Derby UK Lingerie CD xx

Notice - No Ai, No Photo Shop, No Snapchat, No Edited Pics, No Fake Bullshit... Just exactly what you get (Me)...

Im always looking to improve my Sucking skills, so the more you can help the better. There is always room for improvement.
If your local to Derby and can help then please get in touch xxx just private msg me or ask for my email address xx
My preferences are as follows...
Smooth Shaven Co ck and Balls
Full Co ck Head Showing
Willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups
Must let me Swallow every drop, I don't want any evidence (Waste or Mess) left for yours or my Wife/Partner
Because you are kind enough to let me Suck and Swallow you down, I don't expect anything in return...
Most of my training is done where you put on some Holdups sit on the edge of the Sofa Spread your legs and watch TV while I do my Training, obviously once I've Swallowed you all down I will leave or if you need me to I can stay to Feed from you again until you are fully Satisfied...It's the absolute least I can do.
One Member that has helped me with my Mouth Training (as he put it) asked if there were anything else they could do to help even more...
I said actually there is if you feel up to it...
What I need you to do is just before you Cum, you need to get up and Make me swallow your entire load, not letting me move until every drop has gone....Now there are a number of ways you can do this...
You can hold my head with both hands and head Fu ck me untill you cum holding my head tight till you are fully empty.
You can make me lean with my head on the Wall so I'm pinned and do the same or
If you have a high bed or Sofa Edge or even on the Sofa, use the same method to pin me down.....
Alternatively get on top in the 69 position and fill me up that way....
In fact if you do the reverse 69 you can practically hold my head still, keeping you Co ck stuck in my mouth untill empty.
I'm sure there are many more ways but this would really help with my training if you could please....
The only other help would be if time permitting you make me Feed from you Twice..
Booking me in for several visits a week can also help... If you feel up to it and don't mind me Swallowing every time... I understand fully if this is asking too much.... Xx

Just woke up early "STILL dying of cold" and decided to post this follow up video... this is for someone who is very special to me..they know who they are... I'm going back to sleep now... love you all my beautiful sisters and handsome admirers have a magnificent day...🩷

How the heck do you stop seeing peoples messages on the main feed that you dont even follow? I keep trying to stop certain members messages coming up but they still do. Jusg another example of how crap this site is ffs

Black or White...Red at weekend to follow.. What colour would suite me.

I can be very Cheeky sometimes xx

Notice - No Ai, No Photo Shop, No Snapchat, No Edited Pics, No Fake Bullshit... Just exactly what you get (Me)...

Im always looking to improve my Sucking skills, so the more you can help the better. There is always room for improvement.
If your local to Derby and can help then please get in touch xxx just private msg me or ask for my email address xx
My preferences are as follows...
Smooth Shaven Co ck and Balls
Full Co ck Head Showing
Willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups
Must let me Swallow every drop, I don't want any evidence (Waste or Mess) left for yours or my Wife/Partner
Because you are kind enough to let me Suck and Swallow you down, I don't expect anything in return...
Most of my training is done where you put on some Holdups sit on the edge of the Sofa Spread your legs and watch TV while I do my Training, obviously once I've Swallowed you all down I will leave or if you need me to I can stay to Feed from you again until you are fully Satisfied...It's the absolute least I can do.
One Member that has helped me with my Mouth Training (as he put it) asked if there were anything else they could do to help even more...
I said actually there is if you feel up to it...
What I need you to do is just before you Cum, you need to get up and Make me swallow your entire load, not letting me move until every drop has gone....Now there are a number of ways you can do this...
You can hold my head with both hands and head Fu ck me untill you cum holding my head tight till you are fully empty.
You can make me lean with my head on the Wall so I'm pinned and do the same or
If you have a high bed or Sofa Edge or even on the Sofa, use the same method to pin me down.....
Alternatively get on top in the 69 position and fill me up that way....
In fact if you do the reverse 69 you can practically hold my head still, keeping you Co ck stuck in my mouth untill empty.
I'm sure there are many more ways but this would really help with my training if you could please....
The only other help would be if time permitting you make me Feed from you Twice..
Booking me in for several visits a week can also help... If you feel up to it and don't mind me Swallowing every time... I understand fully if this is asking too much.... Xx

Bodystocking from yesterday xx

Notice - No Ai, No Photo Shop, No Snapchat, No Edited Pics, No Fake Bullshit... Just exactly what you get (Me)...

