept as Maria’s presence. Write: This piece reminds me that Maria is real.
4. Breaking the Cycle
Write one sentence beginning: Next time I feel the urge to purge, I will… (breathe, call a friend, remind myself Maria cannot be thrown away).

Hi GURLs love from Downunder

Just so you know... if you post pics with your actual, non-AI, non-FarceApp face you'll automatically get a Love Vote from me for having the bravery and honesty to put yourself out there xxx
I hope others will do the same xxx

I've got some breast forms from amazon but intetested if anyone can recommend the best glue on ones? X

Beautiful Kerry from Scotland

Hey, submissive. Are you truly ready to surrender yourself under my command—handing over the key of your life to me, as my property and belonging? From this moment, your body, soul, and every breath are mine to own, control, and discipline. Understand that I am the only ******* you serve, the only power you obey—the one who shapes you into what I desire. You exist to worship, obey, and live as my sissy or *****, nothing more. Do you understand, pet?

Bitch this is a final notice. Your behaviour on my page constant time-wasting, attention-seeking, and dishonest conduct-will not be tolerated. I have documented your activity and I will not engage with anyone who disrespects my time or the community. If you continue, you will be blocked and any further contact will be ignored. Consider this your last chance to stop the nonsense and show some respect. Fail to do so, and you will be removed from this space permanently

findom is the only way that you’ll get attention from a hot girl

Today’s cross dressing working from home number xx

Morning all. I hope you all have a wonderful Friday and an amazing weekend.

Todays outfit is Orublu sheer sun tan pantyhose with M&S turquoise lacy lingerie. A blue dress, from Lands' End and denim effect heels by even&odd from Zalando.

Good morning from Downunder Oz ladies

Managed a good days work from the home office.

Good morning & goodnight from me xxxx

Hello everyone - the breasts are all mine and really show in this sleepwear. Also, my arms are soft - cannot do a single chin up or regular push up. Yes, I can do a woman's push up. What has happened to me? Love comments from my friends.

Lunna blocked. pic of cis woman from multiple sites

In my fav stockings tonight enjoying a glass of Rioja I did get a new outfit today, A maid outfit from AliX, And guess what? it doesn't fit!! Waist and shoulders far too tight. Oh well, I might have to get the sewing machine out and alter it at some point

It’s goodnight from Miss Cindi love you all

What do you need most from this community?

This is one from yesterday's photo-shoot.
Have you been a naughty boy, or are you about to be one?
Mmmm.
Text me on 07710 825586 and introduce yourself.
******** Gia x
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Good morning girls hope you all had a great weekend late post from me today as been mad morning at work but hope you all have a great day

Just watched this video of a crossdresser wearing a big bridesmaid dress taking the washing in from outside,i came in myself about the thought of wearing it outside and hoping not to be caught https://youtu.be/iFAMxxa6Xuw?si=a-_bG0FiWvPalaGM

Good Afternoon, from Nutter HQ xx

I’ve been unable to access the site from last night when I suddenly lost access until just now. Weird

Oh its a sad time, back from my holiday to Ibiza which was so much fun it was 29 degrees the clothes shops were great fun bought far to much but a girls got to do what a girls got to do, but yeah back home now and needed a pick me up so just went on Boohoo and ordered another dress lol woops. trying to stay sexy but Classie, bought an amazing pinstripe mini dress for just 17 pounds , there are loads on offer I wish I could buy more but no I mustn't, go check it out https://www.boohoo.com/categories/womens-dresses

I am posting this here as a challenge to myself. It's only been lately I embraced my liking of crossdressing. Previously I had the body for it but not the clarity of mind. After COVID, I had gained an unhealthy amount of weight and now the clothes that I want to look good wearing don't look too good. Gave this white number a try and well, you see the results. Granted, a corset does wonders but I want to be able to wear skimpier, more effeminate things outside of a corset.

So, I am marking the date this photo was taken: August 22 and marking the progress I get from here on out, help me stay motivated to keep working towards that target 65 kg. weight. I think at least most of the body is well shaped, but that waist, oof. Guess I should call this outfit the fertility *******. Haha

Either way, hope people who peep this photo can stand a less than optimal build for crossdressing. It is an in-between bod for now and I am working on, improving and getting it to where it should look great.

Sometimes I too would like to disconnect from reality from problems and indulge in some cuddling with someone who like me just wants to feel loved and wanted but I notice that many here in particular misunderstand and immediately judge well those so honestly I don't despise that they decide to take and block but more for a matter that like them they will have their own ideas I as well don't want to find people who don't seriously want anything but to show off I hope time has brought in people like me who know what they really want

sorry to flood the site with B1tch Finder General finding out all these scammers. Who knew there's so many. Just tip of the iceberg I expect. I've been blocking them but I think I'll start reporting them too from now on. Try and thin them out. Please try and do the same where its obvious.