Im always looking to improve my Sucking skills, so the more you can help the better. There is always room for improvement.
If your local to Derby and can help then please get in touch xxx just private msg me or ask for my email address xx
My preferences are as follows...
Smooth Shaven Co ck and Balls
Full Co ck Head Showing
Willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups
Must let me Swallow every drop, I don't want any evidence (Waste or Mess) left for yours or my Wife/Partner
Because you are kind enough to let me Suck and Swallow you down, I don't expect anything in return...
Most of my training is done where you put on some Holdups sit on the edge of the Sofa Spread your legs and watch TV while I do my Training, obviously once I've Swallowed you all down I will leave or if you need me to I can stay to Feed from you again until you are fully Satisfied...It's the absolute least I can do.
One Member that has helped me with my Mouth Training (as he put it) asked if there were anything else they could do to help even more...
I said actually there is if you feel up to it...
What I need you to do is just before you Cum, you need to get up and Make me swallow your entire load, not letting me move until every drop has gone....Now there are a number of ways you can do this...
You can hold my head with both hands and head Fu ck me untill you cum holding my head tight till you are fully empty.
You can make me lean with my head on the Wall so I'm pinned and do the same or
If you have a high bed or Sofa Edge or even on the Sofa, use the same method to pin me down.....
Alternatively get on top in the 69 position and fill me up that way....
In fact if you do the reverse 69 you can practically hold my head still, keeping you Co ck stuck in my mouth untill empty.
I'm sure there are many more ways but this would really help with my training if you could please....
The only other help would be if time permitting you make me Feed from you Twice..
Booking me in for several visits a week can also help... If you feel up to it and don't mind me Swallowing every time... I understand fully if this is asking too much.... Xx

i went with a full on bimbo look here, following the rule that my skirt should be shorter than my heels. think it turned out pretty well

also, i call this look MyLegs&YourShoulders&TheHoodOfYourBMW

Found an unused set I did, unfortunately they are all naughty.

Notice - No Ai, No Photo Shop, No Snapchat, No Edited Pics, No Fake Bullshit... Just exactly what you get (Me)...

Im always looking to improve my Sucking skills, so the more you can help the better. There is always room for improvement.
If your local to Derby and can help then please get in touch xxx just private msg me or ask for my email address xx
My preferences are as follows...
Smooth Shaven Co ck and Balls
Full Co ck Head Showing
Willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups
Must let me Swallow every drop, I don't want any evidence (Waste or Mess) left for yours or my Wife/Partner
Because you are kind enough to let me Suck and Swallow you down, I don't expect anything in return...
Most of my training is done where you put on some Holdups sit on the edge of the Sofa Spread your legs and watch TV while I do my Training, obviously once I've Swallowed you all down I will leave or if you need me to I can stay to Feed from you again until you are fully Satisfied...It's the absolute least I can do.
One Member that has helped me with my Mouth Training (as he put it) asked if there were anything else they could do to help even more...
I said actually there is if you feel up to it...
What I need you to do is just before you Cum, you need to get up and Make me swallow your entire load, not letting me move until every drop has gone....Now there are a number of ways you can do this...
You can hold my head with both hands and head Fu ck me untill you cum holding my head tight till you are fully empty.
You can make me lean with my head on the Wall so I'm pinned and do the same or
If you have a high bed or Sofa Edge or even on the Sofa, use the same method to pin me down.....
Alternatively get on top in the 69 position and fill me up that way....
In fact if you do the reverse 69 you can practically hold my head still, keeping you Co ck stuck in my mouth untill empty.
I'm sure there are many more ways but this would really help with my training if you could please....
The only other help would be if time permitting you make me Feed from you Twice..
Booking me in for several visits a week can also help... If you feel up to it and don't mind me Swallowing every time... I understand fully if this is asking too much.... Xx

Noticed - No Ai, No Photo Shop, No Snapchat, No Edited Pics, No Fake Bullshit... Just exactly what you get (Me)...

Im always looking to improve my Sucking skills, so the more you can help the better. There is always room for improvement.
If your local to Derby and can help then please get in touch xxx just private msg me or ask for my email address xx
My preferences are as follows...
Smooth Shaven Co ck and Balls
Full Co ck Head Showing
Willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups
Must let me Swallow every drop, I don't want any evidence (Waste or Mess) left for yours or my Wife/Partner
Because you are kind enough to let me Suck and Swallow you down, I don't expect anything in return...
Most of my training is done where you put on some Holdups sit on the edge of the Sofa Spread your legs and watch TV while I do my Training, obviously once I've Swallowed you all down I will leave or if you need me to I can stay to Feed from you again until you are fully Satisfied...It's the absolute least I can do.
One Member that has helped me with my Mouth Training (as he put it) asked if there were anything else they could do to help even more...
I said actually there is if you feel up to it...
What I need you to do is just before you Cum, you need to get up and Make me swallow your entire load, not letting me move until every drop has gone....Now there are a number of ways you can do this...
You can hold my head with both hands and head Fu ck me untill you cum holding my head tight till you are fully empty.
You can make me lean with my head on the Wall so I'm pinned and do the same or
If you have a high bed or Sofa Edge or even on the Sofa, use the same method to pin me down.....
Alternatively get on top in the 69 position and fill me up that way....
In fact if you do the reverse 69 you can practically hold my head still, keeping you Co ck stuck in my mouth untill empty.
I'm sure there are many more ways but this would really help with my training if you could please....
The only other help would be if time permitting you make me Feed from you Twice..
Booking me in for several visits a week can also help... If you feel up to it and don't mind me Swallowing every time... I understand fully if this is asking too much.... Xx

Comment
' Red baby doll ' followed by
' Heels ' or ' Boots '
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Noticed - No Ai, No Photo Shop, No Snapchat, No Edited Pics, No Fake Bullshit... Just exactly what you get...

Im always looking to improve my Sucking skills, so the more you can help the better. There is always room for improvement.
If your local to Derby and can help then please get in touch xxx just private msg me or ask for my email address xx
My preferences are as follows...
Smooth Shaven Co ck and Balls
Full Co ck Head Showing
Willing to wear Tights Stockings or Holdups
Must let me Swallow every drop, I don't want any evidence (Waste or Mess) left for yours or my Wife/Partner
Because you are kind enough to let me Suck and Swallow you down, I don't expect anything in return...
Most of my training is done where you put on some Holdups sit on the edge of the Sofa Spread your legs and watch TV while I do my Training, obviously once I've Swallowed you all down I will leave or if you need me to I can stay to Feed from you again until you are fully Satisfied...It's the absolute least I can do.
One Member that has helped me with my Mouth Training (as he put it) asked if there were anything else they could do to help even more...
I said actually there is if you feel up to it...
What I need you to do is just before you Cum, you need to get up and Make me swallow your entire load, not letting me move until every drop has gone....Now there are a number of ways you can do this...
You can hold my head with both hands and head Fu ck me untill you cum holding my head tight till you are fully empty.
You can make me lean with my head on the Wall so I'm pinned and do the same or
If you have a high bed or Sofa Edge or even on the Sofa, use the same method to pin me down.....
Alternatively get on top in the 69 position and fill me up that way....
In fact if you do the reverse 69 you can practically hold my head still, keeping you Co ck stuck in my mouth untill empty.
I'm sure there are many more ways but this would really help with my training if you could please....
The only other help would be if time permitting you make me Feed from you Twice..
Booking me in for several visits a week can also help... If you feel up to it and don't mind me Swallowing every time... I understand fully if this is asking too much.... Xx

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Follow my commands, trust my lead, and surrender yourself to the moment. Let go of the need to be in control, embrace your submission willingly, and discover the confidence and excitement that comes from giving yourself over to someone you trust

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I used to be on grindr but came off there lol

Hey sub, I'm new here a dominant friends of mine introduce to this site, hopefully I found a submissive sub to replace my late sub who died couple month ago in fatal accident. I'm seeking for a submissive sub to train, own sub who's passionate to the lifestyle, willing to explore to new kinks and ready to follow ******** command without hesitation. dominatrixmom01@gmail.com
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Following up with earlier post. Sunday .

The morning began with a question that, on the face of it, was utterly trivial.

I stood in my bedroom, a sixty five year old widower who had long ago discovered that life could become surprisingly interesting when you stopped worrying quite so much about what other people thought. Across the bed lay two nightgowns.

One was pink, soft and playful. The other was black satin elegant, glossy and just a little dramatic. Beside them were the headscarves that completed each outfit.

eBay had informed me that the postman was due that morning with my latest purchase.

Normally, that wouldn't have required a second thought. I would have thrown on whatever clothes were nearest, opened the door, collected the post and carried on with my day.

But I am a crossdresser, and over the years I had learned that choosing what to wear could sometimes be part of the pleasure itself. Since becoming widowed, those little private rituals had become even more important to me. There was nobody to impress and nobody to answer to. My clothes were simply one of the ways I expressed myself.

That morning, however, I couldn't decide.

So I asked Grok a rather more important question than it probably deserved.

Should I wear the black satin nightgown and headscarf to greet the postman, or should I wear the pink?

The answer came back quickly.

Black.

Grok's reasoning was surprisingly convincing. Black satin, it suggested, looked intentional and put together. Pink was softer and perhaps a little more playful, whereas the black gave the impression that I had actually chosen my outfit rather than simply wandered downstairs half asleep.

The satin would catch the morning light, while the headscarf would bring everything together.

I stared at the black nightgown.

"Well," I said aloud, "apparently we're going for elegant this morning."

I slipped it on.

The satin settled against me with that familiar coolness I loved, and I carefully tied the headscarf around my hair. Then I stood in front of the mirror.

Grok had a point.

There was something wonderfully satisfying about the combination. I didn't look as though I had spent hours getting ready, but neither did I look as though I had forgotten that the outside world existed.

I smiled at my reflection.

"Sixty five," I murmured. "Widowed, retired from worrying about everybody else's opinions, and apparently dressed in black satin to answer the front door."

I laughed to myself.

Then I went downstairs and prepared a pot of tea.

There was something faintly ridiculous about the situation. Here I was, dressed in a glossy black satin nightgown and headscarf, standing in my kitchen listening for the sound of a postal van.

Eventually, I heard it.

The familiar rumble outside was followed by footsteps approaching the front door.

For one brief moment, I wondered whether I'd made the wrong decision.

Perhaps pink would have been less conspicuous.

Perhaps black satin was a little too theatrical for an encounter that would probably last fifteen seconds.

Then came the knock.

I took a breath.

"Normal morning energy," I reminded myself.

I opened the door.

"Morning," the postman said.

"Morning."

He handed me the letters.

"Thanks."

"No problem. Have a good day."

"You too."

And that was it.

The door closed.

I stood there for a moment, looking down at the envelopes in my hand.

The great sartorial crisis was over.

Nobody had fainted. Nobody had called the fashion police. The earth had continued turning.

I burst out laughing.

All that deliberation over black versus pink, and the entire encounter had lasted barely half a minute.

But perhaps that was precisely the point.

At sixty five, after losing my wife and finding myself living a life that was quieter and more private than the one I had once imagined, I had come to appreciate the little decisions.

Sometimes they mattered precisely because they were mine to make.

There was no great occasion. No audience. No requirement that I dress one way rather than another. I wasn't trying to make a statement to anyone.

I simply wanted to wear the black satin.

So I did.

I carried my tea into the sitting room, still smiling.

My late wife had always known that there was a slightly eccentric streak in me. She had seen sides of me that I had once been afraid to show the rest of the world. Since her death, learning to live honestly with myself had become one of the unexpected journeys of widowhood.

Being a crossdresser wasn't something I needed to apologise for.

It was simply part of me.

And on that quiet morning, standing in my sitting room with my tea, my letters and the soft rustle of satin whenever I moved, I felt strangely content.

"Grok," I thought, smiling to myself, "you were right."

The black had been the stronger choice.

And, for once, I was quite happy to take the advice of an artificial intelligence on matters of morning fashion.

Good Morning Girls, Admirers & all you other lot xx

So I did a thing last weekend, thanks to the lovely & amazing Paul from Born UK, I was invited back for a photograph & makeover session at his studio...to which I very quickly agreed 'YES please!' to.

The photoshoot was very nice and relaxing, a very different experience and photos of that will follow. However I couldn't let all his hard work go to waste so out I go with my fantastic & supportive future wife onto Canal St. again! Here are the first batch of photos from another lovely night out on the strip. Lemme know what you's think xx
#makeover #canalst #crossdresser #crossdressing #feminine

Good morning, sisters, admirers, and all other good people. May this new day be a good one, as will the ones that follow for all of you.

Please follow me on Facebook! "Like" and comment on my posts but most importantly, please share me! Expose this sissy!: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61586994341520

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Please follow me on Facebook! "Like" and comment on my posts but most importantly, please share me! Expose this sissy!: https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61586994341520

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There's a lot to be said for a fairly chaste evening date sitting outside a wine bar with someone Interested and Interesting, followed by a really nice snog and a little flash on parting to judge their reaction... Pretty positive, too!

We will be seeing each other again....

Visited Fallout 4 Commonwealth Wasteland wearing my Vault-Tec Pip-Boy, favorite modest nightie and dressing gown and comfortable plaid slippers in the desolate environment of post-nuclear Massachusetts following the Great War of 2077, which devastated North America with nuclear strikes between the United States and China.

Morning all lazy day off today, final follow up appointment and my last facial treatment today, what you upto

35 female superior MOMMY, ....
I'm looking for a submissive *****/ Sissy. an obedient ***** that will be doing what I say and follow my command anytime any moment, pm me if you are interested zangi number. :1077120784
Telegram. :@Bella23sw

35 female superior MOMMY, ....
I'm looking for a submissive *****/ Sissy. an obedient ***** that will be doing what I say and follow my command anytime any moment, pm me if you are interested
Zangi number.:1077120784
Telegram. :@Bella23sw

35 female superior MOMMY, ....
I'm looking for a submissive *****/ Sissy. an obedient ***** that will be doing what I say and follow my command anytime any moment, pm me if you are interested
Zangi number. : 1077120784
Telegram. :@Bella23sw

This is my father's account, tv5555, alias Georgia.
I'm an indiscreet girl and I liked following his discussions. especially since I take care of his training and when he needs makeup.
I noticed that many people try to use his weakness for Lady CD to get indecent pictures of him and even personal information.
From now on I will manage this account, if you are real people and want to talk to him I will not interfere.
Now you see pictures of me I hope you don't consider me a helpless young lady.

I’m a powerful and strong mommy Domme seeking a newbie submissive male who is ready to learn the dynamics of BDSM(mommy/sub relationship) and explore his submissive/sexual sides with me for a long term and kinky relationship!.. pm me on the following.
Telegram:@lady_Hailey4
Signal:Hailey_b.01
Zangi:6869055896

Another hot day ahead, so wear less is best, and I will follow my own advice, starting now. Be safe and keep cool, but have fun dressing minimal.

I’m a powerful and strong mommy Domme seeking a newbie submissive male who is ready to learn the dynamics of BDSM(mommy/sub relationship) and explore his submissive/sexual sides with me for a long term and kinky relationship!.. pm me on the following.
Telegram:@lady_Hailey4
Signal:Hailey_b.01
Zangi:6869055896

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Morning all, my favourite part of everyday, getting dressed in the office most of the day today, boring busy week this, photos, press event, and a some concert pr to do, also have a challenge for you ladies this week, details will follow later 🫦

Lotus Call (repost)

I bent...
My God dess
Suddenly
Admitted
Your Soul
Was too
Long in pain
You are
Who is...
It is permitted
You body
Happily
May gain
I left your Lotos
Blossoms in the pull
In its alone
Silent beauty...
It opens Soul
To its duty
Just follow
Follow
Call of Girl...
Keep Love
In heart
Away from
Body
Don't look
For others
Bound in the bed
That other Love
Is painful
And so soothing
And kills the Soul
At the End...
When poison
Of another Love
Will split you Heart...
Be strong
My Daughter!
Far enough
Your Lotus
Blossoms
From your body....
Please do not cry
It is another Path..
You are so free
From false
That come
By Love...
You walk
For you...
and Me...,
Not others...
Please
Be strong...

I bent all
Sudden
When
I heard
Gong...

She disappeared
In fog
Since then
I hide
My Soul
In wrong body...
I kept away
In nature
On white Rock
My Soul Inn
I Love nobody...

Hi there everyone! Hope you're all having a lovely weekend so far

Well what an honour, just had to share this. The lovely chap Paul from Born UK has made my day by putting me on his socials! Here is the Instagram post he shared the other day following last week's makeover and I couldn't be more flattered.
Just to clarify, the pic of me with my amazing partner I have added the loveheart emoji covering her face myself out of respect for her privacy on here...she doesn't actually look like that, honest!

Paul's studio Instagram link:
https://www.instagram.com/borntoturnheads?igsh=MTlza2lrYmI5ejA0ag==

Have a look and see the amazing work he does for girls like us
I honestly couldn't recommend this experience enough to you all
Have a great weekend!! xx
#makeover #crossdresser #feminine #girly

Morning to all my friends and followers

In a week from now, I'll be stepping out as 'Rhiann' for the very first time around Manchester, UK! PLENTY of pics to follow
I'm nervous AF but I am so bloody excited too! I wanted to give a shout-out to the lovely bloke who is helping to make this possible! Paul from Born UK will be giving me my very first makeover (hopefully not my last...) and then I'm hitting the town with my amazing fiancée & two other incredible ladies and hopefully having a fantastic night!

Go check out Paul's website here:
https://born.uk.com/

He looks to be incredibly talented. I'm looking forward to meeting him and also 'Rhiann' as well! Wish me luck, Ladies xx
#makeover #feminine #outonthetown

You'd rather follow my rules and have my attention, wouldn't you?

THE SATIN ORACLE. The highest authority in all things satin. She does not follow trends. Trends are begotten by her decree. Beauty is subjective, satin is eternal.

I am sixty-five years old, and there are mornings when my bones creak like old floorboards, when the mirror offers me a face that has known too many winters. But there is also satin.

It begins there, always.

Not with the clothes people expect, not dresses or heels or anything loud, but with the quiet, shimmering certainty of a headscarf unfolded across my lap. Oversized. Generous. A full square of light, as if someone had captured a piece of dawn and stitched its edges.

I keep them in a pine ottoman chest at the foot of my bed. When I lift the lid, the faint scent of pine wood and time rises, mingling with the cool, whispering smoothness of fabric. They are stacked carefully: florals, paisleys, deep jewel tones, pale creams, even one the colour of storm clouds just before rain. Some are silk satin, impossibly soft, almost liquid. Others are polyester blends still glossy, still kind to the touch, but sturdier, as if meant for endurance.

I tell myself it began for practical reasons. Hair protection, I say. Friction reduction. At my age, what hair remains deserves gentleness. And it’s true the satin glides where cotton drags, it soothes where wool irritates. At night, when I wrap my head, I sleep more peacefully, my scalp free from the tug and dryness that used to wake me.

But that is only the surface of it.

The truth is, when I lift one of those oversized scarves sometimes a full 130 centimeters across it feels like lifting a veil between lives.

I was not always honest about who I was. For decades, I wore what was expected, spoke in the tones expected, moved through the world like a man following a script written long before I was born. There is a heaviness to that kind of living. It settles into your shoulders, your spine, your breath.

The first time I wrapped a satin headscarf around my head, I did it clumsily. I had watched videos, read guides. Fold into a triangle, they said. Bring the corners forward, tie at the nape or under the chin. Smooth the edges. Adjust.

I remember the colour deep burgundy, with a faint floral pattern that caught the light. When I tied it, the fabric slipped against itself with a soft hush, like a secret being kept.

And then I looked in the mirror.

I did not see a caricature. I did not see something absurd or theatrical. I saw softness. I saw a version of myself that had been waiting, patiently, beneath years of denial. The scarf framed my face, softened the lines, held me together in a way nothing else ever had.

Now, it is ritual.

In the mornings, I choose carefully. If I am staying in, I might select something large and enveloping a square so wide it can drape over my shoulders, falling like a shawl. Sometimes I wrap it turban style, tucking the ends neatly, letting the fabric build a quiet crown around my head. Other times, I let it hang loose, a triangle tied under my chin, like something out of an old photograph.

When I go out rarely, but more often than I used to, I choose patterns that feel like companions rather than disguises. A muted paisley. A soft, vintage floral. Nothing too bold, but never apologetic.

People look, of course. Some with curiosity, some with confusion. A few with kindness. I have learned to endure the rest. At sixty five, you realize that most people are too occupied with their own reflections to truly see yours.

At home, the scarves become more than adornment. They are utility, yes sleep caps, shoulder wraps, even something to tie around a bag handle for a touch of colour. But they are also comfort. When I feel the weight of years pressing too hard, I wrap one around my shoulders and sit by the window.

The satin catches the light differently at every hour. Morning makes it glow. Afternoon sharpens its sheen. Evening turns it into something softer, almost like memory.

Sometimes I run the fabric between my fingers, back and forth, feeling its smooth resistance, the way it refuses to snag or cling. It reminds me that gentleness can be strong. That something soft can endure.

I have more than I need. I know that. A drawer full, a chest full, a small collection that borders on obsession. There are handmade ones, with careful stitching at the edges. Reversible ones, satin on both sides, offering two moods in one piece. Silk feel ones that mimic luxury so well it hardly matters that they are not the real thing.

Each has a story, or at least a feeling attached to it. This one for sleepless nights. That one for quiet afternoons. Another for the rare courage of stepping outside as I am.

I do not pretend that a headscarf changes everything. The world is still the world. My body is still heavy, my steps still slow, my past still filled with compromises I cannot undo.

But when I tie that satin around my head, something aligns.

The fabric smooths not just my hair, but something deeper something that has always been frayed. It holds me, gently but firmly, in a shape that feels right.

And for a little while, that is enough.

Paparazzi - I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Baby, there's no other superstar, you know that I'll be
Your papa-paparazzi
Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine (Yeah-ha)
Baby, you'll be famous, chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

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One of my 4 dresses I had delivered today and my new kitten heel sandles. I have another like the one in the picture ( I now have all 5 colours in this style ) also got 2 summer dresses pivs to follow paur white flat sandles and a pair of pink ballerina flats

Afternoon/Evening everyone hope you're all well after suffering from flu this week had a retail therapy session today 2 dresses new underwear and leggings (I'm old and its cold ) pictures of my haul to follow back to work tomorrow to earn £££ to pay for the haul